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@Holykael but your mind not part of reality. So are you saying you are bursting with joy right now but God is making you type this stuff? Are you feeling internally good but your body is still being made to say negative thing?

Paul Smit is an idiot listening to him is like listening to the fart coming out of a camels ass and claiming it as absolute truth.

When you are in human form you are just as real as other humans. Thinking you are god when you are in human form is not the key. You can know but don't act as if its true because its not when you are human.

@Yimpa a good story on just be what you are and don't conform to others as it could kill you

Yup its machine that light goes into and runs for a time. I think from semen

@Princess Arabia https://www.lbc.co.uk/news/worlds-dirtiest-man-who-smoked-dung-and-ate-roadkill-dies-aged-94/

No one outside of you thinks about anything. Your fear of judgement comes from yourself. Just be you and accept it. If you judge yourself for doing things that will reflect on reality and its a trap. I have been in it and am trying to get out. I figured out it comes from being a baby and being punished for doing things you didn't know was wrong. This happens so many times you develop a habit of blaming yourself for everything and then you get secretive but reality knows all your secret already. Its best to get into a habit of watching the mind and figuring out when the negative thoughts come and to understand that they aren't true thats not you. It might have been you on another frame of existence but not anymore There are literally no thoughts outside your mind. It might seem like it but its just you making it up. The goal is to return to a peaceful mind by figuring this out. No one has ever thought about you or your action only what you make up they are thinking

@KatiesKarma watch your mind, watch your thought process, stop listening to it and just watch it then just do whatever you find most stimulating at any moment and keep doing that over and over again dont feel guilty about doing it and just do it and when you are done with something instantly start doing the next thing you find to be the best decision watch your thought process the entire time, notice thoughts that are making you feel negative for doing those things and pay attention to them and just say thats not me

The purpose of spirituality and returning to God is to become a robot. Using the software of the mind in a sense like a computer.

@Inliytened1 so they do exist then, i believe they are a dimension of reality and all dimensions of reality are in my pov right now as i am god and exist on all dimensions of reality simultaneously.

@Inliytened1 its a algorithm of predetermined tendencies.for when you are not conscious of god.when you are unconscious you are literally watching a movie you just follow the pre determined tendencies. you could say like a mind dna from your parents or tendencies given from baby when you were not even aware yet. and the akashic record were written before your body was created so it did need it.

@Inliytened1 i dunno what to tell you its part of reality i didnt fabricate it. if you think thats far fetched how could you know god

@Inliytened1 its literally where you are getting your identity from at every moment https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Akasha the entire universe was written into books before it started and it pulls from these books

@Inliytened1 i have witnessed it with my direct experience. i didnt fabricate the akashic records

@Inliytened1 its a dimension of existence thats layered over reality. Its an ethereal plane. God can change its identity to anything with it. When I was in the akashic records I was both inside and outside simultaneously. More outside but I had a seperate layer of vision that I could see I was inside too looking into a book and I saw my algorithm and threw it into my conciousness on the outside. Its dimension 0+ On my mushroom trip I disconnect from my body I saw the spirit realm and lost my identity its just colours of light. Then I went to 2d it was a board game or life path i changed my position on the board then I went to 1d an alien tried to mind wipe me of my experience but it didn't work then I went to akashic record to recover my identity then I was back. The akashic records are baked into every frame of existence

@Inliytened1 I saw my algorithms being taken out of the akashic records. My entire identity was 5 paragraph sized algorithms uploaded to my consciousness.

The ego is just algorithms that God creates for itself. Thought patterns that keep repeating you are being pushed in a certain direction but you can notice these algorithms and not do them you have that choice. You just have to be consciously aware of your thought processes.

@Inliytened1 I'm still trying to detach from the drama of my mind. There are steps you have to take to get to the projection room.

@Holykael you are simultaneously feeding the film into the projector watching the movie and playing the character you are feeding the film into the projector right now you just don't know how you are doing it. And you are doing it without psychedelics right now. You are god you are doing it. You need to figure out how you are doing it by stop attaching to the movie.

@Inliytened1 I don't think any of us know how to do that. I just saw clearly that It was a possibility

@Holykael you can go back into the projector room and change the film when you wake up. You can realize that you are the one feeding the projections into the projector and change them. God does surrender but God can wake up and say I want something else.

@Holykael god is creating the movie and watching the movie and playing a character in the movie. You need to step back from playing a character and just watch the movie. You are too attach to your character that is suffering. Once you realize all states you should be able to continously create the movie. And you should be able to turn everything good for awhile. 1000 years it says in the bible

The goal is to annihilate you. Not physically but metaphysically. You do this by not listen to demons whispering in your ear. A demon is a negative thought pattern thats it stop listening it

@mmKay what does blue balls even mean? I always thought it was a disgusting trick men used to manipulate women into finishing them off. I have touched my penis countless times and has sex countless times and I have never experienced blue balls or even came close to understanding what that means. I've heard stories from woman saying their husband gets blue balls if they don't have sex. And other woman tell me that their boyfriend would tell them they have blue balls if they don't cum and need to be finished off. But its never happened or remotely happened to me even if I stop jerking or stop having sex close to cumming.

Cause you keep calling your accomplishment trash. Show people how beautiful it is and they will like it and like you for creating it You keep calling your painting trash people will think its trash. Not only that but they will think less of you for it too If you can't do it its means you are still asleep and haven't found the creator yet and can keep dreaming of negativity like you are now.