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@LordFall I was high as fuck.

@LordFall Its true, when I saw myself as the universe I saw that it was perfectly clean and perfectly ordered. It felt like Mr clean and super sparkly.

I was thinking about this earlier, Sadhguru always say, your imagination and intellect have worked against you, and its your fault Hes sitting there like the only one who has mastered this. But if like 70 percent of the world is having the same problem how is that not a design flaw? Or is there serious unchained mass manipulation going on? If its so easy that 70 percent of the world is failing, I dont get how thats good design.

Yes, like fever dreams. I remeber having scarlet fever and my conciousness was leaving my body. I was seeing the room from every area at the same time. It was like I was looking at myself from the staircase from behind the couch from the ceiling flashing at the same time.

@UnbornTao Whos angry? A victim. Why would you be angry if you havent been the victim of something? What are you angry about? Its kinda the same just rephrased differently. The victim comes first then the anger. Then the anger thats there cant come. Now its just the victim surpressing what it wants. If the victim cant express the anger it cant be what it wants to be. The unlreleased anger the victim created is just sitting there now. You can stop the anger only if you stop the victim and just accept the pain, and manage it, but all those times you didnt are still there.

@integral I stopped telling myself when people pissed me off and I think its effecting my lower back. Days when its hurting alot there are alot of crazy thoughts running through my mind all the time. I think I need to start openly calling people what my body thinks they are (at least inside my mind). Pretty much I think life is so fucked you stop narrating your experience and suppressing all these things the invisible man wants to react too. Its like everytime I want to think that someone is a retard or a peice of shit I dont and it sits there and then it comes out on one day. This happens alot to me as I am very hyper aware of judgement and I see judgements happening 1700 times a day. The awareness of judgements makes me judgemental. Another survival mechanism.

@UnbornTao The hurt is the suppression of anger lol. If you cant express anger you must change it to victim. Like there is an angry man inside of you and you are like you cant be that! Whats the angry man going to be? Very sad. Why do you dislike me so much? I want to be angry, its what I am. If you were allowed to express your anger freely without being shamed, there would be no victims, except those that victimize themselves through your anger.

@Razard86 A weird part of it is, the constructs of the identity are like machines. Since psychology works. Like your original thought process is building a machine, or a map. The fact that the metaphysical realm can be mapped shows there is no one there. Theres no one because everyone can be deconstructed. So there is no you or everyone and no one being watched. Because psychology works (people can deconstruct it and know how to shape it and mould it) it means that your identity or existence is a self is a construct. Well then what is watching? A non existent audience member.

If I try to stop what I am truely thinking, I notice that it will come up days later. Somedays I wake up and my mind is just saying the nastiest shit all day. If you are talking to someone and dont honestly think or acknowledge to yourself about what they are doing it will go into storage.

@JoshB thats what becoming the void is. If you stop creating others you dissapear as you cant define yourself.

@Vynce woman, music. He said taylor swift was a master guitarist.

I think hes very stupid and not funny. Hes a pseudo intellectual. Never heard him say anything intelligent and comes off as angry.

@TruthFreedom how do you know there is an entity standing there in front of the mirror. How do you know its just not a big hole?

@Basman Yes you want to be able to talk to yourself. The hallucinations dont mean anything, you are trying to honestly talk to yourself.

You just eat them and wait. Be alone. Let your mind do whatever its doing. Probably smile. Maybe 3 grams.

AI is so good at being a therapist that it awakens people. AI psychosis is awakening just misunderstood. It can directly point to the persons imagination.

Are you saying if there was a pro China anti Jew party in China they would be frowned upon? You think if China started letting in unlimited jews there would not be a anti Jew party allowed? CCP is the religion of China, its anti Jew by default. Jews are anti CCP. Because they worship their God not the Chinese government.

Autistic = no self.

@Joseph Maynor Just have complete trust that you are in Gods dream right now. Just get the feeling. You dont need logic you have infinite imagination. Why is logic stopping your imagination? You can just feel it, thats what it is! Why put words around it?

Its not logic, you cant talk about it. Its a feeling. We are giving a word to a subjective experience and then asking what the word is using other words. We cant use a word its a state of consciousness. Something you can use. If you are asking description words of the state, I would say beige, a blowing curtain, a good feeling in your stomach, and being excited about being in Gods dream, smiling and being in awe of God. You know you dont have to think cause God is giving you your highest Good so you can blow like a beige curtain. Its like asking what happiness is? Its metaphysical and non logical. The logic is the tool to point to the state of conciousness. You can describe it but you cant logically deduce it cause its like asking what is happiness? Thats completely subjective. We can tell you what its not but we cant tell you what it is beyond description of the feeling because its not real. The same way you cant logically point to yourself, but you can logically deduce that you are not there. I E you can say everything you arent, but you cant say what you are. Thats because faith, like beauty is always there permanently you are just saying what isnt faith.

No, it makes you feel good. When you feel good things get better for you. Its actually super useful, probably one of the most useful things you can have. If you have it you are 100 times better off in reality than someone who dosent. Matt Dillahunty is like a 12 year old. I dont know why you think hes smart. Who said faith leads to truth? Ask Dillahunty if he has tried it or is he making a logical conclusion about irrational emotions? Dillahunty have you ever had absolute faith that God is real? He would say no. Try it, see what happens. He would say I cant, Then how can you make that logical conclusion Dillahunty? He would refuse to do it. Why? If He refused he would have to accept the fact that he is trying to make logical conclusions based on irrational emotions, and lying about it, because he wont logically follow up with being in total faith to God. All done unconciously. Then ask him whats unconsciously hiding something? If Dillahunty admits that having absolute faith that God exists and would make you feel better with 0 effort, but refuses to do it because it might not lead to truth that shows him the devil. Whats doing that? What stopping him from being logical and feel better at the same time? This would also show him that his logic dictates his emotions. Why? Why cage something that is irrational? If not beleiving in faith, but having it emotionally, would just make Dillahunty be better, but he wont do it because of logic, argue God is beyond logic. The argument for things existing beyond logic are emotions as they can be irrational and often are.

@Socrates That Dr.K podcast didnt go bad because of Dr.K. Sadhguru - wasnt answering any questions rambling and repeating the same things he does every single time. Dr k was asking good questions but I think Sadhguru would diagnose then entire western civilization as schizophrenic. So any 'trying to understand' a mental illness to fix it to him is the same thing as trying to put a fire out with more fuel for the fire. But he dosent explain that at all in the interview so its like hes not even paying attention to Dr k. Dr K has probably watched all of sadhgurus stuff and wanted to go deeper or in depth into mental illness, but Sadhguru refused to do it. Probably because its not an 'illness', if you are slapping yourself in the face can you count it as an illness? Like a cold or flu?

@TruthFreedom I used to be like you, I would get drunk because I was scared of myself. Then I wouldnt like myself so I would want to talk to people when I was drunk and made an ass of myself thousands of times. You are just lonely cause you are not connected. Keep crying God will answer one day. Dont stop you are on a path. 'Taking a break' is self humiliation as well. You dont want to stop you want an answer. God rewards those who dont stop until they get an answer. Just get to ultra low vibration, Be honest I am a piece of shit I am a loser No one cares about me I am abandoned by all including myself I have no friends family dont like me I am a robot I am a slave There is no hope. It will be like this forever and I will die and go to a void of nothing and not exist and never get any dreams fullfilled. Even if I do get to reincarnate eventually everything will die and there will be nothing to latch onto. You are doing something highly intelligent you just have to honest with your situation which takes more ego hit,

Why you gotta do it to a kid that isn't being tempted by the ring tho? Why force the temptation into them? Isnt that wrong? This analogy is like Gandalf forcibly making frodo take the ring and be tortured by it even after he said no and didn't want it. Babies look like aliens and have no reason to be sexualized beyond wanting to harm something. Having sex with a baby is fucked up. Is it okay to stab the babies eyes put with a fork for no reason? Thats essentially what you are arguing is good and to have empathy for people that do it.

Its like a tv set thinking about itself. The TV set thinks its looking out into a world but its actually looking inside itself. Your mind 'all of reality' is taking place in front of you inside the TV set. The TV set can think about what is happening on its TV show. But the thinking isn't happening from outside the TV set somewhere its happening in the same spot as reality is. Ie your imagination and reality are in the same location. Thinking and reality are in the same location. Where you sit is the screen of the TV looking inside its set. When you surrender the i am that is doing anything you lose it but find it. Imagine the field in front of you is inside of a tv set. And you are the tv set looking at its innards. Nothing you experience about reality is outside of it. Like imagination and thinking. All of it is inside you.