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Autism means you can pick up on energy levels around you super hard and have less of an identity. So you said you had it. Autistics are not not empathetic ,Its like ultra empathy. Its like being gaslit on the energy level. Its kinda like Im not a human I dont have an identity but I am super tuned into my antennea and feel qualia way more. I think I have a form of it and I see thats why I was so depressed. I would go into rooms and feel the negative energy of other humans and think its directed at me or that its how I felt. Like if you are in a room with someone and they feel like shit, you feel it and think why does this person not like me but really they are just negative energy its not their fault or yours. They stim because when an autistic person just sits there,their identity starts dissolving very fast and its feels like dying. Being autistic is like a super power you are highly tuned to energy. It can also get out of control and some of them are in very negative energy areas and just start loosing it. Like an autists will hear and taste colours normally. They will look at patterns and objects and just get blasted with qualia non stop. But they suck at the identity part of life, talking, self, eye contact, following orders, making friends, speech, writing. Autism is more what reality is when you dont have a body then not. You will just fly around experiencing qualia, the body lets you stay in one place while you do it so you can not become the thing. Autism is a gift , people dont realize what autism is. Its not what scientists are saying. You can look at people and feel their qualia.Its like you are a psychologist with no training you automatically can know what the person is feeling. Ignore everything scientist and negative beleifs towards autism. You have it you can see it you can use it you know what it is more than a scientist or psychologist. You can use their tools they give you to help but they dont know whats its like you do. Its like hyper intution trust yourself.

@DodoI was using it as a reference so you can understand what I am talking about. You can know God. Belief is bullshit. You have to know. If you didnt know you could see God and think its a demon. Now you have a problem.

@DodoBoth are God. An empty space and mind just existing with sounds and voices in it. Its not a different mind its a different dissociation. Like you have your mothers voice in your mind and your fathers voice in your mind. Both are coming from you. This is the same thing on a larger scale.

@DodoThe athiest is the non solipsist the God knower is the solipsist. The non solipsistic has skipped steps to ignore the fact that its solipsism and is lying to himself. They do it with Logic, Identity and location, logic is a word game. The God knower or solipsist must be able to logically pick apart the non solipsist to show him where he is lying to himself.

@Dodo The athiest has skipped or ignored steps in his logic in order to get to not God but the God knower has to prove that to him. The God knower cant prove God cause there is no proof he has to get the athiest to see hes missed something. The default is solipsism, the default is God. You have to make up that there are people out there to get out of solipsism. Thats a lie you are telling yourself.

@DodoIts like an athiest and a God knower debating God. The onus is on the God knower to prove God in the debate. The athiest cant not prove God. All the athiest has to do is rebut claims.

Because there is no proof. You actually have to prove it. Saying other people exist is a proof you have to show is real. People are lying to themselves that its other people exist first and not, only my mind exists first. You are experiencing life from your mind only. When you see solipsism its like obviously I am only experiencing my mind and have never experienced any other persons mind. If you experienced someone elses mind it would take place in the same location you are experiencing your mind cause thats where you are sat.

I think when you first wake up in the morning to get up and close your eyes and try to keep thoughts out of your head for an hour but stay awake. I was watching a youtube video and the guy said something that I didnt realize. Men dont actually want to have sex. They have a build up of energy that constantly needs to be released and what they are actually after is the release of the energy they didnt want, and its after cumming that they want which is just a moment to not be haunted by the thoughts of sex constantly.

I would pay them. There is a serious problem with capitalism where you need to run the finish line as fast as possible.

@SwiftQuillKeep in mind that when putin or trump dies and see what they did from Gods pov they will have an infinite caring perspective and see what they have done and judge themselves. So they dont fully go without the karma. The memory is still there in Gods mind. Its massive Karma in that sense.

@SwiftQuillThank you, I think you are a victim in a sense, you are a fighter trained to fight ghosts. Nothing is happening but the current moment, you were born this morning. Bad things will happen to you, you also have karma from past lives, so you have big situations to deal with that will hurt. The hard thing to do with Karma is to be completely open towards other people and letting yourself get hurt by them and having no reaction to it. Thats a good fighter and you will have to fight for your space in the world at all times. I see patronizing manipulation and gas lighting happening all day everyday in subtle ways that leave peoples identities hurt. Woman do it way more than men. Like a dream character its your creation and it takes guts and courage to be open to it while being your honest self, cause people will criticize your honest self and we are trained to hide it via beatings and solitary confinement and punishments and self hatred. Thats also Karma. You dont have to beleive it just try to do it for a bit. Reality is you and God and nothing else and God wants to give you what you want you just have to be excited and happy for him to give it you. If there is nothing to fight right here and now I can just feel happy and excited. If I cant why cant I? Life is like God putting you into situations to pull your karma out of you. You get it pulled out by being yourself without caring.

@SwiftQuill God is too good to be true. Thats how it works try it. Just sit there and feel really good. And beleive this. This is real. You were tricked this is real. Why is putin not dead? Because the way you were taught how reality works is a lie to keep you trapped. Karma is still real. In sadguru book he says how to get to heaven? Look and react to everyone as if they are Jesus and you are in heaven and reality will literally change to heaven. When I awaken I was a drunk living in my mothers house at 33 depressed puking all over myself every night going to kill myself. I awaken I got this massive surge of positive beautiful energy through my body, shortly after I got a house the entire house was furnished by people in my town and I have a good easy union job and everything is good now. I never strived for any of this it just happened. I never learned how to think for myself I lived life at the seat of my pants. I stayed this way and I was forced into purchasing a house 20 k under its value. I bought the house for 30k and its worth 50k in 2022 when the houses in my country are skyrocketing beyond 100s of thousands. I literally just sat there and life is unfolding beautifully for me after 33 years of torture. I am not saying bad things wont ever or cant happen to me now but I do see that I have the ability to react the way I want and the way I want should always be good. And that will shape my future. You just have to have no attachments. Its just you and God. If you feel like something isnt working you need to be able to leave and give everything up without looking back or reacting negatively. The reason men dont get sex is because they look at women and then react. The karma, them obsessing over sex, translates to when they see and talk to women. The reaction is showing God you want it, you want it you dont get it. If they could be around women like the women are men they could get women.

@SwiftQuill Yes Gods not keeping a score outside in objective reality its keeping a score subjectively. Theres no good or bad karma its just a system God created. If trump keeps feeling like he's doing great he will keep going. You should start thinking like trump and see what happens. Everyone around you is big and beautiful and you are big and beautiful and everyone you see is great. If someone disagrees with you they are dogshit and liars. God keeps the score in your own mind. Its a mind set society purposefully puts people into karma situations they won't like and the elites put themselves into situations where they get karma they do like and they hide it from the population. They need people who feel like shit to slave for them. If you can change a negative conciousness state into a positive one life will literally change to be better. Like you will physically manifest things you like out of thin air. If you can get super ego without it effecting your reactions you can control the planet. Think of a dreamer. The dream sucks the person reacts negatively the dream gets worse. The person punches the scary witch(i am strong) in the face it gets better and the witch goes away. You are dreaming now and it works the same way.

@SwiftQuill Karma is memory You dont remeber things you dont react too. You react to something its stored in your memory. Your memory repeats itself therefore you have karma. Putins identity is Russia. Russia the country is not doing anything wrong to Russia the country. They don't get karma cause they are doing something good for Russia as seen by the eyes of Russia. Society tricks you into creating negative karma for yourself. Life could be great for everyone if they see this. Stop the negative feedback loop from memory and turn it good and you allowed to do anything you want. If you got fired you went i to your bosses office and they berate you and shit on you and you react negatively that will shape your future. If you go in and laugh in their face that will shape your future. That's karma.

@Butters if he beleives everything he is doing is good he dosent get any. Its not complex its reaction. You remeber what you react too that turns into your karma. If he is constantly focused on the present moment he won't pick any up. In karma if you get raped and the rapist thinks what he does is okay and you don't you get karma he dosent. If you can somehow not react the killer will have immense pressure on his psyche. Its basically nothing is happening whoever thinks nothing is happening more gets less karma. If both do then there is a psyche battle.

@decentralized God having a form is the illusion.

@PurpleTree i think not deserving love is the protection mechanism. You do deserve and you have it right now. One time or 50000 times you didn't feel loved so you come to that conclusion the release is to know you are loved uncondiontally by God in every action that you take. The sadness is actually love waiting to be released. You have never done anything wrong and are loved unconditonally even if retarded people told you and made you feel like you aren't. You are always in the center with God and always at home with God. If there is a mother in a hospital room and she's dying and her sons are around her crying they are not crying out of sadness her sons are exploding with love. If you can pin point the switch then you can release your sadness and realize its love of God.

I was doing them quite a bit and when I went outside it felt like the sky was a dome for awhile. Most of my delusions happened before psychedelics, psychedelics just showed me how delusional I was.

'We'll do an easy one. Being wet. I don't sit there and think to myself am I actually wet, I am just wet or dry. We can experience this differently, but wet or dry is wet or dry.' Wet is a physical thing not a metaphysical thing, you cant compare metaphysical with physical. If you were to argue that being wet is beautiful that would work here,saying being wet is like beauty is wrong.You can see being wet as beautiful and you can also not see it as being beautiful . If you are wet and say you arent, you would be lying and I could prove it. I cant prove you wrong if you say being wet is beautiful or not. 'Certainly, you can example a bear mauling you, and ignore survival, but reality contains survival in it. In actuality, I should be shooting or escaping the bear, as it's a horrific experience to be mauled. Certain constructs within reality simply are, and these evoke different states of being. Survival is a key factor in life, as are the human needs; they are baked into the experience of being a human, not dependent on belief, patterns of behaviour, identity etc.' I am saying that because in your first statement you were arguing living in a city and then going to nature nature is automatically beautiful and the city is not beautiful anymore. 'Then you are exampling perfection (whatever that concept is) and beauty, telling me they must be seen everywhere, because why exactly? Where is it written that everything must be beautiful and perfect? Who told you this, and why is this the default, overriding state? Why is that belief system the overriding one?' Because its the best one to see. You are retarded if you dont, simply put. You could see everything as you do as beautiful or not why wouldnt you do beauty? You could say everything you do is perfect why wouldnt you? 'I'll answer, because it makes us feel better, and thus, feeling better generates a better experience. You consider the imperfect or ugly as lesser or not wanted (insert your term here) because reality does have inbuilt triggers that generate states within you without any conscious effort at all. - One of them being beauty and ugliness.' The answer is because you cant objectively prove it wrong. Literally everything you do is absolutely beautiful and absolutely perfect. Ugliness dosent exist because I see everything as beautiful and perfect. No one can say its not.AS AN OBJECTIVE FACT. That makes it as real as wet pants to the individual and yes will have a physical effect on you. How can something made up have a physical effect? It must be there when you want to use it. Use it all the time you are allowed to thats how its proven to exist everywhere because you can perceive it everywhere and as everything. Even as a bear mauling you if you are dissociated enough.

@PurpleTreeEverytime you wanted to cry but didnt, everytime you wanted to scream but didnt, everytime you felt embarrassed but ran instead of facing it, everytime you feel abandoned but ignored it, everytime you fear death but went onto the next thing, everytime you were bored of life. When you stop those they flood back. They are just a narratives but the narrative is built to pull an emotion out of you. God is trying to get that emotion out of you when your body feels something and you dont let it feel it has to put it somewhere in the muscles and tendons and shit. Like if your pants dropped in front of the class and they saw you wiener and you got embarrassed and ran and then ignored that it ever happened, over going back and saying it happened and feeling the embarrassment, that will go into your body and is saved for later. We do this with everything, buddy pisses you off calls you names but you are the better man. You want to jump and fight him but have been trained not to, that energy is trying to come out God is trying to make you do it and you want too. But you are civil, now that anger is stored in your body. Now you are very angry and to not beat the shit out of your annoying girlfriend you drink alcohol. Anger is still there. You cant always express your emotion but your body has too you can surpress and surpress its still there. Its there so that you dont go around killing everyone who pisses you off, so we can be civil. Instead of shooting the man I can go to the shooting range later and burn this anger off while I curse his name. If an animal gets angry its attacking there and now its not saving it for later. Unfortunately we dont have that luxury. I also beleive it has something to do with language particularly. We can metaphysically traumatize each other with sounds. and then feel like we have to defend the metaphysical thing thats being attacked. Then we will thought loop hate ourselves instead of just admitting we are that phony thing. Its basically a mechanism that allows you to put emotions to the side when you feel overwhelmed. They are still there but you dont have to deal with it now. But now you should. The problem is now you dont know whats in there and everytime it does it will automatically loop to the thought you protected yourself with. If you dont do it you are a 50 year old and your body is so traumatized you can barely move. Achy back achy legs sore back. If at the end of the day you can go home and cry really hard, every single day you will stay on top of it.

Yes you dont have friends when you awaken. You are a lone wolf. Its the beginning of you and God. Once you have friends you will have no one to judge you but yourself and then you can stop that and then you dissapear. Your buddy did his spiritual work before blowing through his karma. This is where all this comes from. You are going to turn into an npc but you are the npc loop wise. Basically its fighting not being yourself. Where there are no troubles there is no you, thought wise. I think when you start to be in the moment it will feel like a machine you created is actually working and you will feel blissful, like oh my God I actually dont have to think and its moving and talking and working by itself. Like something is catching you at each step. You get to keep the thought of God tho so you can think just only about God.

Thats good but keep in mind that it won't get easier if you've completed something

@Carl-Richard listen to Donald Hoffman this is literally what he is saying. I didnt come up with this i experienced it and then I researched it. THIS IS WHAT SCIENTISTS ARE SAYINNNNG. Watch the video i posted. You wont beleive anything I say watch them. Donald Hoffman says space and time is doomed. Meaning it never existed meaning the space and time between objects is imagined. He didn't say the objects are imagined or that people are imagined he said space and time are imagined. Look at the outline of your body its just an imagined glowing outline. The God here is kali which is space and time.