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It is in the sense that it gives motion and energy to the universe but its not as permanent as masculine. A cave is masculine and a home is feminine. The divine masculine has nothing without the feminine its just sitting there. It dosent need it to exist but its like adding stars to the universe. Without the feminine its just a dark place. The feminine gives the masculine meaning. Its divine in more ways than masculine but not the ultimate. The masculine is like an erect penis in a void doing nothing The feminine the juicy vagina that comes and excites the masculine. It makes God cum the universe. If life is like fking and loving a woman then death is the woman leaving and you going can I still stand myself alone forever. When the feminine leaves you are left with an erect penis and nothing to do with it.

To stop you from going insane. God is illogical but you cant be God here you are a character and that character should stay sane. If you totally abandon your logic you are just making up stories and cannot relate to others.If you transend logic you can do your logic first and then realize its bs and make something else up to yourself. You can also become so logical that you see God so its a tool to see God. If you are insanely logical you will see God. There will be a moment when you become so logical you see that all your logic is made up.You will find the loop in logic, like wikipedia pages always going to philosophy when you click the first link on each page. You cant get out of the loop the same way you cant not go to philosophy when you click the 1st link on any random page. Then you will say, hey wait a minute this isnt me. Its limited. My logic is limited and I am not! I ended logic. I can see its dead end, if I can see the end thats not me! Im not that cause it ended and Im still here looking for more and your brain will explode beyond logic. You want to keep the logic to interact and run it through everything first but dont have to take it as concrete anymore. It can be anything.

You are a very sad person

Where you are reaching is highest infinity I think. Yes there is a realm where you are alone forever and can never go back to sleep. But that state is here right now and always exists as the drone of reality. Thats the ultimate infinity and is what is permanent but its permanent right now and here you are not being that way too. You have a special opportunity where you can break the fear while a human and become God. That means knowing you are there right now there is literally no difference just your logical thoughts against it. You get to witness a horrifying state and come back and think about it. This is a great gift from God to you. A gods states exist forever but permanently alone is the longest. It goes beyond further than any other state. But its not you its just a state you experience of yourself like anger or jealousy or any other state. You can sit and look at it as long as you want. When you come to terms with it which is unknown ( probably not as its the longest state) then you can see its just a version of you that always just exists. Not only are you permanently alone you are also permanently a level 12000 wizard. You are permanently a level 1 worm. Permentelty a level 2 human. And permanently other people and other things, nothing changes between other people existing too, and solipsism thats the beauty of God. The void of nothing is the toughest pill to swallow. And one person can't know how they will react before getting there. If you can swallow this black pill you are immortal. If I know anything about infinity it also means its not the end and you aren't alone forever. GOD MEANS ALWAYS MORE PERMENENTLY. This is just a barrier to more.

bro put leo and Peter Ralston below sadhguru ? If you take them for their words Sadhguru is like ssj 20 he said he is in God mode permanently and is scanning everybody on earth while doing 100 different things. They are like krillen compared to Broly. Peter Ralston is like villager 1 and sadhguru instantly teleports in and disintegrates the villager with his aura.

Tonight I am walking my cat around the block cause he likes it. When we come back I put him down and he is purring around my feet meowing, he is following me back and I am ignoring him and leaving and he gets mad and attacks me. I spank him and say he cant come back inside. But I go out of my way because he likes it so much. This flashed me back to several times in my life my friends have attacked me for leaving in some way shape or form. I had a best friend in highschool and we were best friends from grade 7 until until now just dont talk as much. I had to move away in grade 10 and we were partying and drinking one last time and I remeber he randomly got super mad at me and kicked me in the back for no reason. I am like wtf is happening and hes like you cant sleep in my tent you are fucked up and im like wtf. I guess I sleep on ground for no reason. Me and another buddy ended up staying up all night until the morning drunk, we broke into a lays truck in a compound and stole like 20 bags of chips and then we broke into the public pool and went swimming the night ended up being memorable for that reason and I forgot about what happened there until now. I remember asking my friend in the morning why he did that and he said he was feeling like I was abandoning him in school and as a friend but it wasnt my choice at all, my parents were moving. Then I remeber another friend that was kinda weird. His parents were alcoholics and they would get drunk and put on Jason movies. The basement was weird and all he had was ninja turtle toys. We would play with the toys in 3rd person forever and thats pretty much all we did beside watch Jason movies with his weird drunk parents. We didnt play with anyone else. I was like 6 or something and it kinda got boring. One time he asked me if I wanted to come over on a long weekend for 3 days, Im like geez 3 days is a long time to play with toys and watch horror movies but I guess. Anyway we did it we found porno magazine in a room in the basment and looked at it. Then I had to leave and he was like can you stay another day and Im like I gotta go to school or something I cant remeber. Then he got mad at me that I was leaving and physically attacked me. I think he punched me. This just reminded me that this is a state of mind that exists within humans possibly animals and God. To physically lash out because something or someone is too good. To become enraged that something is too good and its leaving that you physically attack it. This emotion therefore is an emotion thats God can experience towards itself. This is the insanity levels that God can go to! It will physically lash at itself for leaving itself when it fking cant! When God leaves us we can feel enraged at nothing. This must be the feeling that woman get from men thats why they screen them.

When you look at the mirror instead of looking in the mirror look on the surface of the mirror. Notice you are always seeing an eye on the surface of the mirror when looking straight ahead. Notice you are seeing one eye on the surface of the mirror from both perspectives of your eyes, individually and at the same time. A third eye will form on the surface of the mirror. The self lives in the reflection of objects pertaining to one specific object. A mirror is just a reflective rock.

How can psychologists write that words cause schizophrenia and not realize it. How do you encourage schizophrenia delusions? Why would you ever get people to take pills for word games? Can they not see that schizophrenia is a word game not a hallucination. They don't even know what it is. All they are saying is chatting with an ai bot can convince you out of logic loops you were in thats good. You can clearly see scientific schizophrenic delusion in action they are claiming they know what schizophrenia is while not knowing. They are saying people have something they don't know what it is. By their logic schizophrenia is either not believing in science ( just making up whatever you want), or a logical word game that can be expanded upon, not a mental illness. They have to pick or admit they have no idea what they are talking about. Somehow if you want to make up stuff and beleive it that means you have a mental illness according to science. Its just an easy logical tool to do philosophy and come to conclusions that deny science. Once science is gone you can come to conclusion that you can make anything you want up.

@Someone here thats the style of humor or laughter you will get from the cosmic joke. Its not like a complex joke its like the most retardedly funny thing thing you have ever heard. Its more funny the more serious you take it because its so absurd.

God is like this thing going really really fast.

I like the quote.' You think after 30 40 50 years they would have picked up some wisdom.'

@CARDOZZO Cause you already have it.

@CARDOZZO You can arrive there its just not in this dimension. I reached a state of perfection i hear gods voice telling me you beautiful you are perfect t everything you do is perfect. When God tells you that it stays with you and you realize everything you do is perfect even if you think you are fking up. You thinking everything you do isn't perfect is the scam. Trying to be perfect is the scam. How you gunna perfect something that is already perfect.

@CARDOZZO it does happen just for 1 second. I reached a state where everything was perfect for 5 seconds.

Intellectual enlightenment is a real thing tho. It is awakening through buddhi. You do via the contemplation I am going to die i need a way out.

@Eskilon it feels life God was like let me tell you a funny fart joke, and the joke ran on and on for on years and you forget he was telling you a joke, and its real life now and its full of suffering and heartbreak and abandonment. Then suddenly after 30 years he makes a really long farting sound and you remeber your life was actually a fart joke God was telling you. Lol

Thats what makes it funny. The more you suffer the funnier it is. Something can be so funny you fly away into another dimension. Like funniest most retarded fart joke x 10000000.

@Someone hereYes I said that to say, you dont have to point out me cause, I am doing the same thing. Thats ok to me. I dont have experience in it I am listening to words and meshing them together having experienced none of it. Thats what alot of life is. Its all his politics. Its just reading information and regurgitation to where you think it fits.

@Someone hereIm not saying it, the gurus say it thats why they tell you to live in the moment because you are ignoring Gods creation.You are missing your life by thinking about the past. The information is still there and thinking about it is just recycling experiences you already had while the movie is still going. I dont know anything about spirituality I am a parrot of information I listen to. Whatever I say has come from something I listened too. Except my experiences with seeing God and going 2 Dimensional,but the 2D theory is from Donald Hoffman I just saw it. I want you to attack me I need to learn to not react.

Because when you are looking at the past you arent focusing on now past is recycled data you already have. God give you knew things and you focus more on the recycled data then what God is giving you. God is giving you information for your imagination later when you die.

I saw a video yesterday that when a person is awakened and then they are still unsure about wether they even want spirituality or earth life that the guru who awakens them will send them to heaven so they can finish what they want to do. Then the person will make up their next life after to finish awakening.

You have your imagination you think its behind your head but its actually in front of you overlaying reality.

@SugarcoatYour attachments, triggers, and fears are in the center you rotate around the wheel and live different lives and scenarios from Gods to hungry Ghosts. Until you give up everything and can be let free.

@SchizophoniaIts def the most fked up realm. The fact that it was legal instead of weed is pretty crazy. Alot of people were harmed not knowing what they were doing.

@hyruga but if they found it they can study it and make it into a creature.