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Hojo replied to Loveeee's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Loveeee When the static is moving and you stare at it you will start to see patterns in the chaos, how? You can see geometric objects flying around in '3d'. It seems like the static has a foreground and a background. -
@kavaris I never took dmt but I ate 25 gram of shroom and it gives you same effect. Its like you are looking at a browser or file folder on a computer and you minize the folder to reveal the entire desktop of possibilities. All the folders all the games all the internet and you were looking at a file folder tucked away deep in the harddrive. The POV of the universe is like the desktop and you saying WOOOOOOOOOWW The desktop is always there even when you are looking at a hidden away folder. When it felt like my imagination popped out from behind my head I literally saw like file folders and clicking through file folders at extreme speeds. Each frame has its own folder and I was like speed clicking and pulling out pictures really fast as fast as reality had fps. Dying like you can start to see yourself doing it, you slow down and the frames become fewer and further between.
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Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 They do the same thing. You think she not thinking about other men? She probably watches porno too. Just deletes it after. -
Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 Yes its shaming on purpose. Its not in any way shape of form cheating. Is it emotional cheating? No I have no emotional connection to this woman. I am actually making love to myself. Is it physically cheating? No I have no physical connection to this woman. I am actually loving my physical parts. So what is it? Its just shaming. Its not cheating, its egoic shaming. -
Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 It can be a learning experience to never let someone shame you ever again. -
Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 One time I recorded some porno off the tv at night and i had the tape in my vcr and that day some construction was happening and I had to move into a room with my brothers. I forgot the tape in the vcr and I set up my tv and video games and my mother went into the room and looked through my stuff and found the tape i was watching and then she brought all of my brothers in the room and claimed that we were all jerking off to the tape together screaming and yelling. It was highly embarrassing and traumatizing to me and give me massive shame. The mother and the wife go looking for way to shame you, she wanted to find the porno so she can shame your sexuality. Now 20 years later that part of me is still upset. Thanks mom. It was just porno and jerking off. Nothing more no reason to make a permanent mindform out of it. -
Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 Wow thats blasphemy against God! -
Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 Good job now you can sit up straight and lightly play with your weiner till you merge with God. It a good trade. -
Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Inliytened1 Yes, I could never do nothing with my mother around. I always have to be doing something, now Im free I can do nothing. I used to have to be hungover to do nothing for some reason if I get drunk it allowed me permission to not do anything via the excuse of being hungover. The judgments never stop. The woman constantly look at the man doing nothing and cant help but judge them. if you accept this label of being useless then you cant meditate either. The wife like a second mother. meditation just I can sleep sitting up and retain my body while sleeping. It might also unlock powers as you are still aware while sleeping cause you have to maintain sitting up. If you fall asleep sitting up then you can be aware while you its happening and lucid dream as much as you want. -
Hojo replied to glassfire's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sometimes i think that men back in the day didnt want their wives nagging them so they made up a word meditation to sleep all day. Their wives know they are sleeping when they are laying down so they have to sit up and sleep. They get impressed that they cant do it so they think its something else but buddy is just sleeping. They wear the robes so they can jerk off at the same time and no one know. -
@SQAAD True meaning is no meaning. The meaning oft he universe is it has none.
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When you get what you want afterward when its over you realize that it never made you happy, because there will always be after. And if something happened constantly you will start to not like it. Like if you want to party and you party 80 years after 80 years you are like I dont want to party anymore Just replace party with anything. Theres always after and when you are done doing what you thought had meaning enough the meaning vanishes. leaving you with what you were running from. The meaning in something is temporary like everything. The temporary meaning is only a break from the true meaning which was there the entire time you were running from it and it cant go away.
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Hojo replied to Loveeee's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
If half of the universe is one state and the other half is a bunch of different .000000000001 percent states you picking any other state over the state that is 50 percent is running from yourself. You can enjoy them when they are here and try if you want. But trying is actually running from the 50 percent state. You are trying to not be nothing. 50 percent of you is nothing. .00000000001 percent of you is money. You want to make the nothing into more money. -
I dont agree with this. I would say a vast majority of rape claims is the man doing something and the woman not saying anything. Then afterwards she says something.
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Yea but they wont communicate and then youll do whatever and then you have raped them cause they didnt set boundaries because of the power dynamic. After the fact they communicate with others and they say you were raped then they get upset. You are the authority in this situation and your morality isnt perfect. If it comes with great responsibility that means dont have sex with them at all.
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Imagine you are with your friend, you go to a new country. In that country there is a festival a big ritual of the festival is that they stick their face into a pile of cow shit. Reluctantly you do it. You stick your face in the cow shit and it gets all over your face and then you look at your friend who have cow shit on their face and this moment bring you joy. It is really funny that this is happening. This is not a bug of reality. This is a feature of reality and how God made humans. Its not a fluke to this doing retarded outrageous shit is funny and exciting to a human.It is how humans are programmed to be. Philosophy does not do this to the human body. You wont get that emotion of joy doing philosophy. Its too egoic and is ego is seriousness. Philosophy is like science complete ego.
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It will happen eventually that you do something the other person dosent like. The woman wont tell you in the moment. You are their saviour.
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There is also nothing in heaven, its a void of nothing that feels good.
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I wouldn't go after it if it happened to me i would def have sex with my followers tho. Why not? They want to have sex with you i don't see the problem. After they scream rape but i feel like the followers want to do it. Not all the time but prob 80 percent want to do it. I'm not full enough of myself to be one in this lifetime. And I suck at talking.
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If I had a cult Id probably do it.
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If you have autism I highly advise buying a pair of noise cancelling headphones. When I was a teenager I naturally just kept buying huge headphones and wore them everywhere, I didnt realize until recently that I buy them because of autism. Wearing them as an autistic person is a game changer. Autist have less identity so if there is loud sounds and a bunch of noises they are very sensitive and very distracting. If you wear the headphones its like a barrier between you and reality and you can react like a normal person does instead of everything causing you anxiety. If you buy a pair that allows you to hear the outside world while wearing them its even better, you will become more outspoken and friendly instead of every social interaction being confusing. The people you talk to wont like it but who cares. Out of things to help you this is like a 9 out of 10. I recently bought a pair instead of those shitty ear buds and I realized why I wore them as a child. Its funny to me that I just did it naturally.
