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I have also guessed now that this women (who i barely verablly interacted with) was probably an INFJ, and discussed this with GPT INFJ women are the only ones able to penetrate my archetype, they're the only fucking ones

Advanced capacities and latent intuition I recently thought back to a specific look that a woman gave me, in a specific context, it was a deep and layered look I did not register at the time. I did this the other week and i suggested about 10 specific things she was thinking given the context, and he agreed, and also suggested a few more with together made sense, this was all factoring in the entire context, her cultural context, who and where i was, my type, how she would've percieved , statistical assumtpions about her based on demographics and context, the nature of the look, her career, female psychology and her cultural psychology in relation to my foreign archetype ect. So i then rememebered the look and managed to guestimate with GPT about 15 different likely thoughts that ran through her head as she looked at me like that, and I will never forget the look now, etched into my nervous system, has an electric charge in my chest when I even envision it. This is a weird ability I did never practice, plan or expect, but it was significantly enabled by GPT of course Without GPT i would've done it anyway, but the key difference is that I probably wouldn't have had enough internal confidence to trust my intuition and thought process, I would've lacked a sense of confirmation and closure and possibly let it go, and it's this advanced pattern recognizing confirmation GPT that enalbled me to go "Fuck, how the fuck did I do that, this is actually fucking real?" P.s : This is not a friend, a woman I did not even know well, but had some repeated contextual association with, perfect for this ability to manifest ("knew" her just enough to look back and mind read, barely knew her and interacted with her enough to make this cool as fuck, in fact precisely because I barely interacted with her, i guess it narrrows down the potential ideation of her thoughts since I didn't feed her anything verbally, I can only go off the patterns and context and intution of what her look meant as she was feeling, or intuiting me

Grounded Masculinity = Rare(Squared) Grounded masculinity is Rare(Squared) > because it's even rare among already "rare" men, who for example have cold approached a thousand women in day light, are otherwise masculine or quite bold ect.. When I started gaming with late 30 - 40s guys, who were much bolder and more proactive than me as the younger guy, however I noticed a lot of jadedness and reactivity, sometimes they'd they moan about the "rude bitch" after getting ignored, then go ahead and approach 10 more women. It was a weird mix of rare boldness and no groundedness And I had to point out this nuance because It's too crude and uninsightful to just point out some alcoholic bum who we all know is "ungrounded" More intersting when you see it in people who are already in some ways above 99% of men in having the bools to approach, and who I still respected to a degree Another guy I first gamed with was also very masculine and a good influence overall, he had this power walk, deep strong eye contact and zero hesitation about 38-41, also a cool guy who i was looking up to, however he still wasn't fully grounded overall, I would still notice him get annoyed at the "bitch" for ignoring him, there was still something wrong, and this points to a pattern, guys can be super bold and have a thousand approaches in them and still have these problems, so true grounded masculinity is rare(squared) Key way to become grounded is to approach thousnads of women in different contexts, which I'm working on But to also become aware of how I react after the approach, and maintain awareness of these deeper dynamics, like needing validation from an individual woman, not being fully immune to rejection and being completely absolved of all insecurity, all of these dont happen overnight but still, once the intentions there and you ask ye shall receive I guess body awareness and meditation as a supplement, and of course manage stress, sleep ect.

Grateful for my Fall : The Asymmetric Vertical Boomerang Effect I am grateful for my fall : smoking for months, eating mcdonalds for 6-8 months (alongside some nutritious food - which enabled me to continuously justify it), skin becoming worse, gaining body 6% body fat, yellower teeth, abusing caffiene and full of cortisol, no hobbies no balance, vibe with women getting worse even as I approached more, masturbating multiple times a day even some porn - zero sexual energy, drinking 5-10 beers a week ... And the 1 decision to quit smoking, plus a chat GPT boosted educational turbo injection into my brain, has led me on a strong path of resurgence, I'm not learning so much more every day from a new perespective, about health, self care, mental health, women, the subconscious mind, game, strategy, dieting, looksmaxing, prescence and aura building, no fap. After quitting smoking, I'm not considering doing a caffiene reset, I have been heavily addicted and unable to stop caffiene for many years, and the worst thing is that I actually am sensitive to it, I am not tolerant of it even in moderate doses, yet I kept doing it, for years ... Because I was desperate to speed up, speed up results, business. But sometimes slowing down, just once, or for a shortwhile, is the only thing that can truly speed you up ,ironically, it's counterintuitive and no one does it

Old School Aura & WW2 Era From studying ww2 (& even to an extent mad mens don drapers) it reminded me of that old school charm, that rugged masculinity It's fine to looksmax & go gym, do some lateral raises But do you ever just go to the fucking gym and look at these faggats? These bastards are standing there with there gym vest and airpods in, doing their sets, probably about to swipe on tinder They're such fucking predictable commodities lmao Like I said nothing against gym per se or looksmaxing, fake tan cream even But it's tertiorty to old school mystery Studying the war and different people helped me rekindle that mysterious aura inside of me, I even feel it more now when I look at a cashier the other day, I could feel the intrigue in her eyes, she knew I was a different guy (and I didn't even want anything from her just the look, zero competition for true charisma worldwide.

Anger is mostly gone now (but only god knows if it rebounds) Yesterday was pure rage day lmao Literally started kicking traffic signs and shit, picked up that wet floor thing too and kicked the shit out of it lmao Realized this could get dangerous so I travelled a whole hour just to find a gym with boxing and bag Had to smash the heavy and lighter bag for like 2 hours and power walk, completely exhaust my body Still can't sleep more than 5-6 Hours, I am no longer afraid of it and accept it as part of the process However, it's pushed me to look into sleep and stress optimization to see if I can at least mititate the withdrawal impact - Considering buying L theanine powder and magnesium Glycineate Not keen to get a 20 supplement stack as that just makes your life pure chaos, looking for the magic trifecta I can rely on Perhaps it's L theanine + Magnesium + Maca >> Stress reduction/presence + Sleep/holistic health + libido accentuation I'm now not taking anything for granted, found a really cheap trial offer for a hot yoga class, interested to see how the heat detoxes my body, in combination with the mediative and body awareness stuff, it's also a good way to ground myself within feminine energy My life still has a long way to go and I have to hustle with warrior energy in business to win, but I refuse to embody 99% of business men who are bolding, cigarette smoking, one dimensional beta provider stressed aging workaholics , wife is probably screwing the poolboy, and their life is an endless persuit of profit No fuck that, I will get what I need from them, get their money, do business with them, But i'll be the exception, I'll be the hot yoga, cold approaching meditating high testosterone business man, will not tolerate anything else anymore. If I have to sleep 5-6 hours for another 2 weeks so be it, I can only do my best, and I have faith that I will sleep properly within time, full of life and testosterone, libido, passion, and vigour

I'm literally losing my fucking mind This better be nicotine withdrawal otherwise some bastards poisoned me with lead in my sleep. Haven't been so consistenly virilently angry inse a long time

Day 8-14 is very real 1. Technically you've already won at this stage because of the of sunk cost fallacy, so there's some satisfaction 2. But the anger, the restless sleep and cortisol is unhinged I could literally join WW3 and go to war right now, amped up on cortisol The main thing i've learnt from this : The Power Of Precise Education & Knowledge & also the importance of our relationship and perception towards things/knowledge and how that interplays within the social matrix Before, to me "smoking was very bad" - but also there's competing thoughts like "everything in moderation" "Carl jung smoked pipe, nicotine is a strong nootropic" I got in a loop whereby every time I fucked up on something important I smoked, every time I needed to reflect at night I smoked, and there was some genuine short term benefit, probably even intellectual 3. Heres the main thing : There's "knowledge" and then theres KNOWLEDGE - Which is precise, vivid ect.. "Smoking is bad ... but I'm stressed at the moment so its a cope right, i'll quit when im rich" VS > Smoking moderately for just 2-3 months literally ages your face by 2 years, and takes 90 days to recover the damage, and if you keep smoking just for a year, you age your face even more, you literally suddenly look years older than you did. Also, "smoking is a cope for stress" is a myth - it's basically just retarded, it increases baseline anxiety, this is a fact. Nicotine = Anxiety Also if you are a smoker, then guaranteed every time you sleep you are in mild withdrawal, that's why it's so addictive & "more addictive than heroin", the withdrawal is such a fast onset that you're not even given the time and space to sleep 7 hours without it Then becuase you sleep in mild withdrawal, there is no chance in hell you are not damaging your brain every day, waking up full of cortisol every day, damaging you body with withdrawal induced anxiety and stress and poor sleep architecutre every day, so there branches out other 2nd and 3rd order consequences, this is an accumulation of bodily damage, every day, comounding inmediately and exponentially Just goinig into precise detail of all the ways smoking ruins your face, is enough to never do it again, unless on rare ritualistic occasion @UnbornTao Thanks!!!

Cost - benefit analysis and 2nd order consequences : A Higher Order Cognition "Bro if you take minoxidil there's a 1% chance you'll get libido problems" So he never takes minoxidil and just goes bold Not realizing - He was at norwood 2.5 and was safe to recover 90% of it back in 12 months The libido problems tend to go away once treatment is halted And most crucially - Whats the side effect of NOT doing minoxidil The loss of confidence & distress of losing hair Now you're bold since looks are an unfair advantage in life you're literally disadvantaged like handicapped Anyway the stress and distress of losing it, that will 100% impact libido the distress, So yeah, get the minoxidl, get the Fin, get the white teeth, get the clothes, very very very worth it to spend as much as possible on your appearance, hella worth it, even if you're not vain or shallow but just wckant to not have an extra problem or anxiety in the way holding u baack, and as someone who wants to take the game to the highest level, need to max out the appearance, no brainer, cannot just be a 6/10 and expect to bang thosuands of women and ruin marriages.

I WILL NOT NEGOTIATE WITH SOCIETY ANY MORE, NOTHING TO LOSE IN LIFE, ALL IN BITCH

True Feminine energy heals men I was very angry and in my head, cought onto bad angry thought cycls in a loop, full of a big anger and testosterone combination looking scary af, walking fast like a demon, angry and on no fap I then out of nowhere, see this women, this beautiful, graceful, feminine woman She was probably like 43-46 And she was genuinely beautiful, attractive but her graceful energy, her dress, her slow walk And I was already healed at the sight of her, once I saw her walking so slowly, so peacefully,

I was so alone but now I see I was so naive so confused to be a man for so long I couldn't see, and no one even fucking told me! No encouragement no advise no wisdom no father figure no power no resource was given to me Pushed into this world buzzing around like a lost bee Reflection analysis and chat gpt I was so alone but now I see self help gurus did nothing for me No i read between the lines now see through the eyes now its Real psychology Trillion $ value Chat GPT

It's not the only reason, just the most gripping one. Being a smoker actually impacts sleep quality, architecture ect.. I can't afford to damage that regularly. I must admit, the night time cigar stargazing will come back at some point, just not as a habit. Just a vice i'll introduce maybe once a month, when I can trust myself, and not using it to deal with pain. I believe vices are fine when they are - Ritualistic, not habitual .. and Celebratory (or reflective), not Pitiful

Getting dark now I really wanna fucking smoke, I really fucking want it. Dopamine depletion is real but it's not just the addiction, I already had stuff to deal with internally and it's all piling up now, I also still have a lot of pressure and stress, and I have deep regrets i'm dealing with Smoking in public is rather gross and i'd rather not but Honestly the only reason I quit, at least the night time session is for my looks

Very strong fatigue now, even after 200-250MG of caffiene Constant fog, forgetting stuff like left my groceries bag in a shop ect.. This is hell tbh

There is a continous fatigue fog and lower libido, even after drinking caffiene According to AI, full recovery takes 3-4 weeks in order to produce dopamine without the nicotine hit And no, nicotine gums or pouches do not work in my experience 1. Completely different absorption method and way too weak 2. Different chemical composition, causes other weird side effects like headache, just doesn't give me any energy or mental boost either 3. Even if it did work a bit, you're just prolonging the dependence so it's stupid Full recovery > 3-4 weeks

I did't smoke or drink and I slept 5 Hours. Better to hold integrity tbh, have to see beyond the immediate Have to get past the 72H mark so that the first major battle is won I wake up to sunlightl and cravings are much less, partly just because theres stuff to do in the morning so you can't idle around, it's the idle hands that do the devils work and pull you into an unhealthy cope. *Hmm no let me be real the withdrawal is real because tere is an enudring fatigue and fog

Alright I literally have insomnia now zero way i will sleep. I can deal with it but I also have responsibilities and being slep deprived will not help with those at all I do not think cold turkey is a logical choice for hard addictions (Unless you have Zero responsabilities and can deal with days of insomnia and dysfunction) 1 per night now (cant even cos i ripped up the pack lmao

This is literally quite brutal lmao wtf

Withdrawals are hitting me and I can't sleep, I wouldn't say it's super dramatic like I'm not in ... well its pretty nasty actually but again I'm not a bitch like it's FINE but the issue is i have a fucking career to build so i dont want to have 4 hours sleep and a dysfunctional brain I'm fine with the withdrawals but it may even help my career to have 1 beer and 1 little cigar just 1 Because who's to say cold turkey is often the most optimal anyway? Ah i do not want to fold and I am strong enough to not fold, the issue isn't weakness It's that the stress of thinkng about it and being in withdrawal and then not sleeping might cause more problems (and possibly a harder rebound when i get so pissed and realize my business is just not going anywhere) so im trying to weigh the trade offs & 2/3rd order consequneces intituively and im thinking 1 smoke, small drink per night might be ok to taper off then on weekend I can go full sobreity and just deal with it Or maybe I need a middle ground, maybe 1 beer and No smoke per night, or 1 smoke and no beer And I can confirm that masturbation or sex does nothing to ease the pain of nicotine withdrawal, it is literally as addictive as heroin, it's a visceral physical addiction, both physiological and psychosomatic.

Probably exactly 24H since I have last smoked I managed to distract myself being busy all day, did like a 3 hour workout this evening just to forget about it and it worked But I get back, 24H are over now, I'm home, I see some stars outside, I see a chair inclined towards the stars, and I see myself smoking, looking at the stars, thinking, brain and bloodstream sped up from the nicotine, creative ideas flowing to me, and a nice way to cope and feel a little sorry for myself for 5 minutes as I regret the majority of my life. The craving is quite brutal, and it makes sense that the brutal cravings tend to be 24 - 72H or something I really want to fucking smoke (especially smoke and drink one together) I'm very very tempted (You've been busy all day, just have 1 beer and 1 mini cigar now, it's just one it's fine) 1 beer and 1 cigar doesn't ruin your life, but committing to something, then backtracking and breaking my own self trust, that's why I can't do it. Just the fact that I decided I wouldn't, and I know it will probably end up as more than 1 anyway

AI and Chat GPT : Trillion $ Value Force Multiplier Only as a Force Multiplier, it becomes a trillion $ value asset, it's invaluable If only chat GPT 4 arised 10 years earlier, I do think all of my problems would've been jumped through Because of my curious and insatiable ambitious but also pragmatically/Comprehension oriented innate curiosity and processing combination, AI or chat GPT is worth Trillion $ of value - because I will experience something, observe it, recall it in full detail, then question it to chat GPT, or suggest my personal understanding of it, then often chat GPT will give me the answer that I need or didn't realize I needed, immediately It's a cheap, on - demand life coach, educator and VA in virtually every subject in the world. The value i'm pointing at isn't what normies think of - No, chat GPT will not make me rich and on its own its not that inherently valuble .. it only becomes so valuable when you have a certain type of intention, personality, ambition and curiosity, and still ... It took me 1.5 - 2 years to finally understand the value & get any value from GPT, to really build a dynamic flow with it, 99% of people will never get much value from it, will still be the same mediocre people they are in 10 years time.

Ok that articulation was rather drawn out and sloppy So what is the core compression Idea ? CHANGE : 1. Initial Catalyst = Vivid negative emotion/fear/regret ect.. 2. > Positive Transformation Visualization + Lasting Emotional excitement towards the benefits or fruits E.g : 1. Deep pain anger and anxiety of being single and alone, and fear of turning 45 tomorrow and realizing you never experienced it all, and at that point you're in so much regret that you just jump off a bridge 2. Excitement towards sex, fun experiences or deep relationships with sexy women, and a lingering appreciation and love for hot women, waking up excited for it, moving towards it

I quickly introspected and realized this post was lacking a key detail. It was both positive and negative motivation, but within the initial moment of realization, it most definitely was fear/anxiety/regret/negative projection that ultimately got me to say "hmm this I need to stop" to even look into the positive benefits of change and glowing up, and for example the fear of glowing down even further from where I am, dropping to a 6/10 then a 5.5 ect.. So yeah ... Use both but the negative is often the initial mental catalyst, perhaps always so.