Optimized Life

This was inauthentic No i will never pretend to be a role model Pretend to be a grounded guy Do i blame my environments for all those times All those times i lost my mind I'm losing my mind A couple bad nights in the wrong places and im losing my mind Barely slept for months im losing my mind No more night game nows not the time Had a good run back then that was then now i need money and peace 30 degrees, flights to Greece Get blow from a 10 i wont need no fake smiles say cheese Private jet, skeet skeet No more fucking mcdonalds only real meat I've been through hell burning 100 degrees No more tragedy no please Success is the only revenge Fuck you im not a role model i wont pretend I'm just the success and ambition guy and im ready to kill, kill hearts with envy, flex them into a frenzy I'm going full savage mode, I'm going war mode Me against the world, on this mission of revenge i wanna find a bitter girl partners in crime, flex on normies with diamonds and trillion $ dimes

This, no one would disagree with But as i was pointing out, leo just saying "stone cold" would confuse a lot of people, especially newbies You can be an adventurous, fun, emotional (in expressiveness) charismatic guy AND be grounded, centered ect.. Im not saying anything new or anything but it is better when these ideas are deconstructed into simple, instantly understood components, rather than using strange terminology from an 80s swarznayger movie

Exactly, its a ridiculous and unheard of way to describe attractive masculinity, no one ever uses this word

You are sometimes bad and imprecise with your ambiguous language and too contradictory. A lot of people will get confused at what you mean and draw the wrong lesson form it. Of people i have seen do well with women, i've rarely ever percieved them as "stone cold", if anything that sounds creepy and unapproachable Being emotionless or "stone cold" doesnt make you mascluine, just boring or creepy. If you already have muscles or height or a masculine face and a deep voice and are confident, it would only hurt your game to try and be "stone cold", it would be much better to add in some softness, approachability, emotion, smile ect.. obviously you still want to be masculine, bold, flirtatious and dominant too ideally , but it a chill, not scary or robotic way, and id argue thats more of a bonus, being approachable and likeable is the first big threshold to cross, i dont think i ever got laid from acting "stone cold" I'm sure you get a lot of things right about attraction in general, but sometimes you really do just suck with your language, it leaves the wrong message. Most truly stone cold men i have noticed are incels or divorced or something, those tough looking central European dudes who live to work and just look scary and tense ..

I flinched yesterday She was like a 10 or something Amazing face, slim frame but everything went to the ass She was beautiful, and she looked at me too I've had insomnia for months and i smoke tree to cope for it But i let it be an excuse When u these kinda issues u need extra strength over normal, overlike obviusly the energy and default blessing of sleeping 8 hours, how i felt 4 months ago, which is now gone, but not approaching her wont help me sleep any more, I was too weak No, i am not yet the man i should be No i am not my greatest self I can only do it with 7s i still need to ascend But god i prey that I sleep for once, and build up my inner game again She made me realize something I only want the most beautiful and feminine women, im not really fulfilled by much else, I cant deny myself anymore Goodbye 6.5s and 7s, i dont want you anymore Hello 9s and 10s, hi, hello! No more writing, action again Action in the pain, action when im tired, never stop. War I was never given the cards of piece but the dealer told me i can flip my 1 to an ace i want a fucking 9 or 10 fuck just looking "for a mate" And fuck flinching thats a FUCKING disgrace. Time to play those hands, hand of god, mara maradona Take action never overthink no dont run away Dont run from yourself u running from urself ngrr I need a doctor i need a doctor i need a 9/10 doctor she a love doctor

I have managed to possibly have 2 nights of 7 hours sleep and this is a good sign, trying to reduce anxiety, overthinking and doomer thoughts and (well more specifically) focus on the inverse the poisitve as u dont remove negative thoughts and inner game by nega negativing, you have to just focus on positive, the best inner game guy on the planet is not whipping himself to be positive, he just is positive, hes literally deluded in the sense that if he approaches 10 girls, and 9 of them go terribly, but 1 of them blows his brains out, he doesnt think "wow you know numbers game" no, no he literally ONLY REMEMBERS the girl who blew his brain out, he has a fish memory for any negative interaction or energy apart from any learning lessons/iterations (whcih is still positively orientated because thats assuming that he can improve and not "ah modern women suck" blackpill nonsense) Compared to the last 1-2 years i have a stronger work ethic, higher risk tolerance, and higher standards for myself and my life in all areas, i'm also more mature and humble - in the sense that i know that failure, autopilot, cowardice, mediocrity, regret and a life of quiet desperation is the default mode for almost every man on the planet, and that you have to be both extremely proactive, decisive, and be this way consistenly, every day in order to get a fighting chance of winning. What has sort of got shaky though is my inner game, i really built up some god level inner game last year and i am coming back to it, coming back to my notes, coming back to and realizing how far i need to push things, how far i need to go, in making money, cold approach, with women, no limits, no moral or personal boundaries, married women arent off limits, nothing is, making millions at a relatively young age is still possible and should be perused, not just 10K a month, even literal fame is still posible for me in the next 2-4 years if i really decide i want to persue it. I dont want "decent inner game", i want god level king inner game, nothing else is satisfying for me, and i am not entitled anymore, im going to keep working my ass off to achieve it, it will not be handed to me automatically, sleeping with 5 or 10, even 20 * 7+ women this year isnt enough, I want to sleep with 100s of 8s 9s and 10s, and date many of them, relatipnships, get retention, married women, all types of women Now i am rediscovering the deep inner game and combining it with the increased maturity, humility, disicpline and work ethic that I have. And in my career i dont just want to "make money", i want to become so good and valuable that i just simply cant be ignored, i want to be better than 99% of people, have better metrics, be a better public speaker, i want to earn and create so much that I just overflow with value, I want to provide so much value and love to the world that it outweighs my narcisissm (which isnt going away nor am i being someone else) by a 100 fold. A lazy narcisist who just talks shit is cringe, someone who actually works their ass off for years and builds everyone up around them is respected, the world and god ultimately cares about impact, contribution value and net value, not petty personality flaws.

I know i sound like a deluded hypocrite but .. it is actually seving me again. I dont smoke in the day and its only a last resort, its because i have chronic insomnia and a huge amount of stress, and about 14 hours of my day are just grinding But i also changed the strain which is much more indica dominant, lower THC (relative to the previous strain, allthough its all pretty high thc honestly) , and smoke a smaller dose so it is calming me down again I dont glorify or promote it but it can help with suffering a lot and that is a legit medical and philosophical stance, but it really aint for everyone And yeah the strain seems to be hugely important from my anecdotal experience, this one doesnt give me any anxiety at all, just calms me down. A good trick if for smoke too much : Buy CBD leaf, then make 90% of your roll CBD and then just sprinkle some weed on it and you still scratch that itch of "smoking it up, i should buy some CBD It's also great if you get stopped by police, then you have an alibi and if you act normal they'll just laugh and nod

It's about proving the blackpill wrong too! People think if you're good looking fighting the blackpill isnt relevant, NO! U dont realize how toxic the blackpill became These energy vultures even pray on the good looking and extroverted these days, years ago it was actually somewhat reasonable, it was about the deformed face guy with severe autism and trying to help him feel understood (still toxic but it was somewhat reasonable and based on truth) Nowadays they talk so much bullshit, they talk about "women (as in ALL women not just 8s 9s and 10s) are "extremely picky now, they need the full package, being good looking isnt enough, women dont need men" (This is just simply. undeniably false, anyone who actually goes outside and has lived a little will realize that yes, women do need and want men, not all of them obviously, some of them are just a lost cause and hate men, just like some men are too, but even then, they're not the majority at all They even say "if u have adhd or dont have the "focus gene" or "motivation gene" then your screwed for life They also talk about IQ, they fuckng hammer on about IQ and all this They talk about fait, location, all this stuff They literally forma grove in their mind of seeing their world, dial it up to 10/10 and apply it to everything Yes, there is a partial truth to the blackpill, being very good looking or some genuis helps and increases what your max ceiling is, yes a guy whos genetically a 4/10 in looks probably cant just bang 100s of 8s 9s and 10s and will have to settle a fair bit unless hes a celebrity, yes most people probably wont just become a billionaire, yes there are some limits for a lot of people yes ect.. but thats it? why take it further? Why think about it? why not just do YOUR BEST, thats what makes people happy, a good looking guy like me feels jsut as much suffering, often even more, because his max cieling is higher, so getting any 5 or 6 automatically from his looks and just half assing life isnt fulfilling So fuck the blackpill, if i had it my way, i'd kill every harcore blackpill influencer in a single day, id get an AK47 and shoot their fucking brains out, and im not even joking, the net positive to society would outweigh that evil 1000 times. I'm at fucking war, im battling insomnia, im battling adhd, im battling poverty, im battling everyone, time to fucking kill (not literally chill out mods im not going to go jail and i'd only kill these vultures (and obviously i wont because im not goin to fucking jail) and i mean it symbollicaly and energetically , we need some fucking warriors in this weak society) I'm battling (a history of...) severe anxiety, im battling heartbreak, im battling panic attacks, im battling insomnia, im battling regret, im battling debt, im battling adhd, im battling negativity, im battling battling negative energy, im battling mediocrity, im battling laziness, im battling battling a history of being used, manipulated and scammed of all my hard earnt money, im battling social media, im battling phone addiction, im battling battling disorganization, im battling indecisiveness, im battling the market, im battling overthinking, im battling self doubt, and i still dont accept that im cursed, i dont think im genetically doomed, i think i will find a way to sleep 7-8 hours and earn hundreds of thousands and millions of dollars, and dates 8s and 9s and 10s, in abundance, i will do everything it takes, i will do 1000* more than everyone on here, than 99% of men, i will pay the fucking price, i will not live a boring, stressful, life, i still think the potential is there, i still think i can go to the highest levels,no, i know that i can and i will, will do it all, and i'll die trying either way.

This is mostly just a reminder to myself. I dont care about people on this forum, nor does any1 give a shit about me, this isnt a serious place But i have to remind myself again, again and again I have stress tolerance problems, i have financial pressure, i have terrible sleep, and im running on adrenaline I dont want any of this and i've tried to solve the sleep, but it hasnt fixed yet So what i dont have right now is health or peace The only thing i can control is mindset And its especially important to brainwash yourself into masisve success and action exactly when you are tired, stressed, and overwhelemed, anyone can do it when life is easy Doesnt take long, could be 10 minutes, 10 minutes of affirmations, of visualization, of regrounding, but those 10 minutes can carry you for days, that push, everyone needs that push ALl i know for sure i want it badly enough, i am egotistical enough, i am abitious enough, i am hardworking enough, i am driven enough, i am inspired enough, i just need that ignition, especially in these circumstance, i need to light that spark, every single day. I need to stay in absolute belief and conviction, absolute decisiveness, absolute certainty, absolute god levels of self confidence, of proactivity, always taking action, always persisting, always bigging myself up to the moon, absolute momentum, nothing else works, nothing else takes man to great heights, the standard must be extreme, no one will hold my hand here, no entitlement, no support, no therapy, no loans, no american credit cards, no money from family, my family dont even understand my choices and think I am being stupid, tell me to go work some stupid job, I am all alone here, this is the true american dream i have to prove right, i have to prove the left wrong, that they are wrong, that it is up to me and not the system, not my education, not my access to X services or X loans or credit or X location, I am either my greatest leader or enemy and god fucking bless the internet for giving me a once in history opportunity to create an awesome life that my ancestors could never dream of, the kind of life they would've killed for, gone to war for, sacrificed themselves for their children to have, I will not fucking fail, i will fucking make this shit happen, i am ascending to god mode.

Many men, even on this forum, STILL DO NOT INTERNALISE THE POWER OF THIER LANGUAGE & MINDSET Leo has, in other words and framing, gone over this with TENS of different videos, i have also discussed it at length But the theoretical part is only 1 half, you then have to EMBODY (work your ass off and apply it) IT FOR YEARS (Assuming u didn't have a rare perfect childhood, with an incredible father figure, environment ect.. and this is all done unconsciously) Positive thinking Visualization Self Talk Affirmations Goal Setting Mindset Beliefs, limiting beliefs, Not needing validation Being Uninhibited - low inhibition men, shameless, unapolagetic Not giving a fuck what people think Saying and doing what you want How u interpret reality Overthinking, OCD, anxiety within your body, lack of presence Authenticity, speaking with your chest, vocal tonality, eye contact All of these things can and should be msatered individually, and worked on for multiple years, EVERY SINGLE DAY BUT There is a core connector that needs to be unraveled That is that, many of these things are just extentions of a few core foundations The core foundation(S), once its truly mastered, everything else becomes a byproduct, or become smuch smoother to emoby and integrate And the core of it is subsconsious reprogarmming, core beliefs about yourself and your value Another foundation is the linguistic programming and brainwashing within your mind, which creates these core beliefs Another foundation is positive thinking - but much more specifically, is your mind, constantly, permanently, instantly, orientated towards solutions, success, the future (or enjoying the present), growth, transformation, dreaming, refining, improving, where you will be, how amazing your life will be ect.. and how deep and subconscious, instant and effortless this mechanism is And again the foundation to achieving this is affrimations, visualizations, self talk, but it sounds way easier than it is, easy in concept, not academic, but who actually drills it in, day and night, for years? who the fuck even does that Then, this becomes so deep and unconcious that when you talk, speak write on a forum, the actual emotionality of your language changes, i still see people on this forum casually mention how they're "absolutely terrifed of ... (insert mundane petty thing that really is just a linguistic reasoning shaped by the deep subconcious anxiety, insecurity, envy. desperation and inner inadequacy within the cells of there body, because they never truly repgrommaed themselves, they never went all the way, they just dabbled in self help as a fad, like everyone else, where is the god level of fearlessness, confidence, masculinity when a guy is fucking terrified of a basic ability of a 130 pound woman (an ability which, he could very simply learn thorugh work and struggle for a few months and benefit from inmediately for the remaining entirety of hisl life)? its pathetic, but if we're all honest, we are all pathetic and mediocre, and this post is how you rise above mediocrity, only when applied, daily, day and night, for years. This is just an honest reminder to myself I got some results but i still mostly dabbled with it all in practice I did not TRULY master it on a deep, subconcious level, to the level that lionel messi rapidly makes decisions, positions his body, knows where the next pass is, already knows the next 3 steps ahead of the defender, to the level of zidannes first touch, effortless, permanently ingrained, unstoppable, never bends or waivers, true mastery.

HELL YEAH BITCH!!! THIS IS BASICALLY WHO I AM AS WELL HE WAS LIKE A CARTOONISH VERSION OF ME FUCK FEELING GUILTY ABOUT NARCISISM I WEAR IT ON MY FUCKING CHEST, IM A FUCKING NARCISIST AND IM PROUD OF IT.

I'm an extrovert and i hate social circle Not because i dont like groups But because regardless of your extroversion level you do not resonate with 95% of people if you are just being yourself Therefore i could REALLY enjoy social circle but i would have to have a large group of multiple, compatiable people, that is extremely difficult to do unless you have the time, logistics and money to hunt for it day and night for years to build it It took me years just to find 1 single friend who is compatible enough for me to want to see often, and even then he is mostly just busy with work, and the pragmatic realities of life, so i still mostly go out alone 99% of the time, not merely by choice, but because this is a niche game, 99% of men dont have the heart to approach in the first place, of the tiny minority that do, 95% of those people arent even compatible wit hyou personality wise, so it makes no fucking sense. So its definitely an option but it requires a huge amount of time, money, perfect logistics, location ect.. which 99% of people dont have Social circle is an upper class game, not an extroverts game I find pushing social circle as unfair on working and middle class people, or people who havent fully made it in business yet, its just not realistic But if i was in leos position then social circle would be a piece of cake

Sartan takes photos with paid girls and prostitutes. He's also a phony and boring motherfucker But i do agree with some of the points you make about female friends and 3somes Thats not how it works for me at all. I went to the gym, as im leaving a fit, attractive regular instantly gives me a wide, double smile and 3 second eye fuck, then i leave gym, see a cute girl by the bus and approach her, goes perfeclty, 2 minute conversation, already have a date and all of this just happened casuualy, integrated into my workout session, didnt even intend to approach women. Cold approach isnt necessarily just a grind, it can very easily start to effortlessly integrated It is also just feels a lot more authentic and emotionally rewarding. Its also extremely healthy to walk a lot and really mandatory if you are working remote, killing your body all day. You're the MacDonalds/uber eats guy of dating But im not saying i wont consider social circle when im rich and have the time for it, but i will never drop cold approach, even if i become a billionaire celebrity i will still cold approach, it is a beautiful sport and im not retiring anytime soon

This is kinda contradictory The gym is a pretty honest signal unless you're on steroids. 1. It reveals the type of build your body was designed to have, some people are just tanks that can put a ton of muscle and carry it without strain 2. It is compatible by definition because to maintain gym results over the long term you have to have a grip on diet, recovery, routine, so the build is exactly compatible with the lifestyle feeding it 3. Humans are constantly "forcing themselves" to do all sorts of things just to survive, with your logic brushing teeth or using a condom is also a lie 4. Yes in a sense, everything is a lie and an illusion anyway, welcome to planet illusion

These caricature type of guys exist but most people are a lot more complex and multi-faceted A "bad guy" can otherwise be providing massive value to the world overall for example These cartoonish narcissists like andrew tate arent an accurate or relatable reflection of the vast majority of men, including players, puas, even criminals.

Do u have any good examples of this? I think i will just have to accept that i wasnt cutout to be god I'm a narcissist and i accept it, but at least im not andrew tate The only positive side is that no one needs to be a tate level narcisist to get maximum sex Tate has also lost millions of potential girls from his toxicity and reputation

I'm done with your autistic, nerdy bullshit. I'm not running a fucking ad to get pussy @Leo Gura I had an original intelligent question on a previous page, if you can answer it thoughtfully, i will send you $5000 USD in a few years when i am rich af, and im not even joking

yes but it takes a LONG ASS TIME What you expect me to do in the mean time? just not date for another 5 or 10 years? You can break through those limits to a large extent with persistence and lots of approaches, but of course, you can never reach the cieling of being a literal celebrity in hollywood, this is so obvious that we shouldnt even discuss it. I dont disagree with what you're saying per se but this isnt the question i was asking leo Also, i am already very good looking and jacked, i am literally better looking than most a list celebrities, so any extra amount of game i can get will serve me extremely well in the meantime. Thats a perspective of yours and perhaps a half truth but im not sure i would put it like that personally Game is just the specific way in which you relate to, and seduce women

@LordFall Dude i appreciate your response but unless leo answers my question directly, within the context of the exact qoute i am referring to, then this contradiction will never be resolved. Leo literally said himself "pussy flocks to you when you are god" or something like that, i want to understand what this means and again, he specifically said that being god is THE HIGHEST level of game .. No one here can related to or suddenly just become a mega millionaire celebrity or build some crazy social circle, i am interesting in game, mindset, ect.. these things are in my control, and way more realistic to implement in the short term. Social circle game is exhausting and extremely difficult to implement for a normal person, who is busy grinding and working 60-80 hours a week to make it and prefers independence, good if it works for you but it isnt sustianable or universal at all, having said that i will consider it when im rich and have a more free schedule and better logistics, as i am not a close minded person anymore, but i really dont see the point when you can just cut to the chase and approach, it also feels kinda fake and lame, i really am not diggin it.

@Leo Gura How do you reconcile this apparent contradiction??? Are you saying : Tate's narcissistic level of game is like 8/10 but god game is 10/10, even higher and more potent? .. i Would appreciate an answer because this contradiction is annoying P.S it's obvious that narcissism > being a shy, meek, autistic nerd But what about super confident and charming god guy whos also a good guy? does he get more girls than tate?

Success, hard boundaries and the conservative mind Sometimes i would cringe at this topic but then i am constantly reminded of its importance I accept that right now i cant fully erase all addictions or imperfections and be some robot, but i can gain strong clarity on what is a hard no i was only blowing trees at night but recently it isnt even helping me calm down, i smoked yesterday and was up until 5AM and got anxious and masturbated 3 times. So what are my hard boundaries and conservative approach from here? : No weed whatsoever and no smoking full stop (none of this is serving me currently Gradually wakeup earlier again (no all nighters because its too brutal and unpredictable but reduce wake hours by 30-40 minutes every day), this is a struggle again but I have to do it, i don't have a 9/5 schedule that is forcing day rhythm structure but i know that i am so much less productive with late nights Moderate Caffiene - tea but not coffee, and no energy drinks Strict schedules and work blocks Daily & weekly tracking, accountability and metrics Checking bank account daily No alcohol, but 1/2 drinks on a Friday is ok if its a date for example No hard junk food like ice cream or candy, but some tasty enjoyable food like sauces, fruit juice, bagels ect.. all good as i will get too bored of chicken and rice Meditation every day, morning and night Sharp dress every day, apart from for gym/walking in the heat, sharp dress, tailored trousers, smart shirt or even old money style as this seems to make me feel more focused and professional To do list, top 3 priorities, and following a checklist daily Re-anchoring to my big and smaller goals daily, reconfirming and orienting myself towards a few goals No social media, no youtube, no instagram, no forums, no politics, no dating content, no debating, no commenting, no news, no discussions, i dont need anyone to give me more wisdom and i dont want to hear peoples opinions on society, women ect.. completely useless and often toxic. No Fap (definitely has benefits for me, and i notice stronger attraction for women, masturbating is also a big distraction and not fulfilling I still currently vape, have some caffiene, and eat some moderately tasty foods, I am not a robot, but everything else requires a hard boundary There is more and need a more concise list but i am recommitting to the general conservative mind attitude, its so easy to just full into a blur of addictions and distractions No weed or smoking Moderate caffeine/Tea Wake up early (reduce by 30-60 minutes daily until 6-7AM) Clear calendar, schedule & work block & sunday weekly plan No alcohol unless on date meditation daily No intense junk food or candy mediation daily Sharp dress daily for work Daily Priorities & checklist Goal anchoring daily No social media, internet is for work only No Fap I have to be professional and maintain structure, there is no way around it

Getting shit from mods again, but i dont c why they are on to me right now I'm not calling women bitches and i dont hate women in general and my attitude is overall very beneficial to society I also use profanity for emphasis and it is all about the context, but whatever I have a somewhat antonigistic personality against the system and because most people are toxic sociopaths who want to bring you down, some times that comes out as profanity but its moreso just passion, anyway, i can tone it down and I guess i have to now but it will cost me authenticity

I think im done judging leo Sometimes its valid criticism but none of it matters Because this kind of intelligent value does overpower anything dumb hes ever said Mega Value is like an atomic bomb, then all the senders flaws just fade like debris and smoke into the abyss

Its all toxic af nggl Stay off that shit I dont normally comment on journals But fuck social media