Optimized Life

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Success, but no stress Yeah I want success but i don't want more stress Give me some millions, but keep the rest. Give me challenge art expression, let me grow and explore, but leave out the media scrutiny drama the conflict and the debates, leave the frowning and the cigarettes and caffeine man this shit juss just ages my face. Yeah caffiene, yeah leave out the caffiene i'ved had enough, gets exhausting man these days i just wanna smoke some weed and make love to women I see, take a walk with some palm trees. Yeah leave the social media comments and the forums and the opinions yeah give it a rest, put it aside yeah not for me just leave it for the rest No more caffiene man im done its too much let me sleep god just let me rest Work hard yeah but i believe stress is just working hard on things that dont work, like smart work comes first orient myself then i can grind, but grind with fluidity flowing through life, dancing in the process and swimming in success, no frowning or resistance yeah that shit dont even work, be like bad bunny make that shit dwerk.

I'm a psycho I'm a psycho and i think i lost my mind 1 day i feel love and purpose but 80% of the time Its vengeance that fuels me as the motif in my mind I just blame my environment and the sound of revenge still rings like a chime I'm driven by love but im driven by power too All the bad hoes i wanna manipulate them too But the good girls who do me no wrong i'll treat them well The rest well i'll fucking manipulate the shit out of them and fuck their friends as well Show them whos boss leave them with a bitter taste, sip this fucking water from my dirty well As i get rich af i flex on everyone as well

I've found myself again and i feel strong Im grounded in my purpose and getting what i want, and proving all the normies wrong I'm taking massive action again and im not here to stop, flying to the top I'm gonna stay sober for a while and stabilise my mind No more analysis just the daily grind bit of nicotine or caffiene ok im only human but not much else i have to make my dreams and just produce results like im superhuman P.S : Check my updates above on leos qoutes i've added in today, it is about game and awakening, and an interesting one

I never wrote on here to cry for sympathy, literally But im just honest about what I go through I dont hide it, and im not being ashamed of it And i know im responsible But the pain is there And im trying to deal with it, battle with it I'm trying my best I dont think im weak, just honest I've done some good things recently and i shouldnt be so hard on myself I took some bold actions again and got some results But im just underslept and overstressed and have a lot of pressure on myself and i know thats not productive, healthy or attractive I dont glorify it like an emo But i also know who i am at my best And i know i find the resilience and resourcefulness to drop the rest Who am i at my best?

MY fucking N*GGA Finally a language i can understand Dont forget, a big big issue with alcohol is not some moralistic ideal of "valuing health" but a literal, immediate and long term destruction of mental faculties, athletic/gym performance, work/career performance mental health, and an overall consistent increase in anxiety, cortisol, misery. so even if it "helps u get laid" in the short term, it should be used sparingly and strategically, if i literally used a lot of alcohol multilpe times a week for night game for example, i personally would quickly lose the drive to even turn up to the club because im so full of depression, cortisol, and lazy, because thats what alcohol does to you, even days later. I wish people didnt act like alcohol "just works" when it only conditionally works, im not saying i never drink or its realistic to never do it at all, but i try reserve that part only for when i buy the girl a drink,(because its a bit awkward if you dont, i dunno maybe ishould stop doing that, but id rather just commit to earning enough that it doesnt phase me rather than being cheap). try to stick to 1-2 drinks max, and try to do many sober nights too, But overall i dont think drinking really "gets you more laid" because even the confidence boost from it is short lived, in the same night you can easily be coming down and worse off within 1-2 hours because it quickly just turns into a CNS depressant. So even though leo does have a point, hes in a sense glorifying it too much still, its not merely "unhealthy thing that always gets you laid", is moreso a thing that "sometimes helps when used strategically but overall just leaves you depressed, lazy and sedated, massively declines sleep quality too (much more than weed even), which in a twisted spiralling affect leads to even more coritsol, anxiety, stress and less masculine traits. Having said that i dont have a stick up my ass and im ok with having a few drinks sometimes. Its about not relying on it, not needing it, something u can take or leave. Thats the best position. Often chatgpt just says it so much cleaner. This is essentially what im saying. It not merely "unhealthy" in some vague way like vaping or seed oils. Its logistically, energetically, socially unsustainable in a way that shows up very fast, after days or weeks, especially months of chronic use, which starts hurting even the 1 thing it was helping with. If you drink often enough you'll be too depressed to even turn up to the club, many things in life are allegedly unhealthy, or unhealthy but the damage may only accumulate and show after many years or decades, alcohol is not this, its one of the only things in life other than hard drugs that does this, even smoking cigarettes damages you much more cumulatively and later on. But again if its just 1-2 drinks its not a huge deal i guess, but again who actually just sticks to 1-2 drinks? most people cant do that.

Yeah i love pretty women as well Imagine feeling shame about who you are Imagine letting people block your path Imagine that I'd rather die on heroin in a sack No fear in my eyes They can stay below but im flying high Fly to the stars Just workout you dont need SARMS More plates more date more like more cancer Cancer on a plate Yeah i love game but i wanna fall in love Just not in a needy way I'm better than that I want her to fall but then i lead the way Maybe Just maybe, I got ADHD But maybe i'm crazy crazy in love with success, with passing the test A to B then the next

This is my highest ideal, includes cold approach, i can do money 8-12 hours if its daily more than enough, then game for 4 hours, hobbie of passion for an hour Have to just keep working on myself My brain is scattered only works in bursts One day I'm the highest of highest then my worst I need success like air I truly got the thirst Poverty is selfish, no cent to spare and no energy to give when im at my worst Call me a narcissist but understand im not only driven for myself I want to inspire the youth and have stories to tell I want to only be my best self, stack of gold bricks on the shelf, come take a piece brother its not only for myself I'm done with envy only wish people well Can live in hate but you live in hell Fuck that live life money and bitches as well Don't judge me only wish me well

A fire needs ignition I used to have heart but no vision life a holistic game you cant rely on ambition I'm blowing smoke today to numb the pain Im smoking weed away shut my brain I should do blunts man the nicotine makes me nauseous The happiest friend i know is the dumbest guy I don't know if he can even read the time But he reads the room and his health is fine I'm not a role model I cant lie I feel sick i cant even fucking type

I fell down but im back up I was depressed then went out anyway (alone), and pulled the baddest in a timeframe and a manner that would put most dating coaches out of business over night, when at my best, I am truly impeccable, its like im some fucking James bond character or something MY GOD HER EYES WERE DOING SOMETHING TO ME. TO ME i Just fucking love femine BEAUTY Twinkle in my eye when she looked at ME But im human still so .. im inconsistent, and i make mistakes still I have a lot more to learn But i know what im made of Most of my pain is financail But again Either berry me to the fucking grave now or i make it, ill go down swinging or fly to the moon, no fucking in between, fuck that shit man, fuck that fake bullshit, that fake life, fuck that. ill find a fucking way i want it bad enough I'm never saying the wrod "stress" again, even to make a point I dont wanna fucking hear that word again Im done, im done seeing it in others and myself, and i dont care how much money you make I dont wanna see stress, not chronic stress, theres isnt a fucking tigre or bear in the woods Only peace and riches and beauty Life beautiful dont ever fucking let anyone make you feel a different way Get stronger and the infected cant reach you because you vaccinated yourself, internally, whole heartedly. Also just expereince beauty and its hard to go back Not just the looks man, all of it, she happy, she fun, she nice, she present, in the moment Find true friendship even if it takes months or years of pain to find it, then fake and negative cant touch you Dont judge things only experience Then u can never go back, because you know its out there Pulling a bitchy girl leave you worse off even if the sex good Never feel cringe never feel shame Never feel guilt, for being who the fuck you are Imagine if i revealed my face and details right now? What would happen? probably fucking nothing, because no one actually fucking cares!, or they care for 5 minutes, or an hour I'm not doing it because theres no benefit but my point is, modern fears are illusory 99% of the time 90% lives in fear, swims in fear, breathes fear, coughs fear, sleeps in anxiety, wakes up in paranoia, a life of fucking terror you dont even need stalin Its written all over their face, irony i used to think i was the only one living in pain I cant even rhythm or do poetry no more i think my brain dead, i think my system exhausted, but my will is here no Im done, i have to go live again No more writing

Try find strength once again Try let go all my regrets once again Try let go of the pain It's all the fucking same But im still sain, justin pain I dont think im to blame Just the cards I was dealt Stress from my feet through my head It's a chain, I feel cursed and poisoned like lead I'm in pain, as i write this verse in my head Speak French to me i'm bored baby bored I want more, less of the same, im truly bored, no point to score, when you shoot at the wrong board. How does it feel, when I realize she just a whore How does it feel I wanted a simple life All this complexity Is getting to me Tryna be the best of me What the people need me to be

How do i take away the pain All this pain I'm in pain. but i still win make it rain Get that cash make it fucking rain God give me peace Im hurt and broken Stay in control, stress hit my chest like a medicine boll God make it fucking rain

Stay in my own world I'm a competitive boy But i heard comparison is the thief of joy Stay in my own world There's always a better guy with a bigger smile and a cooler vibe, Effortlessly retains girls and his teeth aren't even aligned Pulling women and sex don't remove insecurity overall, because what happens when they get to know you and just think you're weird or a fool People always say things but its never the full picture, pictures paint a thousand words but a single word has a thousand tints and shades, a man can never truly be good in a world where being bad gets paid.

Success is the only revenge Anger pain all fine but its outlet must be turning water to wine, turn sand to gold Never ever fucking let anyone get you down or doubt yourself, human default is envy and hate so just accept it, normies want off with your head cyanide in your bed but you're kryptonite if no one lives rent free in your head, thats the social illusion of modern life, no one has to true power unless you grant it, and feed it, flex on everyone with success, its the only true revenge, kill their heart with envy, when they put in an hour you put in twenty, when they talk u get paid, when they wine you dance, take a ten to France. Turn pain to peace, struggle to success, pay the price, pass gods test Persistence is the only quality, timeless and evenness Always valued, always respected, an honest signal, no bullshit Results talk, skill talks, persistence talks, but talking is just talk I think everyone's done with the lies and the bullshit Entitled population wanna wine and debate, politics and hate No, i will not give in Every day, 14-17 hour fucking days If you don't have the drive, just get a ford and accept your place, drop out of the race Im a beamer im a lambo im the light in the dark im gifted im chosen, success is in my blood, war is in my blood

That writing wasnt intended to be 100% autobiographical as it isnt It's semi biographical but also constructed among other characters or archetypes i have seen It is representing the 3rd person for modern "young man" I personally saw through john anthony inmediately for example, and weed can be beneficial for some people, or beneficial depending how its used. I wouldn't take my writing at face value I dont personally like the term "self-actualization" as it is overcomplicating everything Its just personal succcess, all that fucking matters. Even if you're not driven by much money, its still personalized success only people care about, which is idiosyncratic and highly variable.

Young boy found the red pill Young boy wanted love but he found the red pill Young boy wanted a father figure but he found john Anthony, go figure, now young boy triggered Young boy idealise these rappers, hit the gym get big young boyy deranged psycho-sepsis psycho somatic, cultures traumatic Young boy wanna sing, dance, young boy wanted love but he he conflicted, Young boy cosmopolitan but he blame immigrants, heart twisted Young boy full of pain but he confused, he conflicted Young boy wanted love but he chasing hoes, hoes and the drugs and the image, hit the gym 50cent big man big shit, Young boy act hard but he sweet hearted, but his mind and heart long parted, young boy scarred he severed he feels discarded Young boy creative but he surviving, working day and night past 9 to 5ing, no time to follow his heart just surviving, chasing the $ young boy depriving striving Young genius in disguise, buried in survival

God i hear confess my sins of the deadly wrath. These immigrant McDonalds workers were taking way too long for my order. I got angry at the workers, blasphemous and said that they take peoples jobs just to "dont fucking work" or something like, my energy was very aggressive and scornful I didn't truly mean it, i was just cought in rage for a moment And obviously, i realize how petty and lame this was I just said that then took my food and left What's disappointing is that i turned into a far right loser within a few seconds just out of anger, and i didn't even really mean what i said, i was literally just angry they were wasting my time, I couldn't care less about them "taking peoples jobs" because its fucking mcdonalds, no one even wants to work at mcdonalds, and im not even a nationalistic person, i dont even believe anyone has a right to their own country or land, "their jobs" is nonsense, i wish i didnt fucking say that, god forgive me. So this is what anger can do in the moment, it doesnt even always accurately reflect someones values or ideology, i am actually very pro immigrant and pro freedom of the free market, pro diversity, so its literally as if anger can be inauthentic and inverted, the words you say are more just a front, a misdirect excuse to shaped by that emotion to attack someone.

I'm a hypocrite Complaining about negative energy And my energy normally is positive But maybe im only as good as my worst moments.

Men are complex Can be a good person in spirit but then once you are in a state of wrath, all of that flies out the window Every man has a lower self But im trying to take responsibility for it I'm trying to balance calming myself in general but still being "aggressive", in an appropriate way, in the ways that lead to success, results ect.. but not in petty ways, well directed agression - business, sports, picking up girls/night game ("Agressive" here doesnt mean literally aggressing on a woman, but for example, not waiting passively in the que if a girl repeatedly checks you out and clearlyshoows interest - so cheating the que and just going in front of people to go talk to her, this is like "Agression" but its not violent, its not even physical since you're not literally pushing people youre just cutting through the space, its more just bold and social, socially agressive, and i think part of hte problem is ive been neglecting this in recent months, just working constantly ... no game, no approaches, no nightclubs, not even any sports just gym alone, so theres no outlet. This is why many people loves sports i guess, many times i've shitted on it as a "normie" thing, but if u think about it, it likely has a deep intelligence to it, especially for men, that "aggressive sportsmanship", ice hockey team, boxing, whatever, its a necessary outlet i guess, human wiring never truly changed or evolved, we evolved to just kill other tribes, and hunt ourselves, this is why we have sports, boxing ect.

Maybe I need to just get so rich that I can afford (in both time, energy, logistics) to smoke weed every fucking day, including from the morning, instead of coffee, so that I can always be a calm person I've tried meditation but its mostly nonsense, it just gets overpowered by testosterone And working out helps a lot but logistically you dont always have time to work out before every human interaction so its not sustainable, weed is instant, instant and potent. Like if you take magnesium supplement to "calm your body" and then snort a big line of cocaine, what do u expect happens? Overpowering obviously, like a big black whole just consumes everything else Well weed is powerful enough to overpower most things, (maybe not cocaine though), so it truly fucking works. Its just not ideal for learning and productivity, but i want to get so rich and well connected that i dont even need my left brain to make money or survive anymore

Most men live entire lives of quiet desperation its a fucking silent constipation Most men never see the light, dulled by their occupation and a false title of social status I never felt like a normal guy ambition so rare i wonder why call me a narcissist but im only human many times i cried just le me get the fucking dough, leave me alone Yeah im flying high you dont deserve my rhythm and rhyme this is outrageous, this is crime, this shit criminal I'm subliminal lets fuck in the swimming pool This shit isn't cool i should be sleeping oooh stress got me hazy, hazy, a little dazey, but every winner lose battles sometimes you give a knight to keep the queen, life is tough and in some places most people are mean, and fake and transactional, with nothing to give but attitude, but im done with that shit wifi money is heaven sent sky fi money is freedom yeah you pick your kingdom no restrictions no limits uhh, uhh uh uhh

Fuck a birthday i only celebrate pay day Yeah its pay day Counting bands, hallelujahh yeaah hallelujahh hallelujahhhhhh On gods grace, hallelujahh Fuck Paranoiaaa Yeah fuck paranoiia Yeah i was so fucking down look where im going now im so fucking proud, no one will take that pride away im carrying that, im carrying that to the fucking grave

17-18 hour work days BEAST mode 17-18 hour warrior mode I need more freedom and power and im taking it, extreme freedom and power

Learn to dance yeah learn to dance yeah learn to dance Like yall from france yeah like yall de france mmm eh eh eh learn to dance eh eh eh fuck a french girl like wehh weh weh get her we we wet Smoke that shit away away blow away today, but only today, no sleep yesterday that day Drink that rum jamaica eh eh ay ay Make money every day day day Only true therapy I must say say say Therapy rooms are vacant when im paying myself not feeding their kids eggs and bacon Ay, take me to fucking Jamaica!

Be the light u wish to see Be the beacon u wish to be Negative energy no, negative energy csn touch meee Only see beauty Beauty is all i see Yo sex eeee Sexy ladeee