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@Hardkill i was so depressed sting in my room alone when i read your post i laughed so hard. girl are very intuitive you dont need to show you are better than them, they can feel your passion, drive, energy, they can feel your convenience, you dont attract women by being asshole you attract them by being a grounded man a confident man with a lots of passion. its much better to treat girls with respect and to be very nice with them with out being that simp. for me personality working on my self is what got me the girl i want.

@Danioover9000 Amazing can other people see her ? i mean extraterrestrials that live in the same dimension as ours

When i was very young i joined a suifi group well specifically they was Naqshbandiyya i took it very seriously and i used to meditate almost Everyday its crazy for me to remember i was there one day, someday i used to meditate for 4 to 5 hours a day the type of meditation was to recite the world allah (god) non verbally just in the heart one day i sat down to mediate a lone in a room i was literally trying to clear my mind from all thoughts and my brain exploded hearing how they describe dmt experience kinda similar but no faces just complex geometry was there, there was like entities trying to tell me things the whole weeks how everything is interconnected and how am god but it was a very devilish way in my mind to hold that at that time i was very conservatives (stage blue Muslim dogmatic) so these things was like heresy to my mind i wasn't it created an inner conflict, but the crazy thing that t still dont understand and cant comprehend is some magic power that (i dont remember that clearly so my memory is kinda vague and it was extremely shocking to me to experience it if i actually experience it kinda seem i was out of my mind ) (i dont really believe in the materialistic paradigm now i think) i was able to have a very subtle degrees of mental manipulation convening people really easily calming them down very a great anger (i only had this crazy thing for few days) , weird entities communicated with me i have no clue what da f was that but i remember that i can hear communication from outside me, i really crazy thing that happened to me i friend of mine show me advanced physics book i was able to grasp one chapter of it by just holding it, I experienced seeing few weird entities it might be psychosis, after these wacky week or tow in my life i became a bit unstable then back to normal, this even disturbed made me lost i literally turned into agnostic atheist after a while, after discovering Leo i start to make sense of what da f happened to me, i cant be 100% sure if what happened to me did actually happen to me lol the line between dreams and reality was extremely blurry, this experience was really shocking to me so after i went back to the conventional state i denied it lol. So i now after several years i wanna actually make sense of this and i wanna ask you does any one or is it known to experience these things together and how likely is it to experience awaken by just practicing meditation for few years as a kid, and btw a weird entity in that even tried to explain to me how reality is relative and its a construct of the human brain and how if we changed the fundamental foundation of our thought it will alter our reality. Does any one here experienced a communication with weird entities after meditation lol am i crazy.

@BipolarGrowth Actually my ego was resisting it really hard @omar30 Just sitting in silence and trying to focus on my mind as far as i remember

Not gonna lie it a bit spooky, did you try to touch her, can you feel anything, am sorry didn't read everything ill come back to try to read the whole thread. @Danioover9000 Okay i read something and this is the crassest story i heard that am literally too scared to experience Does she lives in a different dimension ? can other people see her ? Does she has a family and life ? does she eat ? what does she know about alien ?

Syama Pedersen This guy made a really high quality 3d animation alone with really high level of quality witch is insane this level of master is insane

@Loving Radiance thank you ill check them out

Hello am a 3D/2D artist from Syria life in Syria was like hell fire thankfully i left Syria this year, in Syria people was at stage red and blue you would be really lucky if you find a stage green (i dont even need to explain spiral dynamic stages ) it was a real challenge for me to free my mind from the society i grow up in now am in Egypt i really feel kinda alone and the society is also not very developed (part blue part orange with some red) and i have to deal with so much blue people some of them are my friends (well only few) being with with is toxic they are not really a bad people per se but they preserve me as this deviant dirty person that lost the light of the truth (Islam in their mind) and the always wanna convince me how their culture and people and world view is the best, am sick and tired of that tbh So yeah what would be the wisest option to deal with that I have to spend more time in retarded places lol (saying that to some would living here will cause me trouble) so i can work on my own online business already hit a small mile stone Also am really looking to socialize with some high consciousness and open minded people here in Cairo, can i seek help in this forum to communicate with new people is that an option. Also how on earth i can meet a stage Turquoise people in person when am living in the third world and stage Turquoise people most likely dont wanna be among most people here any tips. One more thing is it too hard to find extremely open minded people or am living in a shithole lol Am really tired of not being around the right people its sucking my soul i have so much love and passion in side of my i wanna express to the world am here to ask for help. side notes too : I tried to read all the laws and rules forgive me if a forgot something. I used to hear Leo say "you should thank god you are not in a places like Syria" and i used to laugh hearing it form Syria. Btw i genuinely appreciate what leo have done guys please dont judge me on this but when i was me syria i accidentally found a pirated copy of the life purpose course and changed my life literally am not gonna feel guilty as soon as i get enough financial success ill pay for it. Sorry i talked a lot but i wanna give a wide view.

I meant to say thank you to the wise answer i often associate wise things with zen.

Are you a zen master ?

Great am going to pm you!

Damn even you leo, so becoming one is easier than meeting one.

Am in cairo Egypt.

@Michal__ I keep it lol but one of my friend kept telling me why am not sticking well to the Islamic prayer he kept telling me that so i told him how am non muslim lol that when i open the gates of fires on me (other wise no one here know that am a non Muslim except that friend and my gf) Also being with a long hair really trigger people here (i have a long hair and i love it). i love this idea Sure. thank you for your comment.

Thank you but tell me more about that

if you live when chimps you need to be a chimp lol mmmmm I should search more i guess

I really wanted a book like that thank you so much! Am always open to meet all types of people (if they are civilized and open minded lol) and business people ofc but id love meet really developed people too lol. For my buissness i just really need to pay my self time already start to show promising results only few more months before i move out however its not a definitive answer just to cut all stage blue people from my life even if i moved out i still might need help from them so yeah i wanted some book like that to teach me about self esteem more. Also in syria i lived as stage blue for 4 years or so i read so much orange content. (still part of me stuck in orange)

Hello buddy actually being with conservatives christens is similar to being with conservative Muslims ill pm you thank you for your response