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Flipping through his bio, has a very impressive resume. But something tells me he is not god realized. What do you think?

Also known as anhodenia, I am 20m and have been using drugs chronically since high school. Including nicotine, Molly, acid, shrooms, coke, weed, alcohol, xanax, Adderall, and dmt. The biggest struggle getting sober has been the complete lack of stimulation and pleasure sober. I used to until recently be sober for a few days to a week max. With my best streak being roughly 19 days, but since that I have been using drugs or smoking almost everyday for the past 4 years. I appreciate any help or resources that may help. Not to mention dealing with solipsism/ dark night. I am doing my best efforts to seek profesional help but this feels like an extreme uphill battle and am right now feel like a total slave to nicotine because it is what I can get. The symptoms I am feeling are. EXTREME fatigue, total lack of motivation, little to almost no bodily pleasure, poor cognition, brain fog and just feeling bleeeehhh

@Roy @Gianna im 99% sure other people are real if you imagine them to be. Truth is unfalsifiable

That's what I was conveying

Guess that realization ain't under my belt

what isnt imaginary

it really is. Best place to hide something is in plain sight

@Inliytened1 infnite power but still on the 5 o clock news

@Inliytened1 my boy using the word cosplay. x D

I deleted it and I should have NOT said that. I got sick and felt like shit. Like nothing feels real anymore. Like its just you as this bubble talking to yourself. Feeling derealized and dissociated. It feels like there is no way in fuck other people are real

Lmao I have Chi tatted on me and I am still waiting on the powers

Solipsism by vishudda das. Love in chinese is what he is pointing. Same style as the ones in my room also. Same Tapestry ofc Should I be terrified or excited. Maybe both? @Nahm @Inliytened1

@Tim R God's joke on himself lol

gotta love you some non locality lol

I've really wanted to go see a psychiatrist or a counselor and go to rehab. But how do I do that when I am still working towards financial freedom? I do doordash and I am pretty sure they offer health insurance. Are there any good resources for helping addiction and getting help?

@CultivateLove I mean no disrespect just playing. I personally have seen the best results with total retention so. Impure? No. Jack off all you want OP asked how to raise libido and it's undeniable semen retention is an efficient way. Always do what suits you, Either retention for life, cycling every month or week, or whenever bro. I'm not the masturbation police lol

lmao ok coomer

So is holding your seed,

stop jerking off you sick bastard lol

professional help

Oof they're closed until next year

@Inliytened1

@Inliytened1 wow bro he really hit you with these nuts ?

Afuckinggreed

Isms?