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@Vincent S at the tail end of the trip (like 5-6 hours in) I'll be drinking some cacao brew mixed with a blend of 6 medicinal mushrooms including lions mane, I don't wanna take too much in the beginning lol. Oh man I'm excited! Will be my last trip for a while.

@Danioover9000 quite disturbing, so ugly it was cute in its own way. It wasn't at all how I thought it'd be, it's more of an energy than a physical form. I wouldn't even call it negative entity, did so more for entertainments sake. Just natural movements of energy with no agenda. Kinda like when an animal dies and scavengers come to eat. Imagine calling the scavenger bird a demon, kinda fucked up, it's just another natural thing happening!

@Carl-Richard wasn't intending anything, you said it first ?. @Preety_India trying to avoid negative energies is done out of fear which is counter productive. Meditation, having fun, and feeling into the heart-center is helpful in my experience.

@Vincent S yes ❤

@flowboy thats insane lol, as theobromine is known to last longer than caffeine, like 7-9 hours. But anyways, I decided to use the beans to create raw cacao powder. Cacao is awesome! I love it's more mellow relaxed buzz ?.

I bought the raw cacao pods at a farmers market and the raw beans are delicious. My question is how many beans is it per serving ? I ate too many beans the other day and couldn't sleep lol.

Some kundalini shits been going on ?. Third eye pressures, body warm, spine stuff. Just going through it, insights popping up. Also, falling into complete unknowing a lot. It's like life is breathing.

There will be a funeral.

Male and female are distinctions created for manipulation and control. I would call someone a man or woman because each word is loaded with assumptions on what use they have for me. If I see you as a woman I objectify you as something that provides warmth and pleasure! If I see you as a man I objectify you as someone who has power in this world and will manipulate you in order to have a piece of your pie! I noticed it felt off to see someone as a man or a woman or any gender because it automatically comes with assumptions. If you want to be friends with all humans, then let go of the distinction between man and woman! Peace ?.

@Johnny Galt I don't know honestly, you'd have to ask the them. I don't have answers to those questions.

@Johnny Galt let them all go!

@The0Self agreed, the majority of what we think is the path is really just thoughts about the path and getting enlightened. All it takes is a tiny peek into silence and boom, shit starts to get real fast ?.

Spirituality in essence is simple, ego makes shit complicated. So of course you're going to absolutely hate all the "neo-advaitan" teachers out there (makes me laugh, it's like when JP says the "neo marxists"?). It's a powerful teaching method in my opinion, as it allows the gradual humbling of oneself to simplicity and just being happy without justifications.

Non-Locality is blossoming. Makes sense, everything is in its right place already. Theres a simple choice to recognize the life that is NOW or continue entertaining the self story. Not much else to say other than its exciting. Seems like a beautiful blossoming like a flower, or a butterfly leaving the cocoon.

@Zega sorry to disappoint you ?.

I don't know if this is a spiritual or medical thing. But lately my mental faculties have been deteriorating, like a lot. Im a young guy and my memory has turned to shit, like I gotta double check things to make sure I did them because I forget. It's also hard for me to be coherent, like it's difficult to express the things I'm thinking about. I feel like an old man, it's better to sit and just be quiet. It's a bit concerning as I feel like I'm becoming dumber ?. Meditation has been easier and I've been having insights but I'm becoming more of a fool everyday.

@How to be wise Adyashanti better be right! ?

Spirit science is ass in my opinion.

@Leo Gura @Preety_India thanks for the suggestions guys ?.

Im concerned, seems like im becoming less and less each day. Hard to remember stuff, I cant even reply to forum posts very coherently because my memory's fucked up. Becoming like a baby or an old man. Hard to think clearly, what if im schizophrenic? Or having brain issues? What does this mean for my career and stuff?

@Bacher Another cool thing is that telepathy is technically always happening! Just having a conversation with someone is telepathy if you think about it hehe.

Nice! Had similar experiences. I also recognize this funny thing where I'll be thinking of something and my mom will say it out loud, and vice versa, happens so much i stopped pointing it out lol.

Don't be a hero, no one needs to be saved. Better your brother goes on his own path than resent you for trying to impose what you think is right on him.

Since everything is awareness, then being conscious or aware is actually impossible. It's all unconscious or unknown, it just can't be put into a box no matter what. Nothing in this moment is known or can ever be known. Notice the movements of everything, notice how instant it all is, far out of reach of the knower.

@mandyjw yea it seems difficult to measure based on the raw plants. Makes me think how did our ancestors know how much to eat? I'm just sticking to my store bought cacao powder. I may make dark chocolate with the fruit pods though.