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@Illusory Self I had this fear of insects since I was a young boy. When I started doing personal development, I started opening up my mind to the fact that insects are very beautiful creatures and most of them are harmless. I then started handling insects, starting from beetles and worms, to then spiders and then even cockroaches. Now I enjoy their company, they are so beautiful!!

Funnily enough, peace is one of the things that I need in my life right now, and here I am bashing against it

You have a lot of interesting friends Leo, how do you meet them?

@TheAlchemist I don't know about this. Pharma companies can make an orally bioavailabe 5 meo easily like they do to their drugs without all the fuss and growing mushrooms. They can make a lot of things for psychdelics products , like for example, an extedned release XR pills, under the skin implants, nasal spray and other stuff.

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@Kksd74628 Peace is not so good, Love is better. Love includes peace in it. If peace is your main teaching, then it will cause you a lot of trouble which you might notice because your brain it too slow to notice (Slow mind, emotional stunting and this avoidance to life) comes to mind when I think of Buddhists.

They are not that useful to the masses, they are quite boring actually with their boring teachings. No self, peace, no mind. Fuck this shit, it will corrupt your mind and turns you into a peace zombie Most people need some serious personal development like the kind of Leo' work and need some spiritual Love for life, not boring peace.

Neo advitia teachers need some real life suffering to see how weak and unreliable their teachings are. When you have really severe mental or physical illness, you will know what real life means.

Yeah it was somewhat funny, to be honest I have a lot of emotional baggage yet. you need to be as pure as water to take 5 meo, or become pure in the process.

The fact that I get my ass kicked by 5-meo

@TheAlchemist Most People don't experience multiple races sadly and even if they do, they will still hold on that feeling that they belong to a certain race and that those people are different. It takes a lot of development to wipe out the racist out of you.

Middle East is a special case, The Arab "race" is not really a race, it is a mixture of differnet races with no distinct skin tone or facial features. so you would expect less racism in the Arab world, and yet in my country ( I live in the Middle East) people still in a hidden and sneaky way look down into black people, and they usually have lower economical status. Also you can build the US community out of any common feature, like religion, nationalism. But race is also a very common theme and for a good reason. If we weren't racists we wouldn't have survived Racism in its lowest degrees is that weird feeling that you have When you see someone with different facial features or darker skin tone, like you are looking at an alien or something

@TheAlchemist When you feel weird seeing another person skin color or facial features , or you cannot imagine yourself as having a darker skin tone, this is racism. Even the feeling of belonging to a certain race is in itself racism. We are wired as humans to have these feelings, obviously to make communites of Us vs other communities.

This was a little bit embarassing to be honest

@Leo Gura Yeah I didn't wish for that for sure @Thought Art@QQQ Yeah I kind forced myself to do it actually. I was afraid of doing it for a couple of days now, and then said fk it let's bite the bullet. But apparently I was afraid for a good reason. Anyways I will take 10mg next time.

Thanks, but If you can call a trip. It was just chaos, in your face energy. I will try half the dose in the future, this one is strong for me.

Ok, I freaked out a bit. I resisted like hell Jeez it was too strong, but thank god it is short, the peak was like 15 min but I feel much calmer right now. It was like what I expect 400 ug of acid to be like. Too much energy. Jeez. This is too strong for truama healing. I should stabilize myself with some other thing first. I don't know how people use this for trauma honestly.

Oh God I am resisting it. I am not ready for it at all. Fuck, too much energy but I cannot let go, I have too much trauma. Fuck 5 meo, it is too strong, I am dirty, I cannot let go, I don't feel safe at all. I will stick to other things to work out my traumas first. 5 meo is not the way at all. It is too fucking harsh.

@thisintegrated of course, the ego likes variety and multiple pussies. But I think we as men must learn to have deeper realtionships with our partners. What is common is the guy loses intrest in the girl in some way, immediately after finishing the dating phase. It is a curse I was aware of since I was a teenager . It is like men will be always chasing new women and then lose intrest in them. But there is a way out which is invest deeply in your parnter emotionally. Your relationship should become stronger and more interesting by the day not the oppoiste but It requires a huge amount of wisdom to love your partner. Most relationships are very shallow and unfulfilling, and it becomes soon like a heavy chore. Relationships, you either master them or you don't want the trouble from the start

@JowblobI was talking about sleep not dreams. Yeah, dreams can be crazy espeically if you trip while dreaming

I don't know honestly. It will be quite uncomfortable seeing psychedelic colors and wacky things all the time.

Love you for your honesty Leo, you rock!

Is that your experience? You may have HPPD. Anyways, try antipsychotics, I alaways use them to stop bad trips and they work.

Honestly exercise other than half an a hour a day is stupid. Why waste time and energy on such stupid thing just to look cool. Basic lean look is enough for me.