LSD-Rumi

The guildlines are for the forum not his personal blog, duhhhh

@Leo Gura spontaneous or induced? and why a mouse tho?

what is the hell you are talking about? What did you face? how did you feel? Why hell when you are a spiritual person? how things went wrong?

@Girzo Cool bro, thanks. Btw, how was your experience with DPT? I didn't feel any sinister or evil energy like they say online and for me it was a very warm and positve vibes overall ( but I didn't hit any real solid doses tho)

@Fadious This used to happen to me. A cycle of chaotic thoughts. Best line of action is to train to have a better grip on your mind.

@Tyler Robinson Be decisive, you either dump him or give him a chance, but don't fall in the trap of endless confusion and doubt and not taking decision.

Details? unless you don't want to talk about it.

@RMQualtrough I was talking abou plugging it. Do you plug it or just smoke it?

He wants to change but the backlash keeps happening. He is a doctor for god sake, lol.

@Vladimir Did you face any mental illness or real suffering on your journey?

@Madyar what a sudden change of heart . Anyways good luck dude.

@Madyar @Madyar Dude look, we all love our countries and all want them to be in a better place. But This not gonna happen so easily. The fact is, corruption eats good people so easily, because corruption has more power. I personally have better things to do than wasting my life on a corrupt country. And even If I want to make a change in a courrpt country, I won't make it from the inside. Nothing good will happen if you resist an authoritatian regime from the inside, you will only get yourself in prison, and they will torture you for years.

@Carl-Richard Believe me when I say I was in hell. There is no downward spiral for me now. I am getting better and better. But I will be careful. I only have 30 g too, so no way I am gonna be addicted to that.

You can forget about your country or you can change it from the outside. But also, notice why do you feel this sense of emotinal attahcment to your own country? it is bias. This sense of reposnibility will hold you back most likely. Focus on the bigger picture. Think from a meta perspective. What do you want your life be around? Maybe there are more imprtant things than helping your own country.

Incest?

@Madyar Politics is a dangerous work especially in 3rd world countries. Leaders are ruthless and your life can be easily turned into hell in a night. If you want to enter such dangerous fields, you need to be smart and prepared to sacrifice a lot. But even with that, most likely you will end up destroying your life for nothing. They have the power, guns and man power, and a lot of people support them while you have nothing. So you will end up killing yourself for nothing. Best course of action If you are intrested in helping tour country is leaving it, and then start Changing it from the outside. Or you can just forget about it all togther and focus on something else, lol.

@Tyler Robinson Jealousy delusions are quite common in males, beware. They start with things like that.

You are not supposed to do that. Yeah, they say online that the withdrawls are quite bad. I once had withdrawls symptoms after stopping my antidepressants abruptly, and I said meh, how bad can they ge? and oh boy, they were pretty bad.

Will you have a memory of everything that happened, like all the little details? or Will it be like just a grandiose, big picture understanding?

Yeah I am experiencing some hard times in my life, but I don't feel this substance is that euphoric in the first place. I don't use the substance to feel good. I am using it to heal. To decrease my anxiety, to clear my brain and bring the good in me, so I can get out of the miserable place I am in right now. I am not planning on taking it that long. I might take it for a month or so. just to give myself a little boost. it acts good on the mood, actually way better than any antidepressant I have taken before. I will becareful.

Dude, 3 times a week is nothing. Real abuse starts after doing it daily, and at large doses. Also, it is not if I am doing meth or heroin, it is just moderatly addictive.

Maybe any of those mind maps making tools

This is wrong. They act in different ways. GHB is apperantly much more euphoric. what? how did you reach this conclusion? Even GHB is not neurotoxic. It is a myth that was based on adminstring huge doses in rats ,lol.

I stopped them all together. They were the worst, especially the ones that caused me to feel tired all day and made me gain weight.

Yeah, I wish I didn't need such substances, but Life had other plans