LSD-Rumi

Lol.

Dude what are you even talking about? being bombed to death or shot or even beheaded is nothing compared to implement or even crucifixion.

Yeah, of course. But also, suffering can play an important in life and the spiritual seeking. Basicay life is based on two systems to guide you to God. Suffering and love. You either take the right direction or suffer until you do.

I was surprised when I learned that many blind people don't see a black or white screen, but rather nothingnes. I know You may find it difficult to understand what I mean by nothingness. You can try to close one of your eyes, what do you see with it? exactly, nothingness! Anyways, I felt like this nothingness is very similar to that we talk about in non-duality. This is the real nothingness, not black or white, it is like a trasnparent void.

Sorry, it is public now.

Leo, what happened to my case? I still got extra 3 warning points

No this is wrong. We see black because the visual nerve and the brain area responsible for seeing are working great, so when there is no light we see blackness. In some blind people this nerve or these areas are not working properly so they see nothing literally.

Yeah, it was so stupid tbh Felt nothing.

Not all of them have psychedelic effect. They need to be purple strain not white

Yeah I thought about it once. Maybe enlightenment to them is much easier.

Reviews are bad becuase it hits like a train people think this material is a supplement but it is actually a drug. It is totally different from LSD. This one feels like MDMA.

I discovered this substance called phenylthylamine from posts on reddit. It is sold on amazon and other sites as a supplement. I used it for months so I know what I am talking about here Anyways let's discuss the effects Massive stimulation Euphoria and a rush Love Think of it like a mini MDMA experience that last for an hour Other things to talk about: Low tolerance Low additive potential Strong come down if large doses are taken Dopamine receptor down regulation if used in row for days, but rapidly reversible. Strong potentiation with coffee The perfect dose is 2 tea spoons with coffee On an empty stomach or it won't work An affiliate link to the substance on amazon https://amzn.to/3JtkpsT

Take two tea spoons on an empty stomach and with coffee

This insight is essential for understanding evil. God cannot create life with no evil because it cannot create good only without evil. It is like asking an italian chef to make a pizze without a tomato sauce. Good comes with evil, beauty comes with ugliness. This is the best design, God cannot do better than this. But why is this the case? Because this is how God can only exist. You see, God is made of infinite love. The only way this infinite love can be is when it gives rise to everything. God cannot be without evil, period.

I don't know what kind of pizza you were eating, but I have never seen a pizaa with no tomato sauce ?

Oh God, this is one of the hardest ones to eliminate. Basically all human beings judge people who are below them in the level of the development ignoring in the process thier own level, which is in most cases low too. This is the cause of all human trouble. If all of us realized that we need to work a lot, like a lot on ourselves and that God is the level you should compare yourself to, we would have been in a much better place. It is like you got a 10 from 100 in an exam and you are laughing about that person who got 5. You see, all of us are basically idiots but there are levels of idiocracy. The one with higher level should seek higher levels and accept those whith lower levels instead of calling them idiots. A memeber here made a post, asking how to accpet idiots? These idiots are made this way. Virtually all people operate on the way they were made. Virtually no one tries to seek higher levels. Now imagine yourself one of those people. You now are an idiot and operate as an idiot. Your chances of becoming smart is very slim. I was not born a judgmental perosn, but still I had a relatively high levels of judgment comparing to me now. My personal suffering and my personal fight with myself in my road towards self improvement robbed me of all my judgment. I saw how hard change is and how easy it is just to fall to your old ways. Now I don't judge anyone. I just imagine myself as them. I just try to protect my self from idiots.

Dissociatves are not just ketamine. There is a huge family of pcp and pce dervatives. They producd psychedelic effects too.

Read my recent posts

Felt nothing or very mild effects. Turns out what I have is closer to 5 mg not 20 mg

I am very stable, even without these drugs, even if had let's say mania, I have a very high level of self control, it is somethinf I have developed over these 5 years in hell. Thanks everyone for your concern.

Dude. I am very stable. I know you are concerned about me but I am really very stable, I maybe more stable than you ? I also did take mood stabilizers and antipsychotics for a week now, as my psychiatrist recommended. Cheers

I decided to do it now. Unfortunately, I had one last dose from last time and I maybe overestimated it (it was sticky), so it was very small apperantely. Anyways, I have already made an order for 5 meo dmt and many other substances. Anhways, I had this small insghit. Why is it important to realize God in your life? All people basically live their lives without realizing God and even if you are spiritual, you are not God yet, right? You are still imaging life, so why do you care in the first place? Just live your life like all people. The answer to this stupid and satanic argument is, despite not being fully God yet, you are God. What you gain from being closer to God, is peace, love and a more superior position over life. You overflow with joy and peace. You experience life in a meta way. Also you are getting closer and closer to your real self. So it is not all or nothing. And of course all people are basically idiots. If you don't treat spirituality seriously, you are an idoiot, period.

Read my recent posts.

I recently healed my self from a chronic and multiple mental illness which I was suffering from for 5 years. You can read about it below. Anyways I am doing amazing now, I feel healed and stable, so much love and peace. Anyways I made a comment about a new agey comment by a memeber here, who apparently markets himself as a life couch here and I had a neutral contact with him a couple of months ago. This man know zero about my life, my mental illnesses and how much I suffered during the previius 5 years trying to cure it. Thiss guy, got so angry and started assulting me verbally and calling me an asshole and then which is much worse in my opinion, he startes to make jocks about my mental illness and how I used to take cocktails of medications. And then he tried to gaslight me into believing that I am basically deluded for thinking I was cured, and What I experienced is mania. Ironically I much more stable than him. Anyways I was somewhat hurt by his comment and I know some people would have gone so angry and may relapsed into mental illness becuase of his behaviour. Anyways, I repsoned in a civil way and texted a mod. The mod to my surprise was very dissmisve and they tried to convince me that we both did wrong and we both deserved the same punishment. I was angry with his respone and I said I would report that to but leo didn't respond. The mod then, had hidden all the posts. So I was angry with him and said that I will beat the shit out of him ( I was actually jocking but maybe I should have inserted A laughing emoji). The mod then banned me for a day ?. Another mod, banned me for trying to post a thread critiszinng that mod, apperantly critisizing a mod is a taboo. then I got banned another time, lol, for telling the mod that what he did was stupid. This experience was very negative. I think @Leo Gurah should monitor mods more closely. I don't care about all of this actually and I am doing better than ever. But I do really care about how mentally ill people are treated here. I think Leo should take action in this one personally.

Yeah, I am aware of that. I don't use them to get high, I use them to heal myself.