LSD-Rumi

Leo practically canceled himself, he lost 80% of his viewers the moment he moved to radical stuff. He lost any potential for significant future growth, he lost the algorithm. But I know Leo willingly decided to pay the price.

I love my brain to work hard and my heart to flow with love. That will cost me literally hundreds of dollars per session , and I buy from credible research chemical sites only who are supplied by lizard labs.

I think Leo should have done some remixes of part of his videos with music, it would be very attractive and powerful.

Dude, stop projecting on me. I never use a substance for pleasure. I actually hate euphoria. I use substances for growth only. Dissociatives helped me eliminate a lot of my fears and anxieties and they helped stabilize my mood.

Who cares? If she rejects you, it is her loss or at least not compatible with you. Don't get attached to one girl, try hitting on every girl you see. If you are bold and charismatic, there is no real problem with rejection. I take rejection like acceptance, don't take it personal, just move on. Be a Crocodile, desensitize yourself from negative emotions.

@Swarnim Yeah, projection is a common mistake especially online where you cannot see the real attitude of the person you are talking to.

They are not recreational. Pce saved my life. 3 fea was supposed to be like MDMA. 2 cb fly was supposed to be like acid.

@Swarnim No, I don't have problem with narcissism or judging others. I transcended that a long time ago. 5 years of mental illness and suffering will purify you from any kind of superiority over others. What I was talking about is spiritual arrogance or at least wrong estimation of one's level of development spiritually wise. Hmmm, I don't feel I wrote anything wrong or Narcissistic. You cannot judge a person by text. Text cannot convey emotion or attitude properly. I actually was having fun replying to these accusation I didn't get annoyed or defensive. That dude is also overestimating himself like hell. There is a list of people here that I almost never read their comments, he is on that list for specific reasons.

No it sucks, the energy is so overwhelming and uncomfortable.

@Enlightement I don't want to open that page again. I don't like drama in general. I have never got into a fight with any other member. The guy literally abused me in the comments and I was very toleranant to him but he kept going. Leo finally banned him for a few days and he realized that it was his fault. I am very sad that he left the forum. I know the guy is very good in general but I think he had been very aggressive in that time period. I think he left to do some self reflection or he has some personal issues he needs to take care of. Anyways, I sent him a message apologizing and asking him to come back.

3-FEA is weak as shit. I will try 6 APB soon, they say it is much stronger. 2-C-B fly is a drug for raves. Very energetic and little psychedelic value. Other dissociatves are cool but 3-meo pce is at the top of my list.

@Leo Gura I read recently that gut problems may prevent the proper absorption of thyroid medication. Maybe your SIBO disease is connected to the failure of the treatment of your thyroid?

@Leo Gura I did ask you why don't you just take levothyroxine before , and you answered that it doesn't work for you. I am actually a doctor and we never learned that such thing can happen, we learned that virutally all people respond to the treatment. Did your doctor acknowledge that you don't respond to treatment or is it something you just assumed. Maybe you just need a higher dose.

Watch it for God sake. You will be disturbed for at least a couple of days after watching it thinking about what you watched. I watch many brutal movies recently, and this one is still on the top of my list.

It turns out, you need to keep that blend with garlic a couple of days and filter it pretty well, or you will get a very nasty nausea.

A fancy term for self-love and confidence ?

I read it again, it is amazing!

@Enlightement I was not defensive. I actually digested your response very well and I responded to it as I understand myself. Believe me, I scan myself for any sort of narcissism everyday, If I was narcissistic in any little way, I know it. Maybe you are projecting on me? If you want me to be honest and I didn't want to write this, I do feel the same things about your comments I stopped reading your comments a while ago. I am not writing this from an egotistical position, if I did so, I would not write it. Maybe we have different ways of approaching things? Let's end it right here,okey? I want to hear from others.

Sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and say god damn, If I could somehow clone myself, I would definitely fuck myself I knew recently that I am bisexual, by eliminate any bias or resistance to the truth in the same way I do philosophy, and It was clear to me that I am bisexual. I have two states. When I am straight, I am disgusted by dicks. When I am gay, I am disgusted by tits and pussy, and I say how on earth I was turned on by these two saggy things and this wet monster like thing down there.

Hahaha, some posts I wrote while being hypomanic so it may appear that way. But I am confident I am not a narcissist. Ironically, I may benefit of some more narcissism, I am a very nice person, too nice actually. I am also very confident and brutaly clear when I repond to questions or give my opinion on something. My sister sometimes says the same thing but I explain to her that I like to be very clear, so I may sound harsh or "narcissistic" and she understands. I would like to hear from others if they feel the same way about me.

Any credible news platform will do. It is not about news themselves, it is about how you interpret them. I trust CNN, Al Jazerra, New York times, BBC,etc. anything other than Fox News, lol. But even news from Fox News, you can use them while being careful of their way of reporting them and their biases.

Oh God, I am waiting the day I could take acid again like a child waiting for Christmas. I want something like this. Fuck others, I want to see my real self. I want God to rape my mind to pieces. I want the universe to fuck me personally. I can take it. But soon It will happen and I am patient enough.

There is DCK, which requires much less doses, like 40 -50 mg and you can plug it, it felt cool.

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@mmKay AI will be able to translate videos accurately soon. He does not need to invest in translation.