LSD-Rumi

DXM is the worst drug I have ever tried in my life. Took it a few weeks ago. It left baked on the bed for a whole day and the dizziness persisted for the next day and you are too baked to get any real insights. Never again.

A readily avalabile legal dissociative/psychedelic. Does anyone have experience with this drug?

Let alone the copious amounts of cheese, it is nauseating.

@Bufo Alvarius What a nice explanation, thanks for sharing!

Yeah, I will be careful. But the fact is, I needed it for now. It is the only thing that really worked for me.

You who read my posts recently, you know that I have taken a substance that completely healed me from all my mental illness just after one dose but also after 5 years of daily suffering and trying everday. Today I feel like a saint. I feel like the inside of me is so pure. I am calm and peaceful, my heart is like a sweet honey. I deal with people so sponateneously that it mazes them.y mind works like the mind of eniestin or ten times more. Insights are pouring in from everyone. I have an infinite motivation to change my life and succeed in my life purpose which is to be an intellct. I feel that I am being purified by every second. Did I pass the ultimate test? The hell test? I was literally in hell for the last five years and it hurted me a lot knowing how much wisodm I have and seeing all of you guys enjoying spirituality. I asked God everyday for help but it didn't come. I was supporting myself everyday and giving it encouragement. I didn't want to lose all this wisdom and hurt my family by killing myself. But I reached a point where I just wanted to lose hope and was convincing myself just to give up, knowing that wars can be lost and it is okey. I knew all this period that life was the ultimate gift and it was all becuase of me. But I wasn't able to escape. I watched a movie recently called martyrs. It was about a women who was tortured and beaten for months, just for her to get enlightened. Un the final scene they flay her alive which caused her to reach the truth before dying. I felt that God did the same thing to me. He has beaten me to death everyday and I accepted that everyday. I never hated God or life, I just wanted a cure. I also felt an extreme level of responsibility towards the world knowing how much I can do. But I was not able to wake up from the bed. I was watching my life getting wrecked while doing nothing. My grades kept going down, I was socially isolated, I had an extreme levels of of social anxiety, I was not even able to see my family memebers. My brain never stops. The ocd nevers stops bullying me. I was raped mentally daily. I have tried everything, personal development, spirituality, cbt and medication. Nothing worked. It just kept going worse. Also my family was affected by my long and bad depression. I saw them get depressed too without being able to do nothing. It was even worst than my own suffring to watch others suffer because of me. I wanted to kill myself just so my family can move on but I was afraid to do them more harm doing that. I am happy now. I don't regret anything and if Gods tell me you will suffer this again I would not mind Cheers

@acidgoofy I am doing microdoses for now. I made a spray of 3 meo pce, I spray .5 mg, 3-4 times a day and it helps a lot. It stabilizes my brain and eliminates anxiety and OCD. I will be doing a full dose once a week so I don't develop tolerance.

@inFlow I stopped taking it for a few months after that post because I couldn't access it. My depression and anxiety slowly crawled back and I had to change my medications. But nothing worked really until I had access to it recently. Now I am back on track again. I don't know how the protocol of using this substance will be, but that will become clear with time.

I am still passing the hell test But it is going well, I can smell heaven from here. This substance works wonders.

@Mojimm22 In what episode he says this?

What program do you use? I used to download the subtitles but they don't present well in a txt document.

I am microdosing PCE these days and it is better than any other medication I have ever taken. I made a nasal spray, and use it multiple times a day. It keeps my mood stable, anxiety low and the OCD dormant. I am still taking my medications but lowered the dose to the half.

Is it some sort of chronic anxiety? Anxiety can build up in the body along the years and it becomes very difficult to release it out of the body. You should do some dissociatves or psychedelics. All other things are games compared to those.

@ShardMare At some point you develop your own theory of self-development and you stop watching life coaches or even reading self-development books, They get old really soon. You start focusing on implementing your own understanding of life on yourself, fixing your personal weaknesses, and gaining the things you are interested in.

just dilute a small amount, like 250mg, and store the rest in powder form.

Maybe if my dick got cut somehow

Jerking off is amazing especially when you know how to do it right. Jerking off currently is a pillar for my happiness in life

The Green Knight An amazing mythological movie with great plot Other life A synthetic drug that let you access a predesigned virtual world Swiss Army Man one of the most amazing comedy movies I have ever watched Green Room A very realistic action movie with great action scenes

Your name the vibes and the art style of this movie are something else 5 Cm per second Also another good movie, with slow and warm vibes Oldboy A man gets captured and imprisoned in a room for 10 years, quite serious but funny at the same time Baby driver The driving scenes in this movie are insane. Love the main characters

Yeah, Syrian and Lebanese women are known for their beauty (especially Lebanese).

AOC seems to become more mature after first-hand experience with true politics. Progressives are lost in their own fantasies, disregarding the fact that most people are not progressives. Let alone the fact that even if a progressive president won elections, they will not be able to do much given the number of conservatives in the senate.

"The sun’s bright rays gave life to the dim reflection of my face in the water flowing past me. Suddenly, I came back to my senses. I was sitting in what looked like the banks of the Ganga River. I had completely forgotten. I had just been taught, by a Sadhu, the secret key to unlock the mystery of the Self. The problem? I couldn’t remember the teaching.“What did the Sadhu say?” I asked myself while looking at the river. But I didn’t know. As I kept looking at my reflection, I noticed something strange. It was changing.“I am dreaming!” I suddenly realized. Eureka. I looked once again at the reflection and saw it change and continue changing. This dream river was showing me the flow of life—the constant change in the river of consciousness. From one body to another, from one life to another, from one identity to another, from a story to another, from a face to another, so we flow through the universal river of life. But what are we in the midst of all of these reflections? At that moment, instead of looking at the transmuting reflection, I looked at what it was made of: water. That reflection was just an illusion; the realness behind it was actually water. Beautiful, moving water. I took a long breath, gazed at the water, and pondered, “What’s the realness behind this water?”I looked at what that water was made of: mental content. This was all my mind—the sun’s warm rays, the flowing water, my reflection. I was dreaming, after all. What if I look at my mind now to see what it’s made of? I woke up."

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Lucid dreaming book for Santatagamana, This quote is from some Indian guru.