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5-MeO-MALT is in the mail. I recall seeing a dosage guide here but can't find it, can someone help me out? I intend to try plugging and intramuscular, possibly nasal as well though I am not excited about the discomfort of that route.

I have taken toad 5-MeO-DMT, twice in one evening, and am waiting on 5-MeO-MALT in the mail. You can find a full trip report in my profile. Vaporized 5-MeO-DMT is the most immersive and profound psychedelic experience I have ever had, and I have used all the classics (LSD, mescaline, psilocybin, DMT.) All psychedelics at a proper dose will lead to boundary dissolution, one aspect of which is ego dissolution, it is simply "easier" some ways than others. Insights gained? You already know.

What is the fate of consciousness when the body becomes worm food?

Yes.

God's will is the unique expression of your authenticity. Nothing more, nothing less. If that means infinite loving consciousness, cool. If that means fucking up, that's cool. If that means being unsure of what to do, that's cool.

Is there something I don't understand about getting the search function to work? No matter what search terms or settings I use, the search turns up 0 results.

Dimethyltryptamine (DMT): a biochemical Swiss Army knife in neuroinflammation and neuroprotection?

God wants nothing, which is the same as saying God wants everything. And God always get's what they want: nothing and everything.

DMT and neurogenesis

Why think anything about him? Listen if you like, or don't. If what he says resonates with you, cool. If not, also cool.

Nice duality you got there. Would be a shame if it turned out to be pure, empty awareness.

The sound of the rain needs no translation.

You are not fooling yourself. This is the timeless message of all wisdom traditions. Self evident and self arising, there is nothing against which the truth of God can be proven or disproven. People throughout all time, initiated and uninitiated, novice and master, are capable of realizing this truth as you have. Feeling love implies some contrast in which which love can be felt. When one realizes the truth of love as fundamentally non-dual, as synonymous with completeness, trust, creation, and God, it can be expected that love is not experienced as the feeling of chemical we are conditioned to associate with love to the exclusion of other states. All is love. Integration will happen naturally when you allow it. Take care of what you put in to your body and mind, follow your interests, serve yourself and others through loving kindness, spend time barefoot in nature, get the sun on your skin, be mindful of attachment-aversion and other polarizing dynamics. Increase your dose with each successive trip and witness what happens.

If you feel joy at the prospect of gatekeeping yourself to this degree, by all means go ahead. My intuition is that this is too much, but I don't know your character and can't speak to their needs or desires.

Generally speaking people have only a partial understanding of God, as some kind of creative force or being that is somehow apart from it's creation. When one says "I am God" the other hears "I alone am the creator, separate from and higher than that which is created." The importance of semantics is not widely appreciated.

1000ug is not a "having fun dose," it is a breakthrough dose. I take it for granted that people research the subjective effects at various dosages, but that was a disclaimer just in case. 210ug is a relatively low dose, one in which the ego can and will resist the effects. One tool the ego uses is to make you sleepy or foggy feeling, to distract you and to say "don't do that." At higher doses the imperative to surrender becomes obvious, and there is an LSD breakthrough space available. That being said, If you feel LSD gives you brain fog perhaps this is not the right substance for you.

I've been very interested in psilohuasca with syrian rue. Thanks for sharing, life is a trip.

Take 1000ug and lie down, with headphones and a blindfold if you like. Nothing to do.

I plan on ordering some HCl in the next month. Has anyone tried the freebase?

A game is a rule bound system in which luck and skill dictate what actions we can take toward achieving a stated goal. So what game are you referring to? Ultimate reality is not a rule bound system, but consensus reality is. What is your goal in the game of consensus reality? Based on the answer to that question we can determine what if any cheat codes are useful, and we can differentiate between cheat codes and mechanics. Certain mechanics may be given to the player which are not expounded in their fullness, for the sake of discovery and mastery, and for the full range of experience which goes along with that process.

What do YOU think about it? What IS there to think about it...

Correct.

Enlightenment is a joke and it is serious, which makes it even funnier and more dire. Finally then, enlightenment is neutral, still, and empty.

Reality is complete; perfect, empty, and still. An infinite sphere with a center everywhere and a circumference nowhere.no outside and no inside. Just this.