Tyler Durden

Thanks for the warning. I had a solipsism phase but now I'm into pantheism. I know I'm imagining this forum but I find it useful in getting answers I need. I'm slowly learning that fact, just need to contemplate it more. Interesting perspective. I still need to achieve that level of understanding. I had a realisation that I'm not just my ego but everything and everyone. My entire life was an illusion, it felt like a dream. This forum and Leo's videos helped my explain what I experienced.

Imagination talking about other imaginations ?

@Vibroverse So Karl Marx was right when he said that religion is the opium of the people?

Entire dream is controlled by God, it's just that I control this avatar conciously and others subconciously. At least that's how I feel at the moment.

I consider myself to be an avatar in God's dream. Don't think that my ego is the dreamer. I know I'm no more real than other dream characters.

I'm still afraid to get out of my comfort zone. I got used to my "life" and its "rules". I don't know what to expect if I let all of that go. I'm aware of that but hoping "others" will give me hints that I'm on a right path. Yeah, I should't care about opinion of dream characters, they don't actually exits, it's all me. You mean my "parents", "relatives" and "friends" will be replaced by "people" that understand me more? Hope that there will be more "people" in my life that are like forum members here. Will get a desire to get drunk again in that case ?

Hope it will. Now I feel as being lucid in a dream but without any control. Yes, I know what you mean. I tried talking about this stuff with some of my friends that I regard as smart and open minded but they looked at me as I was crazy so I stopped doing that.

It seems that creationists are closer to truth than darwinists ?

I guess Leo is a God's way to wake up to itself. He and this forum are useful tool for achieving that.

We regard sex to be very important in terms of love, pleasure and reproduction. But when you wake up, you realise things are not as they seem. I never saw anybody have sex in my direct experience which means all their stories about that are not true. Also, all my memories of the times I had sex are being imagined in the NOW. Having all of that in mind, can we say that nobody ever had sex?

Just pixels on the computer screen, not a real thing. There are no pornstars having sex in reality.

Yes, after you realise that you were never born the next logical step is to have a conclusion that your parents didn't have sex to conceive you. Which means reproduction is an illusion. Universe having sex with itself. Universal masturbation? ?

I'm just trying to put things I learned here into practice. Sex is very important to most of us but it's nothing more than an illusion. We hear about it from other people or have it in our memories. Both sources of information are actually past events that are being imagined in the NOW. After that realisation, you give much less importance to it.

@RMQualtrough Interesting perspective. I always presumed that in the "beginning" there was just the formless void/nothingness/God and then it became/created this dualistic dream that is being currently experienced through this human form. Are you saying that this state is eternal because non-duality can't be experienced?

That's interesting but how can we talk about less or more sleep if time is an illusion?

You don't sleep at all. You wake up instantly after you close your eyes and fall asleep. You just move clocks for few hours and change the reality that you're projecting. That way you have an illusion that you slept for the night and woke up in the morning.

Definitely. It's a process in which you learn many interesting things. Your understanding of life becomes clearer.

When you meet a new person, he/she tells you about his/her life, job, family, education, etc. But did any of that really happen? If past is imaginary, that means person came into existence the moment you first saw him/her. So he/she is basicaly inventing everything about himself/herself in the present moment. Does that mean those people are actualy lying? I'm not saying that they are doing that on purpose but instead God programmed them that way to fool itself into thinking it's not all alone.

I understand the part with retracting back to formlessness/nothingness but I guess that state isn't permanent, illusion of duality is again restored. Does that happen with a completly new thought or the old one is reused?

@RMQualtrough Does "death" sets you free in a way you forget that you "won the game" and start the process all over again?

@Nos7algiK Thanks for the explanation. I'm still trying to fully understand reality, there are some things that are unknown to me but luckily I created someone like you to help me with that

@Nos7algiK Great insights. But what will happen when this body "dies"? Will the new dream have an other main character? In that regards, chosing someone else from your current perspective for that role seems like a plausible thing but I could be wrong. Maybe you have a better explanation.

Yes and I have to treat them with respect because they are me and not to mess with their program.

Interesting perspective. Are you sure it's not a random process of deciding which dream to live next or that I'll live my life again in a replay?

I'm affraid they would put me in a mental hospital and I would have to explain to psychiatrists how I'm God and that everything is imaginary