Tyler Durden

By definition numbers are mathematical objects used to count, measure, and label but I was wondering do they have some higher value. I agree with you they can't be used to understand those things but maybe they point to the true nature of reality in some way.

This entire forum is basically God talking to itself but on a more advanced level.

@Persipnei Yeah, it's a process, I still have lots of things to learn, hopefully my ego won't get in the way. @Nahm Thanks for the support. With the help of people here and right practices, I'll find the path to enligtenment. @GreenWoods So basically everyone is blind but behaving as if they can see?

Interesting explanation. There are still some situations that I'm trying to figure out. If I wave to my friend on the street, he'll wave back. How does he know I did that if he doesn't have eyes for seeing? Just an automatic reaction for me to buy into the illusion? God pulling the strings from behind the scenes to fool itself?

But there are still rules inside imagination. If a crime is commited, you still go to jail.

Total mindfuck. I need to contemplate on that more. I become aware of that after realising I don't have a head in my direct experience. But I still wonder why reality disappears when I close my "eyes" and why do I "see" my face in the mirror?

You mean something like OBE?

I came to the same conclusion. Leo is imagined as well and this entire forum. God hides its omiscience from itself and enjoys in learning process about itself ?

Is enlightenment equal to ego death and God realisation? I realised my human form doesn't exist. It's merely a tool for void/nothingness/conciousness/universe/God to experience this dream. Just an illusion like everything else.

I guess either I'm not enlightened yet or this is what enlightenment looks like.

Yeah, I understand that I'm still far away from the truth because I still have so many questions. I was just hoping that I will notice changes in people around me as I progress in my path. Something like that phrase: "If you become enlightened - everybody becomes enlightened"

God is pansexual ?

But Leo's teachings strongly resonate with my inner feeling. Surely I'm on a right path. It wasn't a coincidence for me to discover/create this forum. It was meant to be after my realisation.

@Nahm I had glimpses of it but soon returned to regular dualistic mindset. But it was a life changing insight. I couldn't look the same way on life anymore. @RMQualtrough I was hoping that recognising the void will somehow change it's appereance around me because my current life was created to keep me unaware of that fact. @GreenWoods But why keep the illusion of ego if I realised its purpose? Why God doesn't imagine a different reality which would be more in line with my current mindset?

Fight club, Matrix, Truman show...

I had a mystical experience which was hard for me to understand at first but after discovering actualized.org and Leo's videos everything became clearer.

Ending scene from the movie is very powerful:

I didn't tell them everything, just some basic stuff but it was to much for them so I decided not to tell them anymore. I know I'm just talking to myself but the illusion that it's someone else is still persistant. I still feel like a social creature, it's hard to have no friends even if they are imaginary.

That I'm actually God playing human while imagining everything and everyone.

I was hoping people would be like "good job, you finally understood" but didn't get that reaction ?

This stuff that we're discussing on this forum. Would love to talk with someone about deeper subjects.

But I changed mine. Shouldn't they automatically change theirs because I'm connected to everybody, all is one? Will I be able to talk with them about this stuff without being labeled as crazy? Because I realised I'm actually the creator of everything behind the scenes.

I meant my True Self not my ego self.

But how to have a true realisation then? Everything that can help me achieve that, including psychedelics, is a part of illusion/dream as well.

Yes, but only my human form that void/conciousness/universe/God is using to experience itself.