Amannl3in

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  1. Read so good they can't ignore you your questions will be solved
  2. Happy birthday ❤️
  3. When you try to impose your own perspactive about how life should be lived on people, you will be lonely. I guess you need to accept them as they are don't try to change them, that usually leads to conflict and bitter conversation then you will start to make freinds. As some said be the change you want to see in the wrold. Book are really helpful, find a good book about this topic.
  4. I am a female 22 years old from Morocco, want to be a visual/ graphic designer or an illustrator anything related to art but there is no universities or private school where I can study it. I tried to look for something similar to design and I found a private school that teaches interior design but it's located in another city far from where I live. Moving out is not even possible because my father will not allow it due to his religious background and I can't disagree with him. I am trying to study it on my own but to be good at it you need formal eductions, the self-thought path is not for me I don't want to waste time anymore, I have already wasted 4 years on trying to learn drawing on my own, I learned to shade realistically using graphite pencil but It did not lead me anywhere, I was foolish. I want to get my career done as soon as possible. I am tired of l being a heavy burden on my parents The only option left is to study economics for 3 years in a private business school near me I have the money to pay for one year which I saved from my part-time job, for the rest, I am thinking about taking a loan. I am not sure what I am going to decide now. I am very lost. Leo mentioned in one of his videos that he learned game development by himself if I still remember I don't know how he did it and if it's even possible for me. My time is very limited I need to find a job as soon as possible I can not stand living with my parent I am very ashamed of myself. If you have any insight please let me know.
  5. @JonasVE12 I really appreciate your detailed reply ?. I definitely need to start meditating daily. Thank you again for opning my eye ❤️
  6. When I sit down to do any kind of task let's say reading for 2 hours. First I start focusing for the first 20 minutes. I may take a small break then push myself to focus another 20 minutes but here it starts to get really hard. my mind starts to want to change the task and do something else no matter what I do. The more I push it the more my mind disobeys me. I may divide this task into two hours one in the morning and the other in the afternoon or evening. but my mind can't tolerate more than 1 hour in that morning and will not let me add more until the next day. So the pattern is if I focus more than 1 hour on anything my mind will not be able to focus more. it's very strange how I can't control it. If I read for more than 1 hour I don't understand what I read anymore. If I am watching a course I take notes my focus is great in the first hour, after that, I take a pen and doodle around so just I don't listen. I force myself to focus but as I said I no longer understand the meaning of anything. It's the same with any task. I always take breaks but it does not work. How can I control my mind and not let it control me? so I can focus more. and why does my mind behave like this in the first place?
  7. @flowboy that makes sense. I have not thought about it in this way. You are right, because my mind is busy thinking about other thing that I want to do, which is causing me focus issues. I should sit down and seriously think about my goals. thank you so much for your advice it was accurate. I don't know how to thank you this is the exacte reply that I needed ?
  8. @Nahm @Nahm No. I don't know what to meditate about. I tried it before I sat down in silence for 30 minutes. I did not know what I am supposed to do. As I heard, I should clear my mind from any thought. I did that so what. I didn't feel like I am doing something that has a purpose.
  9. @flowboy 1- No body is forcing me to read. The subject is about design and color theory so I am super intrested in it. I can tell you that I 10/10 force myself to read more but I don't grasp what I read, my mind want to change the task. 2- thoughrout the day I think too much about my future. I get worried about why thing don't work the way I want. But I am not neurotic about it I just fell deep sadness an ampthy toword myself 3- I don't drink caffeine at all. I sleep well evryday 8-9 hours. 4- I have one thing that I am thinking constantly about doing but this is not the right time. I will do it next month if the circumstances allows it.
  10. I think because you have experienced enough sadness and misery to appreciate happiness.
  11. @Preety_India Hi. I don't know if it is ok to reply to this post. I have the same problem too. If you're sitting longer in front of the computer you need to do stretches at least 15 min daily. There is tone of exercise on youtube that help with back pain but this one is the most beneficial one in my opinion: https://youtu.be/eiQjt0WSVHk
  12. @Fandango I took many online courses on graphic design but all of them teach the fundamentals of design and focus on the software. They don't teach you what the in depth principals that make a design good. I found many universities that offers good online program but they are way too experience for me. Yes It's weird if a women move out by herself without a husband here, Even if I moving in with a female roommate. They imagine that you are going to do bad stuff behide their back lol.
  13. @Nahm that what I am asking myself everyday. Why I am here? I did not find the answer yet. I feel empty. Yes I want to be happy but I don't think I will be If I don't have x, y and z. How is it possible! Nobody will respect you if you didn't achieve anything they will not respect you. You will be a nobody to them even if they are close. If there is a way to change my mindset I would like to know.
  14. @Nahm that applys if I am the only one in the universe and have no desirs then I can do wathever, does not matter. but now I am not. I want to make my parents proud. I want have freinds, job, a familly... How can I get all that if a don't make ant effort? Thank you
  15. @Nahm I definitely would like to know more. Are you saying that I have to let go of the problems I mentioned in my post and not try to solve them? I really don't get what you mean.
  16. @Space Focusing on one thing is definitely an advice I should take beacause I tend to study graphic design and illustration at once. I never focus on one area because I like them all equally. I should decide on one It's hard for me to study on my own because I can't stand being alone. But if I found a program online that connect me with a teacher, mentor or students I would be more than okey even if it's online. I need to do more research. If you have any course recommendation please let me know. You give me a really valuable advices and tge word of encouragement, thank you for taking from you valuable time to reply to my post. I really appreciate it.
  17. @Nahm Your reply reminded me of sadhguru, when they ask him a direct question he answer in a complicated, in-depth way that you can't even understand his answer Lol. Thank you for your reply, I am really happy that you replied to my post
  18. @ItsNick Thank you for taking time to write such detailed answer, I really appreciate it. okey I will not give up, I will try my best.
  19. Thank you Leo I really appropriate your advice ?. I will do my best.
  20. I agree that there are many courses online but I am not ready to take that risk of self-learning anymore. It will take too much time. Getting a job is definitely a good advice. I was already working with a company, but they are closed for now for some issues I don't know about but they will skip working soon. I am wainting for them to get back to my job. My parents are pressing me to get married especially my father, I am working from home but he is not satisfied with my job he is pressuring me to go to university and get a degree to the point where he is not talking to me and treating me like a ghost, this drives me crazy, I feel guilty and ashamed. That's why I sometimes don't care about my passion anymore I just want a job that will make me money. Thank you for your reply I really appreciate it.
  21. No. I was just wondering how Leo learned such a difficult domain by himself. If only I can do the same for the field I am interested in.
  22. Your story blew my mind. Can you please ask her to predict my future even though you said she does not like to do so.