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That’s def a strong mindset yea.

Aw Not everyone is that secure in themselves I sincerely (no pun intended) hope that mods don’t read my journal 😹😹 I try to keep answers as short and simple as I can. Don’t know what you mean by that last sentence but it’s fine

I wonder how much of beauty obsession is biological vs societal No ive not heard it. I dont watch YouTube much. But he has a point. Im conflicted in wether I believe people have approximately the same ego density but just variation in content (for example positive vs negative ego) or if people have different ego density. I see Ok i see. I dont know if I agree. The self can be very positive like a charming funny self that is still a very big self, identified with those positive qualities, like all kinds of positive ego boosts. But yea maybe neurotic people have bigger egos than those who are not. ok i see. I dont have much to add as I said my mind is quite empty a lot

If you walk around with that mindset “I’ll never find someone” then you could manifest it because you come off as negative bitter and potentially needy.

I take that as a compliment. Very sweet of you to say. ”If you would push me away I would just shrug” That’s good you feel secure in yourself to not really mind if I’d push you away (I won’t lol) I can also feel too lazy to respond elaborately sometimes. I tend to also wanna write in a “smart” way to not just give pointless replies without substance, I try at least. I also feel empty in my mind a lot, like it can be genuinely difficult to squeeze something out of it and create an elaborate reply Btw the woman that dmd me responded at last. But it was a very short reply, as if she was just responding to be polite. She probably realized how “crazy” I was and had no interest in talking further lol maybe maybe not 😹

I ate similarly now and when I didn’t have mental problems . I have zero digestive issues, amazing energy levels, nothing suggests I’d be inflamed from my diet. Plus science recommends a plant dominant diet.

No I don’t have any issues digestion fiber

Omg I’m so dumb, I forgot the whole shot isn’t pure alcohol

1 shot is like 40 ml so 80 ml is not much

Ok maybe one can drunk of that. I was asking because first I thought did you only drink one cider one can’t get drunk on that

How many drinks is that?

How much did you drink?

Good

Ok I don’t know what to respond so empty I am

How

I don’t see that

Relate. I wanna die.

@Schizophonia I’m surprised you’ve stuck with me so long despite my craziness , I just talked to a woman here on the forum that stopped replying when I told her my weird struggles (despite asking for it)😹

The human brain is wired for intermittent stressors related to survival. That’s the natural way we’ve been living. So it makes sense it would be easier to be happy. One could wonder though if those people under those circumstances have simpler psyches and that’s contributing to their happiness, but I would guess the psyche is the same globally but the circumstances people live in affect their psyche differently. I have wondered if people have differently dense egos. I think the human ego structure is similar all over the globe generally but the outside influences it. So the neurosis in the modern world will be different than in the third world. Doesn’t mean a heavier ego. More comfortable lifestyles allow for more self absorption and self centeredness rather than being occupied by survival so more time alone in the head overthinking is possible and all kinds of neurosis’s. What you describe as a more “simple” psyche is what I would also describe as a more “extroverted” psyche so someone being more focused on the immediate outside world rather than inward in their heads. You seem not to use the ego to describe the human self overall (which I do) but as more of an aspect of the self, like self absorption and self centeredness/inwardness I can relate to ego suppressing empathy. It’s like when we are caught up in a negative thought train about how someone did something bad that it overpowers the empathy and understanding we could have for them That’s cool you experienced that on lsd. It was maybe because it softened your ego. You don’t have to respond to all of this I’m just writing from my own mind a little expression

Omg I relate to this. I was almost gonna write in some thread “the greatest change comes with some ego dissolution” so it’s like it consists of layers of identification kinda. And we have a certain identity and operating from a certain paradigm, so if we get rid of a problem we have to get rid of the identity layer to that paradigm. So dissolving a layer to ourselves.

Enlightenment ?

Hehe We will see

59: Something I thought is about how your level of happiness is limited by your own psychology. So outside circumstances can make you happy, but how long that happiness lasts and how strong it is, is limited by your psychology. So a person could have the right lasting outside circumstances but it ends up feeling “normal” to them so they don’t feel happy about the same things anymore. A relationship that turns stale, being rich becomes stale so you turn to drugs. So you can change the outside circumstances but it’s all limited because your psychology limits your happiness. The human psychology. That’s why I wonder if it’s a good idea to work on your psychology. Whatever that would mean. So it becomes a more happy one. I wonder how much potential is there to change it

I can’t promise anything yet until I get there😹

Good thanks for the video.