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@Never_give_up I think your question has a kind of absolute answer and a relative answer. On the relative level if we ask things like why is grass green and not some other color? Well because it has chlorophyll. Why does it have chlorophyll and not some other substance? Because *insert some mechanism* and then you could trace it all back to the Big Bang . So that’s on the relative level, it’s cause and effect, everything being connected, all the appearances being connected and affecting each other. For example if you drop a glass on the floor it will break. Why it’s that way and not some other way? Because on relative level the appearances work that way and can be traced back to big bang. But then question remains why big bang appeared and not some other happening out of all the infinite possibilities? Well it’s one of the infinite possibilities, so it must happen. Why are we here to experience the consequence of that and not something else? On relative level maybe your soul is evolving and this is one step on the evolution, so it chose this life for you. On absolute level I can’t answer why are you , you, why are you experiencing this in particular. My guess would be it’s random. Basically this could be anything.

Maybe reality is infinite and has infinite possibilities to be anything. But in order for you to feel like you’re experiencing something it needs to be finite, you can’t experience infinity. If everything is appearing at once, all the finite experiences are happening simultaneously, means god has no preference, it just happens so that your particular finite experience is one of the infinite, the particular way it is.

That sounds so healthy. I don’t use artificial sweeteners though . Not that I have anything against them I just don’t buy them. I like chicken wok so that includes a lot of veggies too. Does it help with tan lol?

There’s this woman I follow named Tiffany who has a kind of meal called the “Tiffany plate” which has gained some popularity. It varies but usually consists of a sausage, mustard and cottage cheese, raw or pickled veggies like broccoli, hearts of palm, radish, asparagus, brussel sprouts etc and fruit/berries . I haven’t tried it yet but I could see myself trying it. If you like the taste, it’s actually quite convenient since it requires no cooking except the meat. It got me thinking though if it’s healthy to eat all the veggies raw. Are there any benefits to it? I googled and it gave me a variety of answers. Some say for example to not eat raw cruciferous vegetables while others say it’s okay. Example of the Tiffany plate: Also while I’m at it I might point out that at the end she drank electrolytes. I thought it was only for extreme exercise, sweating and if you’re fasting, but I’ve seen some people drink it on the regular. Is there any benefit to that?

That’s unfortunate but fortunately most veggies taste good cooked too

Do what you can to “clean it up”. Apologize to the one you hurt (if you did that) explain yourself honestly. Be honest to yourself without filter why you did what you did, how it came about. Most important is self honesty to then be able to be honest to others. Look at it objectively, now it’s over and can’t be taken back. What you can do is change your behavior from now on and take accountability. Sometimes we have to just let emotions pass. Be mindful if you’re feeding into a neurotic thought loop that isn’t getting anywhere. It could be feeding the emotion

I just listened to both of them and the top is with two extra artists so it’s longer with extra verses . I like both. Maybe the top a little bit more

He is just a tiny part of this new era of influencers with aesthetic routines. I respect it they’re just trying to improve themselves and their lives . It can be satisfying to have an elaborate morning routine which each step having its purpose. It was a long time since I immersed myself in cold water I think it’s time! I’ve heard it’s good to drain the lymphatic system!

Soweto - Victony I will forever love this song. It sounds very high vibrational and spiritual too

75: Gained my will to live back lol. Just did intense intervals on the treadmill. I have been working on trying to push myself harder. I find myself stopping at a certain point every time but I’ve been working on trying to push beyond that point. I just managed to push a little bit harder than usual so I’m glad for that.

74: I sometimes feel like I’m on the constant verge of having a mental breakdown. Like it’s like that right now. I wanna die. I think about it, if I just killed myself id finally have peace. I’m tired of being stuck in this brain it’s driving me nuts I can’t handle my life

I read a post in a Swedish reddit subforum, I thought it could be interesting to share, I’ll translate it here in my best attempt: ” The government has in bill 2024/25:124 - episode 6, pages 28-38 suggested to ban the buying of sexual services online. This would include erotic videos and webcam shows, among other things. They also suggest that all platforms that provide such material should be able to be prosecuted for “online pimp operation “. The suggestion is supposed to be feministic, combat sexual exploitation online, but several organizations mean that an implementation of such a law would increase stigmatization and vulnerability “ I personally agree with the illegality of buying real sex (it’s illegal here) because prostitutes tend to be in vulnerable situations, but I think this online thing is a bit over the top because it doesn’t include physical touch to it’s not the same vulnerability.

I didn’t think it through much main point was just that any toxic masculinity is usually rooted in insecurity it’s very basic and maybe obvious

It won’t change I promise Goodnight

Understood

I’m not interested in having kids anyways

Evil

I see you’re kind and trying to be helpful, but I view it differently

My issues are in my nature I think

This is too simple and black and white. Many men want relationships and family too

lol i thought about it today i would be too traumatized from the pain probably

It was in my past. This last year I have stopped the daydreaming. Ofc I feel the way I am is because of my issues mentally, feeling disconnected. And that didn’t come from outside conditioning

I am stoic and indifferent towards everything except physical suffering. It’s not something I try or want to be, it’s how I am. When I used to masturbate and watch porn in the past I would engage a lot in the imagination of sex I am naturally disengaged i don’t try. It doesn’t achieve intensity quite the opposite. I didn’t understand what you said anyways.

Maybe the self arose that way. I don’t know. But for the person it seems to just plop up during childhood . That’s what I think he talks about, how it appears in one persons lifetime. I don’t think he denies science as a relative truth

He didn’t say it’s a concept he said it’s an experience/appearance which id agree I call it a “sense”