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Once a spirit visited me during sleep paralysis and I realized I’m not alone I have been watched

I liked religion and social science

Yea good idea

@Someone here I understand what you’re saying but it’s still intellectual to me

Sight , sound , physical sensation are all senses, they are experienced = sensed, sensing = experiencing. To sense= to experience. We both experience ourselves as an object and are the experiencer (the subject) kinda I think. We are both aware of ourselves and of other objects. The self is special in that way Maybe I’m making zero sense

@Max1993 Sometimes we need to move on from some friends if they aren’t cooperating @Schizophonia talks about Joe dispenza too, I’m open to it What is your spiritual account?

@Someone here It’s all intellectual for me

You can speak in absolute terms if you want sure. I meant the intellectual belief of there being no free will doesn’t have to make you passive

That’s not how “there being no free will”works, there’s still an appearance of free will so the person can make choices , the realization of there being no free will doesn’t change the sense of it

Yea that would be cool id probably have questions for him

Nice

I think my lineage is Christianity too yes. I support Jesus but I see good messages in several religions based on what I learned in school. How do you mean he was “hovering over you day and night”?

I find it works that way usually too it’s fine

In high school yes. It was boring and difficult That’s cool if it’s true

Disposable vape with like 500 puffs with a flavor to it I need to know, does it show as a transaction on your bank account when you withdraw money? I don’t wanna try it in case it does

That’s cool. May I ask why you prefer Jesus over the other prophets?

I don’t know the answer. On a relative level if we investigate reality (like scientists do) then everything got a mechanism, but they aren’t able to get to the root mechanism, it just keeps going, mechanism behind every mechanism so on. That’s how reality SEEMS to work. But let’s say there is only what is immediately appearing, then maybe what’s appearing has no substance, it’s empty, just looks solid, then maybe it has no actual mechanism behind it, it’s just appearing by itself. So it could be anything but in this moment it is by randomness appearing for you the particular way it’s appearing I don’t know this I’m just theorizing. I wanna do psychedelics

A 15 euro coffe brewer I wonder what the sport does i have also done that.

I’ll check them out Who’s live event you went to? That’s so cool did you feel a resonance ?

Out of them I’ve watched jim, Tony and roes i like jim i like Lisa cairns too

Haha some time I will. Ok lol

What’s some speakers you like?

Cool because my reflections get me nowhere it’s just my mind spinning around. I need psychedelics

You write well here atleast

Some talk of the self like it’s a concept , some not. I don’t think it’s a concept at it’s core . If you “think” you’re the complete experience then yes it’s on concept level but for the self to actually dissolve and then there is only “this “ left sounds like a big shift to me. For you to “be everything” there has to be a breaking of boundaries, so to me the two things seem the same, when there’s “only this” like non dualists say, and the openness you talk about. We have a different view of the non dualists. Maybe depends on who you listen to. Some of them I resonate with some not