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Yea I know this goes beyond the conceptual, but for now I’m stuck in conceptual not gonna lie. That’s very obvious to me. I wanna do psychedelics and breathwork to see what that can do. I have shed many layers to self but it seems the last layer I can’t shed it’s like rock solid imagination of my brain

What is that?

And you say it’s the absence of limits

Im pretty sure I’ve never experienced that, but it shows how imaginary the identity can be

I don’t know if I’ve had an awakening but I had a massive shift April 2023. I have no attachments left. My life is very simple, I just do what I have then I do what I want with the rest of my time. No pressure. I like the simple life.

No but I notice sense of self is different in dreams. It’s like softer and more emotional

To me it seems I exist all the time because I imagine myself so much. I’m not sure though. if I ask myself, “what am I” , I’d point to my head…

I don’t laugh much nowadays maybe I should…

It’s beyond the idea of non duality…you don’t wanna be stuck on mind level exactly

The true realization is the hard part..

That’s the goal…

The psychopath murdering its victim is enjoying himself while the victim is suffering

Hahaha I limit dessert to the weekends, but sometimes I wanna reduce it even more. As I said I don’t feel any negative effect from it, but id still like to optimize my diet even more

Hahah that’s why I wrote “a little junk”. I haven’t eaten an entire tub in one sitting so I wouldn’t know how I’d feel I have eaten a lot of food and dessert in one sitting though for example I was at a family gathering recently that had a buffet. What happens is that I feel full and bloated but that’s because the stomach stretches and is full of food so it’s fine

Why is it suddenly okay to torture someone when it’s for “a good cause” ? Smh imagine if you was Jesus getting crucified .

If Jesus was all his life fully identified with the human ego where did he get all his wisdom and preaching from?

Haha right

Do you have a forum in your mind😂

Sincerity moderator wrote under the post about woman being groped by women: “I truly believe the forum should be more strict with what it tolerates - especially the utter bullshitters, those who are here to just fuck around or spout low quality replies, and those who propel drama. But every coin has two sides. Stricter moderation is, I guess, more authoritarian. And everyone has different views on what is noxious to the community. My views will not be aligned with others’. Basically the overall direction of moderation is only up to Leo - and that’s good, since it’s his platform. What’s also an interesting argument against the more authoritarian attitude - and this is not something Leo has said anywhere, but something I was thinking about - is whether a lower-quality user generating a lot of engagement is better than the user not being here. I realize this is complicated and that a lower-quality user can make the higher-quality ones go away, but on the other hand engagement is the pulse of the forum. So for example, take someone who posts a lot, they do have some wisdom and share it sometimes but 98% just fucks around - are they better for the life of the forum or no? Or an utter bullshitter who creates considerable traffic with the threads they create. Better if they are here or no? I think it’s a matter of assessing what choice leads to overall higher quality and engagement. Also, overall, deciding to what degree the quality in the forum should be prioritized over engagement. It might sound controversial and one could say „of course quality should be prioritized 10x more!!!!” but is that really ALWAYS the right choice? Tricky dynamics. What’s important to contemplate is what is best for the overall system. And to be clear: I’m NOT saying that Preety being here was good. I think she wasn’t. I’m saying that moderation is complex, and interesting.” @SchizophoniaDo you think he is thinking of our silly blood pudding talk? Jk we don’t mess around so much…

Am I really comparing a gamer in his moms basement immersed in his game to non duality 💀💀💀

@yetineti one can do both, even at the same time😆

@yetineti 😂ok

@Yimpa 😂

Infinite love includes all the horrors too. So it’s not all nice

I’ll eat you then. Enjoy becoming a turd