Sugarcoat

I love these juicy topics. Right up my alley It’s things like this that would keep me up at night as a child. I would imagine being stuck in eternity and living through the most horrible reincarnations I’m sorry man, but I do believe it’s pretty bad out here in infinity I kinda believe that anything could exist. But on the other hand, could it really? Or does something have to have a certain “logic” behind it to exist. In the way our particular reality seems bound by rules and has certain mechanism and everything being connected. Like it couldn’t be just the most random scenario. Also, just because something is possible, does it mean that it actually exists somewhere? Maybe everything is possible, but does it mean everything exists? Regarding your question. It’s not like god(reality) is this entity with choice. So I wouldn’t say it can choose what to be. It just is. Why you think god has a will? It kinda sounds religious. Also, speaking of eternity. I have wondered. Could an incarnation be forever? Like a forever hell realm. Or will infinity always change the form sooner or later? I don’t know. It’s a scary thought

Sounds good

Yea that’s the major shift, the unrealness

I don’t know what u mean 😅

Waking up to me is the end of being identified with the ego. And I feel I am not close to that

I am behind my eyes

Just everyday stuff for the common person

Yea right I assumed you still had a self (like I do) hehe

No self realization, or self dissolution, (I write them separately because maybe it’s possible to realize no self without dissolving the self, it seems like two things because in my case for example I’ve dissolved a lot of my self but haven’t realized no self) especially permanent, is pretty fucking radical . Let’s not pretend it’s not

Yea there could be various forms of awakenings. I am just sometimes interested in hearing people describe them more closely (if it’s possible) to see if I can draw parallels to my own experiences

How is that chasing definitions. I just asked because the sense of self is the sense of duality so if you realized infinity that seems to include some kind of seeing through/collapse (can be temporary) of the self. In my little experience . Like when I took 5 Meo the boundary between me and the rest got blurred

Yea I’ll try. And see if the suicidal thoughts win at last

I try to change my mindset into better one it has helped a little bit

How you know where I’m at 🤣 I take no offense btw

@shree do you feel taking psychedelics helped you later have those moments sober? Was it a collapse of your sense of self?

How are your enlightenment experiences? What where they caused by?

@Leo Gura Ok tnx

What is higher vs lower state of consciousness? Is it a matter of more or less ego?

@Schizophonia 😂😂😂

“Increases my prolactin” are we thinking the same thing😏🍒 Thansk for the tip Ok I stop

Ok got it

@Leo Gura isn’t deep dreamless sleep UNconsciosuness? So it’s not a state of consciousness

They think they’re shooting for no self/enlightement but what they actually subconsciously want is a big fat ego boost to their spiritual ego to be able to say “look I’m enlightened”

@Schizophonia didn’t you say diary makes you autistic or something 🤣

Hahah thanks. As I said I’m not in COMPLETE emptiness Because I still have a, what I would call, a “subtle” ego left. But it is like im close to emptiness. Rupert spira has said there’s two steps to enlightenment. First you awaken to yourself as nothingness, empty awareness, but it’s still separate from the rest, then the nothingness merges with everything and it’s no longer empty it’s full. So maybe you’re onto something