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Maybe you’re not revealing it in a charming way so it just comes off as weird

Anxiolytics meaning to combat anxiety? So they put you in flow states? 5 Meo dmt seems to me not related to flow states but it’s like a direct attack on the structure of the self

It costed but not much at all.

I could say that about other things in my life so I can understand

You got me there

I remember when I was in psych ward too. It was pretty chill, you got to chill all day, take walks, wear their comfy clothes (I even asked them if I could buy their cozy pants but I couldn’t) you get served pretty decent food and there’s a cafeteria you can go to . lol I lowkey wanna go back. Nah jk

Beautifully written as usual Would you say that the sense of self can be intact as a structure/form, yet it’s simultaneously seen through as not absolutely real, so one is abiding in the “substance”, the limitless, and seeing from the absolute perspective while sense of self is still intact? So it’s like everything is the same but it’s just “seen through” ? Or sense of self has to dissolve as a structure to be able to see the absolute?

Ok😆

What was wrong lol

Or contemplate the contemplator, that’s deep too

@UnbornTao Theres so much to contemplate…

I don’t know what you mean by returning closer to the self, and dissolving the upper layers. I have experienced dissolution of layers to the self.

Good for you Yea I don’t know why it seemed to help. I dont think it helps nowadays though I try to embrace the pain of exercise but it’s hard

I am no expert in this but i think this is quite polarizing. Some will think it’s off putting some will think it’s funny, I don’t know which group will dominate Maybe my answer lacks depth but I couldn’t think of much else

I was going to edit my post to say that it’s also in a way an interpretation, so yes I agree!

@DavinoLet’s say a severe case you get bullied in school by several people. I do believe that what they say can only hurt you if you somehow are insecure in it yourself, so for example if they point out your physical appearance, if you have no problem with how you look it won’t hurt you. But what can happen though is you can get very angry and irritated at the mistreatment and feel sad and exhausted because your boundaries are being overstepped and you feel unsafe and not respected. But that’s not really a matter of taking what they say personally, you’re just reacting at the mistreatment as a whole, not feeling hurt by particular things they say. That is reasonable and human.

It was very clear. I agree for the most part. I don’t know how to counter the first part of what you said, so I’ll let it be

Solid post In my experience one thing to help not to feel offended by others is to have your own standard in your mind for yourself that you follow. So you asses yourself and you are the one who has the most important opinion, not what someone else thinks And self awareness ties to this. So if you’re self aware enough nobody can surprise you with saying something they noticed about you, because you’re already aware of it. They can only feed the self image you already have . Or not, because you already feed it yourself

Yea but think like this. Okay maybe there isn’t something that “passes on” . But if this life could appear from my perspective, why , in ETERNITY wouldn’t another kind of life appear again from my perspective? Makes no sense that one life would be all there is all of eternity

I sometimes think to myself ok maybe my life is bad and occasionally I get suicidal thoughts but imagine how much more worse another reincarnation can be in the next lifetime (if there’s such a thing), like medieval torture chamber victim. Who knows what can happen so better not speed it up. Infinity is creative 😂

I can relate. I deal with suicidal thoughts too sometimes. What I try to do to combat that is develop my mindset, to calm my internal world down and deal with my problem better. It seems extremely hard to awaken. You could do extreme practice or psychedelic but the first can be very taxing and requires discipline I think everyone has the right to end their life sometimes life can be unbearable. But we can try to make life better to our best capacity . What happens after death we don’t know, so can’t count on that.

Is reincarnation true? Let’s look at it. When we think of infinite mind/consciousness (reality) dreaming, we think of it in the context of this one life, as in reality is dreaming “my life”. But what if reality can dream several lives, connected to each other through reincarnation, so reality is dreaming a reality of reincarnation, but reality isn’t bound to reincarnation, it’s a dream WITHIN reality. So basically what I’m saying is that reincarnation might be true, but it’s a RELATIVE truth, it’s a dream within reality, just like “my life”, it’s a dream out of the infinite dreams reality can dream, so it’s not an absolute truth. Basically this idea of reality being a dream is not limited to “your life” it can apply across lifetimes. Maybe I’m sounding obvious lol

I don’t know how meaning is when you’re from the absolute pov..

Ok Thats discipline

Haha who knows…