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Typical no one’s to give cold replies. But in this case I’m a someone

I wish death was never ending unconsciousness . Imagine all the horrible reincarnations you will go through . Medieval torture machine. And it’s called “unconditional love” . Smh. Fuck this shit. I wanna be dead forever.

I’ve noticed no words shake my reality. I think about these things every day but nothing changes

Once a spirit visited me during sleep paralysis and I realized I’m not alone I have been watched

I liked religion and social science

Yea good idea

@Someone here I understand what you’re saying but it’s still intellectual to me

Sight , sound , physical sensation are all senses, they are experienced = sensed, sensing = experiencing. To sense= to experience. We both experience ourselves as an object and are the experiencer (the subject) kinda I think. We are both aware of ourselves and of other objects. The self is special in that way Maybe I’m making zero sense

@Max1993 Sometimes we need to move on from some friends if they aren’t cooperating @Schizophonia talks about Joe dispenza too, I’m open to it What is your spiritual account?

@Someone here It’s all intellectual for me

You can speak in absolute terms if you want sure. I meant the intellectual belief of there being no free will doesn’t have to make you passive

That’s not how “there being no free will”works, there’s still an appearance of free will so the person can make choices , the realization of there being no free will doesn’t change the sense of it

Yea that would be cool id probably have questions for him

Nice

I think my lineage is Christianity too yes. I support Jesus but I see good messages in several religions based on what I learned in school. How do you mean he was “hovering over you day and night”?

I find it works that way usually too it’s fine

In high school yes. It was boring and difficult That’s cool if it’s true

Disposable vape with like 500 puffs with a flavor to it I need to know, does it show as a transaction on your bank account when you withdraw money? I don’t wanna try it in case it does

That’s cool. May I ask why you prefer Jesus over the other prophets?

I don’t know the answer. On a relative level if we investigate reality (like scientists do) then everything got a mechanism, but they aren’t able to get to the root mechanism, it just keeps going, mechanism behind every mechanism so on. That’s how reality SEEMS to work. But let’s say there is only what is immediately appearing, then maybe what’s appearing has no substance, it’s empty, just looks solid, then maybe it has no actual mechanism behind it, it’s just appearing by itself. So it could be anything but in this moment it is by randomness appearing for you the particular way it’s appearing I don’t know this I’m just theorizing. I wanna do psychedelics

A 15 euro coffe brewer I wonder what the sport does i have also done that.

I’ll check them out Who’s live event you went to? That’s so cool did you feel a resonance ?

I have wondered that too Im weirder than you I swear😝 But we do have a few similarities My mind can be very blank I actually live a very simple life. I just work, exercise, look at my phone, try to eat healthy, get 15 k steps in a day. Idk if that’s “leisurely” but I just described pretty much all my life to you. I don’t force myself to do things I don’t like. That’s one of the reason I don’t do hardcore practices like meditation, I could and I have done but I don’t feel a strong desire for it, but I’d like to try more psychedelics. I feel alien there too alcohol doesn’t change me it just kinda makes everything different in my perception but I can’t explain it i don’t think those thoughts because I like to dance! But yea humanity is strange! Its not very healthy and fresh no😆

People seem to be in the flow at the club vibing and I’m just outside it

Out of them I’ve watched jim, Tony and roes i like jim i like Lisa cairns too