Sugarcoat

@Schizophonia I swear if I lived alone I’d create a stash of all sorts of things for myself. *police raids apartment and Natalia is forced to move back to her parents in utter shame*

There is a group of people who gain hope from religion

It’s like hidden gems… Its crazy to me how someone could feel pain without suffering it

*tries to explain to parents how weed-looking bud in her room is technically legal* Collecting means collecting. Like you collect stuff. I don’t know why someone would collect those substances lol…. Ok but it still looks hella sus even if it’s legal What is popper You mean the website you sent me a link to? Because I was talking about the Swedish website I was first mentioning

I am fascinated by people who have suffered a lot, what has kept them going because I notice I tend to resort sometimes to suicidal thinking when I face challenges so I’m confused about what keeps other people going. Theres something respectable about someone who has suffered a lot. It’s like there comes something deep from it, some kind of wisdom sometimes

It’s hard to stomach but I’m open to it

Ok cool. I might experiment Workouts is the only way I suffer so might as well experiment with it Yea

Cool but everything they sell on the website is legal. Thc-a is supposed to be precursor to thc. Google says it turns into thc upon heating lol shouldn’t it be easy to just smoke it like regular joint then. I read somewhere it could be used for “collecting” Don’t understand HHC is illegal here. Thc too but it’s like a limit of much thc something can contain and it’s very low like almost negligible amounts They have really cool stuff on the website I looked up I’d like to explore substances

Yea maybe

My head is already quite empty

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I think it’s fine as long as you’re aware of it being in the dream. So it’s like right now I am aware that I’m in operating from the dual dream. So you’re not fooling yourself.

Yea right. That’s why I’m open to different perspectives. There’s different ways of talking about the absolute

Anything cool about those? Cool I didn’t find on website where it says how to use it. They just say “we don’t take responsibility over how you use this” 😂lmao it’s all sus. It says tho “is not allowed to be prepared, portioned and in oil or another way”. I don’t know what they include in “another way “ I don’t get at all what it’s aimed to be used for Here’s a link https://smoketower.com/dod-thc-a-potpurri-super-lemon-18-25 It was before when I ordered it and they found my stuff and threw it away

So spot on

I think a kind of natural niceness comes from your own wellbeing, but you don’t have to do extra beyond basic respect and manners, meaning going out of your way to be nice. That’s not necessary. So a natural niceness doesn’t have to pay off because it’s a reflection of your internal state, it’s how you carry yourself it doesn’t have to benefit you. Being nice in a natural well mannered respectable way (not the extra way) shouldn’t be an outstanding quality of yours, but rather just how you naturally are, the bare minimum.

@Schizophonia Do you know anything about THC-A? There is a website called smoketower which is the biggest “headshop” in the nordics . All of their products are legal in Sweden it says and they sell many things including THC-A. It’s like a non psychoactive compound but it becomes thc upon heating. It makes zero sense lol how could that be legal if it’s so easily made into thc. I saw thc-a on their website but I don’t get how it’s supposed to be used. Couldn’t you just buy it legally then heat it up to make thc LMAO😂 Btw I have ordered from that website before (a dab rig) so I know it’s legit

I’ve been wondering lately if there is some truth to this detoxing thing

@Schizophonia understood

And how do you know that 😏😏 🥖

Yea I also resonate with some non dual talkers who emphasize that it’s hopeless, nothing to get etc because there’s no you to get it. That’s how it is in the absolute sense. But it seems that in the relative domain, in our normal life, it can happen that the self structure can soften or partially dissolve. That’s kinda what I feel happened to me. So it’s like the self seems to have many “layers” to it, it’s thick and dense, and layers can shed. But it’s still mileeees away from the total absence.

It’s one thing to know the idea about this all being a narrative vs actually seeing through it. The latter seems the hard part

Damn that’s tough❤️. I can overthink suffering in my mind too. And wonder to myself how others can seem so chill about it, but maybe it’s just how they seem on the outside, can’t know how they are on the inside unless you explicitly ask. I wonder to myself if resistance causes suffering or is suffering something inherent. So is a negative emotion or physical pain inherently suffering , or is it the resistance to it (something the mind does) that causes the suffering? Maybe I should make a post about it

lol it’s just funny Lol I am pretty sure it’s not like that in Sweden that even sounds illegal. Maybe in pervert france

Do you also have this problem of imagining yourself suffering in your mind when you are presented challenges and it’s like your imagination is worse than it actually is? Maybe just me