Sugarcoat

I been thinking this, everyone is living within their little bubble, their little perspective on the world, although a lot of bubbles can be similar to others because people can have similar conditioning. It’s extremely difficult to escape this bubble because it’s almost your entire reality

When I lost my libido and most of my sense of self dating became a non issue because I no longer have any desire for it whatsoever, like how you gonna be in relationship if you barely feel you exist, LOL there’s almost no sense of interaction at that point #escape the matrix

It just means ” listened to it again “ stop overthinking 😑

I did also in the past but then I revisited the song

Rigorous scientific study

That’s the vibe

What you felt here was the blood rushing towards the periphery of your body due to the elevated heart rate from running #materialistparadigmexplanation #partypooper

That’s crazy I’ve been listening to this song recently

Yea I don’t know if I believe there’s something beyond that, that isn’t on the relative level. But what do I know. I don’t have the direct experience to prove/disprove it

LOL did someone just say non duality is easy and non-threatening. There’s nothing casual about your existence being an illusion and there being only oneness/infinity/nothingness/everything. That is one of the most, if not the most, radical things to realize.

Love can be in “low conscious “ manner too I believe. Like a murderer could love the act of killing. But I think I agree, the weaker the ego the easier love is. That’s why mystics/yogis can be so loving . A person could form an ego around being loving, but most egos tend to have a darker backside still, so it’s not the same as the ego less love. Yea I think I agree with you mostly

It’s because it’s hard finding the right girl. So this will be the case for most girls. Or humans in general. It’s very rare but I believe it’s possible to find a woman who also seeks “truth” similarly to you who you’d resonate with You can also think about how you prioritize in your life. As long as you have an ego your interactions with others will be on the ego/dream level. This you have to be honest with yourself about. So most of the time you’re living in the dream like everybody else. But you prioritize truth, and maybe that’s your highest priority, but you could also if you find it important, to make space for egoic desires. Like sex and relationships. And allow those to be on dream level so you don’t expect your partner to align with your truth seeking. It’s a matter of how you prioritize it in your life, a relationship won’t give you permanent bliss, nothing on the worldly level will, but you can still value the short term and more long term (yet still not permanent) happiness it can give. And since it’s on the dream level for you , you accept that your partner is operating on dream level. Then if you one day find the truth and things like relationships are no longer on dream level for you, that is something that has to happen within you, and once it happens nobody outside yourself can pull you back into the dream, so maybe it won’t matter if partner is in the dream because it won’t affect you

It’s worth it Maybe My favorite ice cream Youre welcome

Who knows Same. I’m not here to prove myself

Luckily I have no sleep issues. The only thing is that I can sleep for a long time on weekends and it can feel like I’m wasting time People don’t notice without looking closely on fingers It can be but I feel clearly that I don’t have anxiety believe it or not

It’s the cafe called espresso house Yea i like it too

lol I thought this would happen I also felt like letting go of beliefs/attachments was a gradual process I like rustic vibe LOL I just started biting my nails😂I didn’t in the past. And I bite the skin around them too that I’ve done for years. Damn it doesn’t look good Im not anxious for me it’s just habit of biting and picking. Maybe it’s partly genetic because my mom does it very vigorously too

Illegal combo

I dont know because im not enlightened but maybe there is a difference between you could realize non duality, and thats the same as realizing nothingness (because nothing has no border) but then what’s missing is that everythingness, so the next step is to realize everything, oneness. Maybe I’m wrong as I said I don’t know but I’ve heard something along those lines

83: Today I went to a market in my town. I like such things it’s nice to view even if I’m not gonna buy anything today as I’m on a budget. They had jewelry, second hand clothing, etc and plenty of food trucks with food from all over the world, from Asia and Africa etc. Some day I wanna try something . I’m currently alone but its a nice activity if you have company too

Ok I understand. Thanks

Are you asexual? I personally don’t care about not being able to have sex, date, be in relationships etc so Im okay with that. But I am not okay with my issues, if that makes sense. Like I’m not okay with the problems I have, but I am okay with one of the consequence of those problems being having no sexuality.

Yea I can’t be with anyone either so I understand

*hot feminine woman approaches valentin* Valentin : sorry I haven’t perfected my sleeping routine yet, so I haven’t actualized my full self yet so I am not deserving of your love

Just find a girl who is willing to suck your d and you just lay back and relax half asleep. tada problem solved. jk