Sugarcoat

Yea and it's logical too. When I was younger I thought of how if you draw a line in the middle of a paper, you could say the line is the boundary between the two halves, but then if you zoom in on the line, its broader so then the middle of it, is the boundary. And you can keep going forever, zooming in more and more, so I thought how it doesn't make sense there could be separation because where would exact boundary be. And that was just on logic level for me as I said.

But the scientists not acting like it tho..

You have a very strong presence on this forum. Personally, irregardless of how I'm perceived, I imagine I´d feel uncomfortable sharing such explicit things. How does that work for you, if you'd like to share. "But in background there is not a wounded psyche", maybe it answers my question already but still. Anyways it's special to read, it sounds really intense, like I have hard time imagining being able to suffer through all of that without you know... trying to exit (no pun intended) . But thats just how my mind works

Thats like scientific actually

Because I smell ego

Preeeeachh

Micdrop🎤 #boom 🧘🏻‍♀️

You seem to have come to some kind of final conclusion here, I guess that was point of thread so this kinda ties it all together dont you think. 👍🏻👍🏻

One thing that can put people “off” is precisely this “holding back” thing you're doing internally and the assumptions and expectations associated with this inner conflict you have regarding your self expression. Thats all inner world activity that is going to affect the outer expression, but also its “emitting information” that others can pick up on, beyond the words. Noticed I said “internally, inner, self” . Your problem is a you thing deep down.

I know too little about that stuff I was thinking of the Middle East when I wrote my replies but then realized maybe im off track. I had a thought tho and its that , the people fighting, I dont think they were that spiritual I mean look at religious people today, so yes I think crusades etc were in fact very materialistically driven meaning people are quite "physical plane level existence per default" kind of way, I dont have motivation to reword that

Mr worldwide

Its trying

I remember seeing that guy on YouTube years back, funny watching someone describe the community from the outside in humorous way

I think its rare someone watching has that experience actually

Which? Saying its "beautiful" or my earlier replies?

Ok I thought you didnt like whenever you are in some state of self, and I think its based on remembering you've talked about how if you feel closed then you feel miserable or something (if I remember correctly), so thats why I said that, as if you feeling "bored" was when youre in the more "self" state but since you talk about the absolute so much then I just mentioned the absolute state because I have this assumption that if you are accessing the absolute on regular basis then your "self state" will end up transformed too, so "boredom" will barely be experienced anymore. But maybe the word means something different to you than for most people idk

Ok 👍🏻

If replying to people you agree with is "useless", what's the use then in just posting comments that nobody replies to?

Ok, I mean you're quite accurate here with your target audience somehow, because the guys in this section are closer to those in the video than some spiritual guy right

Im talking about overall impression from all ive seen you posting. Its very spontaneous yes, so im not fully sure myself if its true either . You might not have written to me directly much but you write often so its still visible to anyone, it shows something

Yea it must be true what you're saying, you have such a special mind right, that you know all your assumptions about people are facts based on your life experiences, that you really didnt fully experience, because I bet back then you were also judging the people you saw, so they were either just confirming your judgments or kinda filtered away from your conscious if they didn't feed your assumptions, must be a nice place in there, you seem pretty content somehow, I guess thats what happens when you aren't aware of anything outside it

Beautifully put😄

How you "bored" in the absolute? There you go.

It’s sweaty there, I feel my eardrums gonna explode, someone tries to talk by screaming in your ear, it’s crowded, so I’m quite good at that

Some people it’s almost as if no words penetrate, especially online. They’re like in a loop within themselves I’m not surprised you’re in the Netherlands, I always got good vibes from there