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Dont 😬😁

I thought maybe I am "too much" with my jokes sometimes directed at people but nice that you didnt seem feel that You seem more spiritual than Bryan , so maybe you are the OG actually, and he should learn from you . Im giving you business ideas here do you see 😆 Its cool to have different unique perspectives here, Im very into health myself so if I come up with a question sometime Ill consider asking you as you seem youve been going into the nitty gritty details of it, even if all the numbers etc are a bit difficult to understand sometimes 🫡

Now back to the question "How do you know that" forreal this time😂 At least the Vegan guy would like what u just said maybe ,so theres something to vibe over despite all the arguments....

Yea I agree just because someone is enlightened doesn't mean theyre the best at articulating it, they might be in "no self" state but they can still be underdeveloped in some ways in their human.

Look in the mirror instead, same thing

AHHAHHA I have become more and more able to see good in people I think, its not about you "pleasing me" 😆 Hanging is good sometimes but not too much....Dont know why u feel need to bring in details about me in your replies sometimes

I like the oppenness you convey here. That experience you describe sounds really enriching. I can relate to what you said about having positive experience of writing in this forum, it was definitely not like that for me a lot of the time, but recently yes. It does something special internally when we articulate ourselves in a way that feels true to us, without forcing it too much. I didnt quite get what you meant with the very last part of the last sentence but its fine

Maybe some future time, for now I feel its enough with that point 😄

Mm its kind of you to show that care, it makes sense why he feels safe around you

I think I understand what youre saying here with your reasoning and your mindset about your lifestyle, and I agree some points you made. I dont think it's really touching what I said tho, but thats ok.

Maybe if you talk to a girl sometime and you feeling a little something, you could tell her exactly what you just wrote 😂 If you find that you do truly believe that, then you could OWNNNNN it totally, maybe she will like the genuine expression. Or im just a weirdo, because im not really thrown off by these things, id rather a guy be "confidently insecure" than "insecurely confident" if you get what im saying HAHHHHAHAHAAH. Dont trust me when it comes to applying it to other women tho

I think its you who is the "hypersensitive" one here tbh 😬

I think that term is a bit weird, I see it as just variation in how peoples psyches work

It's genuinely interesting to read your responses sometimes because you have a unique perspective on this forum, and in general. I mean your lifestyle yes but also the fact you dont come off as "douchey" or "toxic", so I dont get any particular negative vibe from your responses. But still I feel theres something that feels "off", not that its wrong or worse than others here who stick to only a few partners, but rather that maybe theres something youre not aware of. I thought about what Leo said about "horizontal vs vertical". I got the sense that the way you go about sexuality is more so horizontal in the way that youre doing it so much with so many women. Meanwhile vertical would be going really deep with fewer women. Not saying Leo meant that with that phrasing but im drawing the parallel there. So that last sentence you wrote has some misunderstanding I think , I believe it is possible to go so deep sexually with fewer people that you satisfy that need ("fewer" as in less than youre doing, doesn't have to mean necessarily something super small like 3 people ) . And then perhaps find a long term partner. Because yes you might be attracted to those women, physically and you like the vibe, but maybe if you found fewer women who you connected with on really deep level, then maybe it would be more profound sexual experience and more satisfactory than with a lot of them . Maybe next time you feel sexual you could try: "can I just enjoy this feeling without it turning into action necessarily". And see what happens. Something to do with, building up the sexuality more strongly inside you instead of always acting out Im speaking from my mind now, its not based on much experience at all, so you can be skeptical to what I say ahahahahahhaha

Oh so I thought … but it is truly this one special disease like devils design. Also the fact that it’s in the head, must feel claustrophobic asf Sorry I won’t derail further

Where you heard that disease from? I have this thing where I just think about that one in particular from time to time because it’s the most horrible I’ve heard

@LordFall You must have had some kind of infinite libido awakening😂

+ some kind of VIP access to the absolute. Got it

Depends on what you mean, if youre looking for that feeling of existing or if youre looking to be a certain way Do you feel it's hard to pay attention to the world around you? I can relate to that

Yea its that openness

Those exacttt words are what I have thought in my mind when I have read your detailed intricate descriptions of the nature of reality and the "cosmos" ☠️ Just causal everyday observations for you I guess 😂😂😂

Yea hes definitely showing that he feels hurt, and its difficult when its hard to pinpoint how much of it is just a child being emotional in their own mind vs reacting to something actually serious and potentially traumatic that happens. Regardless, it still matters, as you say. So yea the family situation could contribute. Maybe if he and you and some others that are close to him too, could sit down somewhere and maybe ask him or just let him talk himself out, maybe that could make it more clear, if you feel theres more he could share, idk

That sounds like a state that is becoming more and more effortless If you dont mind, for how long has this been going on for you, this process? Im asking because the way you describe, I can relate to the descriptions, except that knowing of the "unrealness" of self. Thats why im curious. As you say "understanding of how this sense of self becomes so prevalent in each body/mind". Yea ive noticed how when things shifts in me then it also changes how I experience others and what kind of "self" I pick up/sense from them, and naturally I think about how it all works . Yea it makes sense that the kind of change you describe would help your parenthood 😄

That happened to me when I went to bed a set time too, but it can be difficult to balance when you know you have to wake up a certain time... Ok I see I have not done "yoga" in the conventional term either except for some basic class way back in high school as part of PE class. But I have done large amounts of movement, dynamic stretching etc, because I have felt the desire and impulse to fix these uncomfortable sensations I feel in my body . I didn't follow instructions, I have just done what felt good physically, noticing what movement releases what muscles etc etc Upon quick googling I would say that it could be considered some form of yoga what I have been doing. You mention the "seems to stir up energetic process in body". I did experience that during same time period of doing this. I did movements in past too but extra lately. I dont think its the number one cause but theres def connection there Does that "energetic process" seem profound for you? Or do you think meditation rather really got that depth youre looking for? For me, my experience of reality and myself has transformed completely over these past months, and this "energy" thing seems to be foundation of that One perspective that I can add that I don't remember having heard about, is how: The better the physical state of your body is, the more you're able to detach from it and go deeper into your mind. I know I am sensitive to the sensations in my body, but this is something I have experienced. When I feel uncomfortable in my body it's like it is taking my attention automatically. And yes, it happens sometimes that if I go into a good state/flow state in my mind, then that can be strong enough to override the bodily discomfort and I can "forget" my body a bit. But this ability is still limited. I noticed lets say after doing exercises and movements, and I felt good in my body, then I when I would engage my mind (listening to music for example or even writing something) then I would be able to go deeper and more effortlessly into the "flow state", in more intense way, because discomfort in my body wasn't taking my attention to my body anymore in those moments I dont know how a super healthy person feels in their body, but I bet a lot of people have some degree of discomfort regularly. So I do think this could apply to people even if they aren't experiencing it so intensely like me

Why not both?