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Idk if it seems we are so focused on you, its just good overall to have this discussion out in public, because even in spiritual forum that is supposedly so radical, and people are open to "absolute infinity", and "infinite possibilities", but no, not even one single psychic experience amongst billions and billions of people has ever occurred. It's complete bullshit right, yea definitely, all there is are people with rock solid selves having rock solid experiences of reality, everything else is utter bullshit if it cant be proven by tangible concrete method

@Breakingthewall Ok nice sharing your perspective.

Scary telepathy thoughts😂😂😂😂

The subject. You don’t have to be perfectly clear of self deception to have clarity for yourself about an unusual experience. The example experience I gave in that bookmarked reply was vaguely described, I’ll write it here again from memory. It was 3 years ago. I laid in bed sleeping I entered state between sleep and wakefulness In my mind I saw digital message and who it was from, in specific format I heard a voice read the first sentence I felt a soft wave of energy come over me, seemed like theirs somehow Then I woke up right after, went on my phone, as I said no notification turned on, and I found the message, sent a few minutes ago from them The sentence that was read to me was the first sentence in that message on my phone. It was not connected to what we were previously chatting about, and also it was very unique in general. I remember it to this day. Thanks It seems people define solipsism differently. I haven’t looked into it much but I didn’t mean what I said in solipsistic way. I meant that I interpreted what you wrote as in you saying: yes theres an external reality and others but we dont access/perceive it ~how it actually is~ but rather we perceive, or mostly at least, our own projection, along those lines. I would agree in a way but I’m the type to say yes everything we experience is limited to our own perception, but it can be more or less aligned with how reality actually is, more or less “pure”, so we can indeed “access” reality (whatever experience we are having) but not all the way to 100% as long as we have sense of self, but still to a higher degree of clear perception than what you seem to describe, that’s my idea of things for now. Perceiving someone and getting some feeling or other type of sensation that arises in yourself internally, and interpreting it as some vibe/energy from that person. That is one thing. It’s another thing to perceive someone, and perceiving an energy (the word energy in particular being used intentionally here) that appears not in you, but in their body, exactly where they are located. Basically, if you see a chair in the same room as you in front of you, yes you could say the image of the chair is generated within and projected out, so it’s “internal” in that sense (idk these neurological mechanisms but kinda) But you are still perceiving the chair as being outside of you in front of you. Just like I said, the experience isn’t that the chair would arise as an imagine in your mind (internally) but it’s located outside of you. Same with the energetic experience I describe: the energy I perceive is inside their body exactly where they are, not in me. But when I had the experience (thinking of my strongest most obvious one), there was also an energy that arose in my own body simultaneously. But that energy is clearly recognized as being distinct from theirs, it’s my energy, their energy is in their body over there were they are located. It’s just like how you can feel your own presence (using that word in general now as in just feeling like you exist, in your body) and you can feel someone else’s presence (just the sense “someone’s there”) in the room with you, and those two are not occurring internally, they are located each where each body is (as I said talking from subjective pov not how reality may be absolutely) Then simply what I shared was this kind of experience but it’s energetic instead, with an intensity that has never been experienced before with another person. Also not knowing the person before, so not having preconceived notions there This is kinda the best I could describe what I’m trying to say now, based on how I understood your responses or at least tried to, it’s tricky

Yea it takes time for me too to make sense of people I find something stands out about them, irl or online , but online short clips can be really good imo, as they tend to include the main points so sometimes I’ll go and look at some of them from different accounts and it can give nice overview

I don’t think the big companies and institutions etc would care about some woo woo sounding posts here They sometimes even don’t believe scientific things that go a bit outside the convention. For example someone may improve a health condition drastically through lifestyle change and share about it but it’s still not believed

I think you’re underestimating how clear subjective experience can be. I bookmarked my response to Unborntao when he asked me about telepathy, because I gave example of a psychic experience I had there. So feel free to read that one if you want what I consider obvious example. Sounds to me just a lack of experiences of it, and also that it’s hard to prove scientifically (idk if they’ve tried). I don’t know what you’re guessing. Some in society seem to use word “energy” as in a kind of sum of a persons aesthetic, personality, body language etc. Thats more what I call “vibe”. I mean energy as in the most literal way of the word, you can feel it (our own is most accessible ime) Do you believe what you experience of others (overall) is all your own projection or is that what you’re saying? That you’re not able to access and experience something beyond that, a cleaner perception of them? And I still mean in dualistic experience. Edit: I just wanna add that, regarding feeling others energies clearly, it’s very rare experience for me, most people I don’t feel anything particular from, some very subtle. About 2 months ago I started to write like you said for myself + writing about other inner stuff, so I am doing that. I don’t feel need to post certain things (for now). Sharing something doesn’t necessarily feel enriching, as some things feel like they’re so “deep inside” that talking about them feels quite empty becuase they’re not sensed/experienced in that “outward” dimension. Also, sharing doesn’t mean it helps anyone or anything. If someone hears about a convincing psychic experience, so what? Most people are not gonna get closer to having them themselves by hearing about it. But it can shift paradigms yes in some cases, so that’s a possibility and can be helpful. I mentioned about the stealing of the words in a joking way lol Ok interesting way to define it there Thanks, I find your posts very smooth to follow along too. Responding is harder but reading is light.

It was winter 2024 I did it, so I don’t remember everything but yes I know I l lost some in heating process or some was left unheated, didn’t manage to achieve large cloud, only a bit, tried about 5 times, managed to get a few times very noticeable fast onset effect but not so strong so that’s why I called it mild. Felt like peak lasted one min max lol. Not sure if that’s normal too. Yes there was almost no border left, but it didn’t add richness in contrast to baseline, only removed, so very “dead” like state. It seemed it was approaching “unconsciousness”. That’s cool you were able to observe the psyches process like that, I called the unraveling “melting” when I tried to describe it in my mind after, but it was so quick seems almost impossible to register So what kind of state is it when you’ve dissolved that regular mental sense of self, then there’s still experience of being behind the eyes in the head (I use word being differently than you here), in the body, but not so thick boundary, then still a structure there, but it feels more purely “neurological”, and you see your minds eye, hear your thoughts and they also are aspect of your sense of self but not “stuck” in a larger mental structure like before. It’s all softer, flowing more, also energies inside that weren’t felt before, also are what you experience yourself as, kinda. So yes still form. And also consciousness for me feels like I’m aware of myself like I described, and also aware of all the rest, so even “consciousness” for me I feel is something innate to myself. But it’s also broad term so it can be used differently But even if I can’t relate directly experimentally to what you wrote, I still find I can kinda imagine what you’re saying, maybe it’s one layer less than what I have now, then so on, just some guess. So that’s why I ask, as I naturally try to make sense of my experience

Yea this inner world stuff has been extremely overwhelming lately, can’t really understand how people answer so effortlessly and fast on these difficult topics, must be nice to have such a “solid and stable sense of self and reality” that it’s what makes sense, easy to explain that stuff just refer to what has already been stated by people who live life from that place and assume it’s all to reality. Could edit more but inner world stuff is distracting me again as usual

And “narcissist”

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You can just save yourself by saying “it’s good for postural alignment"

Towards women in general or women you're attracted to? Maybe your answer could help me understand what is meant when people just write “women”

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂I can’t tell for sure if you’re serious or not, I joked but there’s truth to it at the same time But I have also thought of it forreal, not for purpose of enlightenment but just as a retreat format in general. And I mean a decent prison, for example how I imagine them here in Sweden. Not that I would do it, just happened to have that thought. Because life is just overwhelming with obligations sometimes to the point that for a moment I thought a decent prison sounded like freedom in comparison😂😂😂Crazy what modern life can make us think. Idk really what to answer to your question, but I don’t really believe you want enlightment because if you did you would’ve started deconstructing your self by this point or am I wrong?

Commit crime that puts you into highest security prison cell with death penalty, I think it would be the closest thing to what you’re looking for, because it will be like solo retreat that you can’t escape, then if you still don’t succeed at ego death, they’ll do it for you when you get executed

You’re kinda just throwing around those terms

Why you asking then 😂😂😂

I was thinking that when I wrote the response actually, sort of how that’s the idea, that the “disconnect” will just disappear each time you get what you want

You are basically implying that your daily experience is as common people’s, so that’s why you’re able to use common sense as your ground, because it’s based on the experience of common people

How do you enjoy the sex if you’re in the back of your mind holding an agenda?

I’ve seen that too, I think some of it is overcompensation for a sense of insecurity

That was funny tho😂😂

That applies to many humans in general, if women stand out in that regard feel free to share why you think so

If it was kinda directed at my comment, then yes I agree! Authenticity is core principle for me

I you go into spirituality seriously you should become a little "hippie" more or less sooner or later, otherwise you are lacking spiritual development imo.. (in regards to some comments I saw).