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@Sandroew i think he should really make a circle on patreon

:CCCCCCC i think leo really should have a some kind of system where maybe on patreon or something people who are really into his teachings can get the deepest ones :C i was really looking foreward. sorry people suck leo :C

@Bob Seeker oh jeez lol, i did take a note that said expect a 24/7 work life

@happyhappy thanks man! thanks for reminding me that spirituality isnt mainstream yet! that somehow slipped my mind. i have my personal channel ive been practicing with ill post it here if u wanna give any input, i know the quality is shitty especially the audio i did order a cheap mic to help fix that. but once im comfortable and fluent talking to a cmaera i wanna start up the other channel

thank you friends the heavy metal thing i never even thought about maybe the practice made me better aware of that idk. imma keep practicing

as i continue my practice. specifically supreme fire. (kriya) i feel a buzz in my spine it doesnt feel bad i kinda like it to be honest. i feel this is progress but i just wonder what you guys have to say about this. I didnt realize the power of some of these practices until i stuck with it so if your reading this and are doubting the process please dont it will be worth sticking to it. Another note is i feel spazzy lol kind of jerky twitchiness in my spine. What do u guys think of this. And i wanna just spread some kindness and good vibes to everyone. whether i know you or not you all are playing a huge role in my development i went from a drug addict alcoholic who was purely selfish, to a person who now wants to live his life spreading kindness and higher consciousness things. im not sure how ill have an impact but ill figure it out along the way . if i could hug everyone i would. namaste

@Leo Gura i DEF agree! i once did a heroic dose thinking i had to because my first dose i didnt feel much (i just didnt chew the shrooms up nicely). but YES i felt a sense of madness. the "nothing matters" hit me but i wasnt exactly grounded. i wound up throwing my phone at the tv and breaking it smh. but lesson def learned! dont b stupid with psyches respect and love them and they will hug you. teach you well

@PurpleTree i found that true for me

thank all of you, lol now its much clearer much love to u all ego is a lil hurt but now i can grow

ill try to keep this short and sweet, those of you who maybe remember me from my posts. i had a life of my own my own place n all fucked it up with two arrests had to move back in with my parents to pay off lawyer debts. This brings us to the present, im self actualizing doing enlightenment work, meditating, contemplating. and im starting to get some dark knight of the soul type stuff where i have been lashing out which isnt like me im a total sweetheart, few relapses on alcohol. and i have tried to explain to my parents that this shits gonna happen hey just gotta let me ride through it till i turn into a butterfly type bit. but now they are up my ass about i need to see a psychiatrist. ive explained to them and offered them to read some of my books that explain this stuff but of course they dont read it. idk i feel im losing my mind and im getting a strong sense of wanting to alienate. would love to hear some of your guy's opinions on these matters and if your going thru this too i love you your not alone thanks guys love ya!

@Nahm dam, thanks :] much love

@Adodd well put i mean im already in out patient services staying clean n all its the little annoyances and outbursts i have been having and dark side of meditation side effects my parents are calling me crazy for

me personally i start with watching the breath till i hit the "neutral" point i guess my mind isnt as wobbly i guess not quite access concentration but a much more "flatline" then i go into trying to just watch what thoughts come not to get caught in them but just watch them (usually i fail) i have been reading ingrams book which i have gotten a lot out of. (my reading kinda sucks) im struggling to kinda understand what ingram is saying when he says insight practice can someone kinda dum it down for me? and besides that what do you guys like to do? im curious to see what you guys do, and if they have had any awakenings from thier meditation practice alone.

saw an incredible vid this brought me to tears. its all just leo basicly but it idk the editing made it beautiful. wonder what u guys think ab this vid god im scared to do this when the time comes, but i know ill b ready by then (change dmt for malt tho)

@happyhappy :] thank you friend! im here for ya

this is bs even if he really did it, he went to school he has knowledge thats most homeless do not.

@Ayham hate to put it like this but YOU cant really pull someone out they have to develop themselves because they want to. but you can change your own views and find compassion in the situation

kinda explained already its self bias i would watch all his vids ab bias and self deception. then you will master the notion selfishness

@Tim R of course, my entire paycheck goes to them anyways but pretty much the rest of the time i dont work i just watch leo play games or do yoga n meditate ur message told me maybe i should take the time now and put more focus into my personal life

@Tim R :[ thanks for being blunt w me kinda needed that

@EntheogenTruthSeeker :C sorry to see you go, well please dont feel singled out, i had made a post about kundalini and my signs of it coming about. that post was taken down as well. i hope you find truth and wish you love and a farewell :]

well im on the island feel free to msg me if u wanna go get smoothies or sum

@Consilience :] thank you the anxiety was so strong, you have helped me greatly!

I have been experiencing heavy anxiety as i sit down to meditate i was able to slide into a neutral sense of peace but now ten minutes into my practice i start feeling very anxious and i end the meditation. does anyone else experience this? how can i hang on?

this is close as i can get to my situation. as i progress in my self actualization journey... i feel myself distancing from my parents. there was a point i was alone and on my own but because of two DUI's my parents took me back into the house (i could have easily said no and got another apartment) but now as i progress. i see my parents as such dogmatic people it sickens me (i know im not high in the chain of spiral dynamics) but im struggling to deal with it! i know its up to me to change how i view this situation, but im struggling :C its killing me, with a tear in my eye.... please help me...