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Guess who is going to a movie with a new girl this Sunday

@Jowblobnot sure what you mean by kundalini, but interesting story nonetheless. I didn't get a chance to get into the whole energy thing yet.

Or is all beauty relative and is coming from an observer? If I say that someone is beautiful, is that the truth or am I just describing my own experience: you are evoking a sense of beauty in me?

72 kg of pure sand. Isn't she beautiful

Did you see any actual changes in your own life. Regarding anxiety, did not knowing what to do not help you with it?

Thank you. It's hard for me to not masturbate for so long, but ok. What do you mean by mimicking body movement? Won't holding eye contact for such a long time make her uncomfortable? The same with being silent. I try to, but I can't. I've been telling myself that I should just go out and enjoy the date, however it will go. But as soon as I left the house, I've started sweating hard.

I've been enjoying my company for 25 years of being alone. Doesn't help much, tbh.

@Yimpano, fuck me

@Yimpa everything. My dating life, my relationships, my career, how much money I make, how I behave around people, what I do in my free time, how I feel about myself, my personality, how other people see me and what they think about me.

@Rishabh R i am tired of trying to act positive. Fuck me and my life

lol, nice troll. Maybe you should leave this forum then.

@Rishabh R I don't feel fulfilled, I am not very happy overall, and I don't have much self-respect

Like what?

The date was meh... I didn't embarrass myself and nothing horrible happened, but I couldn't really build any connection between us. We talked but it felt very awkward, forced, and robotic. Basically a dry exchange of facts and opinions with a pinch of fake niceness. I watched this video before going And that's how I wanted the date to go. Deep, intimate, heartfelt conversations and real emotional connection. But I couldn't get anywhere near that. There was also no physical contact aside from a hug at the beginning and the end and no romantic vibes at all. Zero flirting, zero intimacy, zero sexual tension. And the moments of silence were awkward and uncomfortable. To be honest I also didn't really feel attracted to her, but that doesn't change the fact that I am really bad at this. Mostly, I feel disappointed. I feel like I didn't really push myself and didn't make any progress.

@Rishabh Rthank you

@Zenterusthank you. I totally agree. The question is how do I actually start living this kind of mindset? How do I actually start feeling this way?

Ha! I got a match. Now watch me fuck up the date

There is a girl that I kind of like because of her personality, but I am not sure if I will be attracted to her physically as well. I have an opportunity to go on a date with her, but I am really afraid that I will realize that I am not attracted to her after all and that I will have to reject her. Should I still go and treat it as an experiment to see if we click or is it better for me to not go at all if I am not 100% sure that I am attracted to her? Basically, is it only ethical to go on dates with people who you are 100% certain you are attracted to? I am feeling like this is the case and like I would be mistreating / disrespecting them otherwise.

Okay, thank you.

What I am mean by disrespecting is that: if I am not sure if they are attractive enough for me, then why am I bothering them at all. Its like I am treating them as a second choice. Like: oh yeah, I am not really attracted to you that much but I guess you will do, I can deal with it. Who wants to be treated like that? The more I think about it, the more fucked up it sounds.

This is hard for me to do when I already know someone as a person. I know I am not obligated but I am really afraid of upsetting and hurting people.

LMFAO

@pursuitofspirit idk yet, I think they are supposed to email us tomorrow.

@Aaron p Christianity is not a cult.

Lol, you are regarded. Russia has been annexing Ukrainian land since 2014.