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@Swarnim No, it's a long screenshot from the Chrome app on my phone!

@Israfil @IsrafilSorry that I might be PMing you twice, I have to use my phone because the IP address cannot be found on my computer and my phone doesn't delete one of the "@user" options. I don't actually watch porn. Do you think that I do based on what I said or is that just general advice? If I want to get better sleep, I would need to find a better way to change my habits. My homework may appear to be difficult or at least tedious until I actually start doing it. This is something that needs to be actually learned so that behavior would change.

I need help with being on time and my intuition says that you can help me. The reason why I am late to classes is because I don't have a habit or a routine for an entire week but that my habits for individual days are mixed up. I also put things back out and in my backpack too often or too slowly and I don't really know how to break this habit. I'm also not fully present with getting to the next class. Why is it that I'm not as alert when I am at school and how can I fix this? Why doesn't my focus create an automatic routine over time or did I not install the right habits becauuse it's too weak? How do I feel more energized to leave the room and go to the next class faster? Why do my meditation sessions not help me become more present? What do you know about meditation that could help me optimize them? What is it that you need to know about me to do that? Here is all of the information that you might need about my detention papers and my school schedule: compressedwithchitroimagecompressorhttpsplay_google_.zip Also, the next time I get 3 tardies, I will be suspended for half a day, please help.

If the GIF doesn't work, I got a 9/40.

@Israfil Doesn't perfection imply completion? Wouldn't done only be better than incompletion? Also, it feels like I have to be perfect because I will get suspended the next time I get 3 tardies and that everyone else is able to do this. I am in my senior year and this is still a problem probably because of my mental condition? Would my situation improve if you knew about it? it's nothing embarrasing but cannot be undone if I tell you. Also can my unconscious resistance come in the form of distracting thoughts from my homework? The best insights that I recorded from I remember came from those thoughts. Here is an example if you're interested: P.S- When do I not press "@user"? I notice that it's only sometimes used so when should I use that option?

@Israfil How can I change my perspective on school without being delusional about the quality of it? I know what I want to do, my mission is to improve the education system. Does my unconscious resistance hijack my conscious mind that is involved with being mentally present and being on time? How do I remember the other factors if there were any?

I also corrected a couple of grammar mistakes but I cannot do so in the PDF.

Breath of the Wild Poem of the Hero's Journey.pdf The text of the PDF was part of a homework assignment that I completed because of a dream I had Breath of the Wild theme. The dream will probably separate topic all together if I don't edit this post anytime soon describing it.

Leo has talked about why reality cannot be a simulation but honestly, what is the existential difference between a dream and a simulation? Afterall, why is it that dreams can be independant but simulations can't? Shouldn't it be brains or dreams all the way up just like with simulations? If this is a more advanced kind of dream, I can say the same thing about the simulation according to simulation theory.

@Someone here A couple of several "glitches" I've had are a disappearing lever and objects moving on their own and I was completely awake sober just as I am now during the time of this post. I don't really know if these are glitches in the matrix though or an indication that all is Mind based on my perception of reality. I haven't noticed people looking at me weirdly or the universe revolving around me. It would limit God to be a specific entity so it would be true that God is everything and everyone but I don't actually know this for sure, this is something that has to be discovered for myself. Is truth being interpreted based on indications and would that be the right way to arrive at truth? Does consciousness imagine glitches except that reality is fundamentally pure consciousness?

@Leo GuraAre you contemplating on these questions? Can these questions have an answer? Can all questions have an answer or are these questions unanswerable? Is it only unanswerable within my current state of consciousness or am I able to contemplate the answers myself?

This is a time of joy and cheer, for it is the time of a happy new year. Do not worry what lies ahead with fear, and the time is comine and the time is near. This year, oh what more can I do? The new year is coming, and it's coming very soon. Oh how I ponder on the days wof my life, and think of the ways of fulfillment. I need to give my life my all, and if not, then I shall fall. The next year is soon to come, and this year, consider it done.

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@tuku747 What does this have to do with the 3D/5D split? This explains a lot about contradictory afterlife experiences by the way.

Would any of you be interested in having an insights mega-thread here why or why not?

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My mind will not settle even after meditation and if you want to see part one of my thoughts here you go: What if I told you that the soul does not violate the law of gravity? You see, gravity is the attraction between bodies of mass but the soul has no mass and therefore is not attracted to anything and can freely float in the air according to the law of gravity. Also, Leo onced asked how I would react if I fell through the floor because I realized that it was imaginary. I would also realize that gravity is imaginary and therefore would not fall through the floor but I don't think that was the point of what Leo said. Also, whenever I see the name "Martin Ball", I think of the name "Martin's Balls". Do you think that you will be able to unsee that name ever again? He sure has the balls to take phycadelics which I respect him for. I'm talking watermellon sized balls, what would happen to his mystical experiences if he was kicked in the balls? Like I don't mean to make fun of the guy, but this is what I think about whenever I see or hear his name. Also, do you think I am addicted to thinking if I am having meditating properly to let go of these distracting thoughts?

@r0ckyreed No, I uploaded the worksheet to Google Drive, opened it with Google Docs, and added notes above it and would like your feedback with how I can use them to help me work on the worksheet or how to improve my notes that would lead to my own insights.

I would like some feedback on my notes and how I can use them to help me answer the worksheet:Corruption Video and Worksheet - Google Docs.pdf

@r0ckyreed No not for each video, it was just a worksheet from this video: The video appears and disappears before and after posting it and is very unreliable so here is a QR code in case the link doesn't work:

For me I don't think it's a vitamin deficiency, I think I've been supressing it at a young age. I really need to find what I need to contemplate my life on. I get rude sounding questions about my depression that don't get to the root cause. It sounds like I'm just playing victim when I'm not.

@Leo Gura The search results only shows medical stuff.