Marcel

Manifesting is truly a miraculous process. 3 Months ago I sat down and wrote down all the qualities I would want in my future wife. I went into a lot of detail. Then set what I wrote aside and lived my life as if I already had a wife and tada it happened. Obviously not just by me sitting around. I put in the effort to get in my best shape yet. Studied more then ever. Became more skilled at my job. Even found good friends along the way. Everything lined up perfectly just to eventually conclude in achieving my aim in the most unexpected of ways. It’s mind blowing. My intuition guides me perfectly along the invisible but inevitable path to fulfil my every desire. Or in other words. I developed faith.

Just had this thought at 4 am in the morning. Through all the pain and desperation I have felt in my life there were 3 possible paths I could have taken. Obviously I now say that from a birds view having left my most of my troubles behind. 1. Commit Suicide 2. Become a Monster 3. Become Conscious. I put becoming conscious on position 3 on purpose. Because that’s, funny enough, what I have been doing unconsciously for the last 5 years without ever realising or articulating it like that. 12 years of my life was spent emotionally void and suicidal. But now I feel on top of the world. Out of anyone I am the last person who would have expected that outcome. Man. This life will take me places.

There is a strange beauty in feeling lost. If you don’t know where to go all doors are open to you. Randomly knocking on them isn’t the most fun activity at times, but here and there serendipitous events can truly be the key to unlocking an insight that gives a floor plan or at least a direction in this house of cards of a world. I had a vision that this is my last lifetime on earth, which makes everything all the more interesting. In fact, a lot of strange things have been told me in dreams. From me apparently dying in the year 2150, which means I would then be 151 years old to being the incarnation of archangel Gabriel. I truly don’t know what to make of this, if it means anything at all.