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Putting a picture directly into it is way more explicit. I just wanted to read Leos blog and got traumatized by the exposed female breasts which showed up all of the sudden, I wasn’t prepared for that and there was no trigger warning. At least by my post it was clear what was coming. The only way that post made sense was to share the porn directly.

My post got instantly banned for example although I really wanted to provide value with it. It’s a double standard, either both should be allowed or none.

@Leo Gura So do you think that the next level of spirituality will be to not just realize yourself as god but to realize yourself as the godliest version of god?

Did he have the intention to test you and then his friend gave him the idea, or did he just express his fears to his friend and then his friend gave him the idea which resulted in the intentions afterwards? At least he admitted it. He could have just kept it a secret and got away with it. Means he has at least a bit of honesty. I mean it’s hard to express your fear that someone might leave you because it makes you look super insecure and the other person like a slut and therefore probably increases the risk that something like this happens through law of attraction. Still it’s a red flag for sure. You should have the right to feel disappointed. He should feel that he overstepped a line and that he will loose you if he does it again or something similar.

So I have a good friend in mine which I want to help but don’t know how. He is in his early twenties, a virgin and has a lot of self hate because of his childhood (his dad left him at a very joung age and his step father treated him like trash). It’s so sad because I experienced the little glimpses of him when he was without worry and I see so much potential in him as just a cool, thoughtful, romantic, funny and good guy. But there is just this thick layer of worry and trauma that directs his life. So I want to find out: 1) how can he get a gf ? My thoughts so far: -I don’t think cold appoach is the right thing for him because he doesn’t have the self love to go through the whole process -He doesn’t have the looks for dating apps (I would give him low normie looks, but he is above 6 feet) -I think social circle would be his best option. How can you build one up from scratch though, he has almost only male friends? 2) how can he start healing his trauma? My thoughts so far: -He doesn’t want to do therapy because he says that he thinks that he won’t be able to heal anything anyway so the therapists time would be better spend on people who are actually able to heal. He said it in a kind of joky way that he would only feel valuable enough to go to therapy if he was the kind of person who wouldn’t need it which is incredible funny but doesn’t get him anywhere. - He is just a little bit open to psychedelics and wants to do them at some point in the beginning of semester break. So maybe that’s an option. -MDMA ?

Great, thanks! I will look into it myself a bit. My only concern would be that mdma becomes to addictive to him. He doesn’t want to do therapy but maybe it’s also because he doesn’t see the value in it. So this could be of help. RSD is great but it requires a lot of commitment to follow through. I feel like he would need a personal coach with that. My experience with these people is often that they are really stage orange and also don’t see the "metaphysical love process“ in healing oneself which I don’t like. My friend has a good amount of stage green in him. That’s great, especially the one with Tyler probably but I think he has enough theory. I think its more about actually starting with something for him. Oh god that’s so much gold all at once.

So I don’t know if this is allowed (I know sexual pictures are not allowed) so if it’s against the rules I will delete everything immediately. What I recently discovered was good porn. Not just "quickly bust a nut porn“ but porn with a lot of depth, feelings, art, fun. There is so much to learn from it. So I thought this could be a great place where we can share high level porn and review sites. Here is the one I found pretty good although it lacked dirty talk: This feels super duper forbidden haha but honestly it’s just porn. We all watch it and it doesn’t do any harm lol.

Wouldn’t it be much more clever to do a hero dose of dmt or 5meo if that’s available then a hero dose of lsd because of the length of the trip? I mean after you realized god a dozen times and feel like you can take everything then yeah why not, but the potential danger in mental harm and suffering you can do with a 10 hour horror trip just seems too big.

I wonder if that is the kind of material one should contemplate to reach absolute love because they show perfectly that all of the "hate“ or"not love“ is just pure love actually. Depressed darth vader is hard to beat in beauty but I have something that hits similar which is Ellie from The Last of us. It’s so obvious that all her inner anger, hate just comes from the hurt she went through. Her hatred towards the world is directly correlated to the love she has for the people that got hurt or killed. So when she is full of anger, she is actually full of love. It’s so beautiful. Even though it’s all very tragic, there is a part of myself that wants this tragedy because it is so beautiful.

A relationship often becomes a lot deeper then your connection to your closest friends or even family.

Don‘t know but what I would do is to learn to become a sex machine. You have a girl you can probably bang every day now so take that chance and learn to be really good in bed. If you know that you are really good in bed you gain a lot of confidence.

I thought about building VR worlds as a technology to enhance psychedelic trips. Maybe in form of a 1 hour walk with many visualizations to indicate a certain facet of awakening. Or maybe in form of a Jedi temple. I am not sure yet but there are so many options. The problem is that I have very little technical skills. Does anyone know if there are softwares to build VR worlds for people with almost no technical skills? There is pretty good software to build 3d models for newbies for example so I thought that something similar could also exist in VR.

The second one was acted until the 7min mark. When I first saw the video I became so alive. His crazy series was the most entertaining thing I ever watched in my life. But fortunately he does "well" ? Also I think the way he deals with the crazy events is super clever. Just calling everything intentional exercises to get over his social anxiety. And the proof is in the pudding, this guy seems to have lost pretty much all of his social anxiety so the haters don’t really have anything against him. He says he watches a lot of cringe videos to get over his social anxiety. I noticed in myself, if I consciously act cringe I gain confidence. Cringe videos also seem to help if I grind through them while staying conscious. But what’s the reason deeper for it? Is it just that our mind realizes that doing something cringe isn’t going to kill it?

Everybody has got to make a living. His subscriber watch him to be the gym guy who picks up women. There are lower consciousness activities to make a living plus he brings a higher consciousness flavour into it with his social anxiety teachings. So I think he is contributing to society. He said in one of his somewhat recent videos that he wants to become a buddhist monk. Maybe he wants to ground himself in reality first before going at it again. Haven’t realized god to a significant extend yet but what do you think would be appropriate for him to do after that realization?

That’s crazy connors journey. It doesn’t get much better then that Although watching more then one person cringe would be good as well. Maybe I should start a mega-thread. It’s okay to be nervous. In fact if you act in a way that makes you nervous it shows that you push yourself. So in a way you should be proud of yourself that you could gather the motivation to act in a way that makes you nervous.

5meo malt or 5meo dmt?

According to what literature?

Where can I access the stream?

I thought it is more about the internet then anything else. Hope my PC has enough power for that. That’s so cool, thanks for sharing. I have to find these people ?

You mean this post? I had a post where I asked if people think if VR could boost psychedelic trips. The main focus of this post was how to start a VR world as a newbie but turned into a similar discussion.

It can certainly help but I think psychology is still mostly about the map and not the territory. Statistics won’t give you a sense and intelligence on how the psyche actually works. You can only gain that from observing your own psyche. But if you combine these two you might gain a lot from it.

@StarStruck I mean you can have no fun even with alcohol. I think it’s about having your life sorted out so you don’t have to many worries that press you down and then the right people and practice in socializing. Microdosing can also help a lot. I wouldn’t trade being a little high in a good mood for being drunk in a good mood.

I think you can only delude yourself in a shallow way or at least the delusion will be a lot weaker then knowing the truth. I think it’s so funny that religious people pray and try to prove their faith in god. Praying or showing that you believe in god is a sign that you aren’t sure about it because if you were there would be no point in doing it. (Unless there are other practical reasons for it that I don’t know)

I am thinking of the opposite. Imagine we would use VR to replace stuff that is really bad for the environment like driving a big car or being on a luxury yacht and also just put all the ugly shit in the world like office buildings into VR and then use the free space for nice stuff like nature, parks, … probably won’t happen I know ?

Spirituality is such a big topic why don’t you start telling him about the facets of awakening that are easier to accept? Telling him that he is god probably won’t get him anywhere. Also there are many people who have one foot in the materialist paradigm and one foot in spirituality. Your dad can probably identify with these people better and if they also have an academic background can also see them as authority figures. Sam Harris comes to mind.