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@Schahin I just said in that regard. In the regard of being able to vote for a party which represents your individual voice (somewhat) and that has power. Instead of voting for the lesser evil between democrats and republicans in the US for example. Thats shitty of course. Germany does a lot to stop the afd, people protest and the parties in the Bundestag actively exclude the afd. But what can you do, if giant chunks of the population want the afd then their voice must be represented somehow.

Interestingly with social success outside my old theatre club I am more interested to get back into there which is the opposite of what I expected.

Sure, I would be interested about your progress. If it works for me I will likely post about it in the future or in my journal anyway.

Listened to that today in the social spot. Really like this song.

Yeah its about the raw input, the thinking mind screws up everything. If your drawing matched the actual thing then you already remote viewed correctly. You can however archieve a 75% hit rate (that would include not just drawings though). At this point you can work as a remote viewer.

Yeah I need to make an income, pursuing enlightenment and stuff before getting your survival needs met is a bad idea. No shame in that. Its even a great compromise to get both my survival needs met with this skill and also doing spiritual work as a by-product -- if it works for me that is.

So have you found irl what you drew or how did you get a hit? Yeah thats very true, zero thought is the condition for it to work. I think its interesting how there is a certain parallel between spontanious creativity in art and remote viewing..

Men everytime after a few hours of socializing there is always so much to tell. Okay first, I felt a bit off after visiting my old theatre club again. Because its all about acting there, the behaviour is much different and just coming in touch with that again already stirred up old patterns in me, that I felt off the whole time and getting to the social spot it really catched my attention. I felt a little cringe even, my behaviour was a bit more pretentious and it wasnt even really possible to get to my core. Well all in all I make more out of it then there really was probably but this tendency was present. Second the girl which I somewhat avoided last time at the new social spot because there was more interesting competition and where I had so many bad feelings for I saw again. Well nothing really changed, only that she actually stepped up her game just a little bit to seem more interesting, but it seemed a bit tryhard. Well that it didnt give me any disadvantages doesnt mean its right but still an interesting observation nonetheless. Third the artist girl which asked for my phone number was there as well. Well I texted her the message which I felt I overdid a bit and she came up being like she thought about an answer but then didnt respond and asked questions like how did I come to that answer and so on. She has a lot of confidence to her. And here comes the important part, I actually felt emotions for her. Very surprisingly. I stood there a bit like Obelix in front of Falbala. I was surprised myself about what these feelings even were. I really dont feel genuine love often. It wasnt even strong but that quality at all was a rarity. She was painting again and told me where she was painting. I got there like half an hour later and chilled with other people around her. She probably always naturally has company when painting. She didnt give me much interest at all, I was almost like a stranger. Stood there anyways for a bit, took my chances to make small jokes where it fitted in, she made herself nail polish and I got nail polish as well on my middle finger. After it dried out I got back to table tennis. Some of her friends examined me just a bit. They looked very stylish and seemed very nice. Also pretty young, not sure how young she is, maybe in her very early 20s, she is guarenteed 18 though. Because she didnt give me much attention at all at her spot I didnt really feel like going back, at the end of the night she hugged me though, like other people as well. In a sense with this there is no room for fear or any of my social weirdness that is left. I cant really tell what she is about, she asked for my phone number also when I was rather shy. I think she wants to figure me out as well. Interestingly with her I found she challenged another girl I had this place reserved to. She was from the old theatre club but I ultimately rejected because .. well I dont want to get into all the details right now. Didnt really know I even made that place, wow.. Of course I shouldnt put to much into a girl I barely know but interestingly I naturally dont invest to much into it. Its really interesting how a deeper sense of confidence and not neediness is built into my patterns, it was really easy to go about her not giving me so much attention and so forth. Spent some time with two guys afterwards. I was alone with one guy at the end and he seems like a total INFP talking about his emotions and so forth and he said that he sometimes spents more time with people who he doesnt really like because he wouldnt get hurt much if they were shitty to him and sometimes less time with the people he really likes because he could potentially get much more hurt by them. Not sure if that was aimed at me. I have my problems with closeness and distance though which can make it difficult for people to get to know me, especially if they are scared of rejection because that is a really real thing they can encounter with me if too much closeness is getting uncomfortable with me.

Saved it.

If anything this thread is just so funny, I am sorry.

Kinda wanted to write this as well.

I was texting with this girl I found on a dating app, or moreso I got into my A-Game as I wrote a reply. Then she responded immediately. I got completly out of my space unable to come up with anything. What the hell.

Yeah from all the description I teachings I listened to its much more subtle then that, a picture would be very rare and an usually strong read. Can you do remote viewing?

So there is this good looking artistic girl which asked for my phone number. I was texting her and to get a start into the conversation I told her about my recent thoughts about fashion. Now I feel like it seems a bit over the top and tryhardish. This is often something I do, but I dont think it creates a gentle vibe, more one where I want to proof my intelligence to her or something. I dont need to proof shit.

From some people here I get the sense that they think they have it all figured out because they had some awakenings so they can make sense of these phenomena. But in reality they cant actually remote view. Can you?

I voted for the greens over the leftist party for one reason only, which was that the leftist party wanted to cut military budget which I think is a fairy dream with these geopolitical realities.

In germany we have many small parties and when they get 5% they are part of the Bundestag (place where political decisions are made). Everyone there has a degree of power. Either first in line in the coalition or second in line in the opposition. So most votes are represented even if you vote for a relatively small leftist party for example who still takes part as it gets over 5%. In that regard germany has a pretty high degree of democracy. I love that concept of degrees of democracy.

I get access to medications. Theraphy is available but I will have to wait for it for about a year. I can write my argumentations for still getting student loans. And I get some more small benefits like more time for tests in university. ... Looking forward to testing the medications. I need to test medicinet first which I dislike from experience and then get access to selvanse which is also the gold standard besides medicinet. And then there are other medications as well.

Got an adhd diagnosis! The combined type. ... I explained so much through adhd that not getting the diagnosis would have implied that a lot of my sensemaking was wrong. So this feels very freeing.

Everyone giving me remote viewing advice but nobody can even do it themselves.

Please please pretty please.

So this is the first time I considered remote viewing. Its important to remember this because if it doesnt work, this is the whole time span in which this sucked up energy like a tumor. All this time I could have thought about other career possibilites. If remote viewing is real then a formal training would give me the best shot at learning it. So this would be the quickest way to get this variable out of the way.

Tomorrow I finally get or not get my adhd diagnosis fr fr , I thought it would happen earlier but now finally it is happening.

@cetus You were at a nightclub which was pretty dark with music which wasnt too loud. Later you were outside with people while it was getting dark. Didnt use any technique, tell me how wrong I was. ... Actually pulling that off would imply that I am seriously gifted, I dont even need to reach that level to work. Can you remote view btw.?

I am really starting to enjoy my beard. I go for 2mm all around but slightly longer on the mustache. Maybe 3mm. Also a clean seperation between the end of the mustache and chin beard. Below the chin slightly shorter then 2mm and faded into the chin beard. All around clean. Have a few black hairs at my neck which I pluck. Really happy so far. The last things I can think of which would maybe improve my beard would be trimming above my mustache a bit -- heard that this makes it look better. And maybe cutting my birn below my lower lip and above my chin into a certain shape.