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Agreed deconstructing the concepts of good and evil is an important step. It helped me personally a ton. One of Leos best videos imo, but I suffered a lot from unnecessary guilt and got into guilt traps where I did something inauthentic to not feel guilt which ended up causing more harm. I dont even know anymore what's right or wrong. Maybe thats the right place to be.

But what if your natural self wants to kill and rape and the unnatural moral self suppresses that? Yeah thats also how I experience.

@Keryo Koffa I think its much more complicated then that. What does doing good mean, we cant know if the outcome will ultimately be good if we aim for it because we are only conscious of so much. It would be much better a derive some a priori principles. When you do the right things for the wrong reasons the outcome will be bad. It might be that we should aim to BE BAD which results in doing good. For example I had a friend who was I supported not because I wanted to but because I felt like I needed to to be a good person and with the aim that this would lead to something good and in the end at a low point of mine my true ego came through and I brutally ended the friendship. It would have been much better if I never came to the stupid idea that I am good.

Working on my life purpose course just did the "VIA Survey of Character Strengths" test. I cant find the other 24 strenghts on the website as a comparison. https://www.authentichappiness.sas.upenn.edu/testcenter I do agree with all the values that came up for me but somehow it doesnt really resonate with me. Maybe because it is formulated rather formally and dry without example. And I did the test on meds with shitty mood.

So I wonder if society would be functional if everybody fully pursued their LP. I have seen many people doing music and art for their LP and it is very important that these things are pursued! - But I see few people doing practical mundane things for their LP but these things also have to be done. Maybe my perception is wrong, I have only seen a relatively small sample size so what is your perception here, are all areas of life being taken care of or are some areas left out? And what would that imply?

I gamed for two weeks straight a couple months ago. I just acted like a machine going through the motions in the hopes that through chance it would click at some point. But at some point I was so burned out and desperate I became conscious that I actually knew how things would turn out before I approached. I had no belief in myself that the approach would actually work and it guaranteed didnt work out because of my mindset. So what I did was just to deliberately look for opportunities to built up my own state. I had a few very deep and rewarding talks which made me feel very good and grounded and from there my confidence grew and I escalated more which ended in my first hookup. So for me numbers game became a trap because it was the only thing I focused on. But it's also about getting comfortable in your skin otherwise the chance of ever succeeding will be incredible low.

Live in peace now

You know I joined a pretty leftist theatre group some time ago and I saw a guy once shamelessly just crying his heart out on a girls lab. It was very touching for me in that moment because I realized how much I suppress my emotions all of the time. I dont want to be a cold rock, what's the point in that? I want to feel if I am allowed to.. And that can be totally excaptable at leftist places. That guy btw. was a super chad. Not even that great looking but he had insane status and plenty of sex. It's possible to have both. I didnt know what #KAM means as I stay away from social media so I just googled it. I agree with you that this causes more harm then good and think this is feminism at its worst.

Surpressing emotions as it is a sign of weakness, acting aggressive to assert dominance, seeing women as sexual objects to be conquered, being very controlling.. these personality trait exists. I would classify them as toxic masculinity, would you agree or disagree? Some feminists are too extreme in my opinion or they oversimplify stuff. At their best though they have really great intention and not only fight for women's rights but also for mens (men are allowed to express emotions and stuff like that). But it's okay if you're not interested in that, it just might be hard to find a happy place in your country then.

Do you think toxic masculinity is a thing?

Why?

What do you think about these feminists?

Then I am very curious how you came to that belief. I mean dont most of your folks hardly disagree with that?

@Spiritual Warfare Which country do you live in?

Thats true. And I actually completely agree that gaining experience is very important for the reasons you outlined but it should be done with hookups or consensual F+ as that mindset could destroy relationships was what I wanted to get to.

Oh man is this the mindset you have in a relationship, that she could leave you any moment? I mean I get that on a practical level but it sounds very emotionally demanding and a bit like a self-fulfilling prophecy. But on the other hand deep bonds come naturally to me as an INFP as that is part of my personality type.

Croc Therapist: "You dont have to hide anything from me. It's okay to make mistakes. Although they aren't pretty sometimes they just happen without any bad intention. I have made plenty of mistakes in my life which I am not proud of. But the past doesnt define who we are right now. What is important is that we accept what happened in the past so that we can let go of it and start living to be a better person today."

Crocodile-formation with two standing soldiers as its eyes.

@Carl-Richard I trained like that when I started working out when I was 15. Always training to or beyond failure with bad technique on every exercise. I cant really capture the emotions back then, I liked the hardcore but I also thought this was the way to grow muscle. My friend who trained very controlled was 16 trained and I dont know what his thought process was. I had such insane pumps back then because of all the testosterone. Interestingly females dont train this hardcore way, they train slow and controlled. So maybe it has to do with testosterone, that because of the extra energy and aggressiveness that comes from testosterone that it feels more natural to train hard.

I am open to the possibility that sleeping with many people gives you a certain kind of confidence that you cant get elsewhere. Although in Leos recent video about traps he said that counting lays is a trap if you want to listen to Leo. But your applications sounds cringe. You already seem pretty advanced, what do you want to gain? It sounds like you and your girl are happy atm. I would focus on other things.

romantic head cook (Another Dalton-like idea 7) "Every meal I prepare is a unique expression of love; I can love wild with a meal grilled and styled, I can love sweet with a chocolate treat, I can love tender with a salmon sender, I can love passionate with chicken in marinate. We eat three meals a day, for hunger won't wait or sway. We were given no choice but to Love!"

No I like futa. But almost everything I can find is very hardcore, low quality shit which I am not a fan of. But now that you mention it there are certainly entertaining manga porn stories out there which I think give you more value then regular porn.

@Someone here So?