Jannes

First thought on intuition: The intuitive self is denied because it doesn't have the human agenda

Today at my RV Session I felt like I grasped intuition. I hold it in my mind for some time, as a clear, distinguishable and pure state. And a lot of memory "ooooh that's what intuition was all along" flashed.

Damn, found clips of Putin speaking in German. Its not just a language barrier ..

I would add that Europe didnt ask the US to built such a ridiciously strong military and to intervene globally so much. But if they do it by themselves then its only reasonable to lay back a bit. I guess in the cold war it was neccessary to arm up that much and they kind of went with that status of being a global superpower.

I added Political Talk Shows to my Entertainment List. Got Wordle, Chess Puzzle, Vlad Vexler, Country Quiz and now also Political Talk Shows on there. Very selective to not numb my mind. Crazy that I actually mostly maintain that strictness.

What a weird day. I talked to my study group and a friend of mine on the phone for a total of about 6 hours today. Then I watched 1.5 hours of Ukraine and Russian war content. And the day is almost over now. Feels very weird, not used to that structure.

You cant take what she said literally, "I am not mad at you dude" seemed like she wanted to show him whos boss. Her friend escalated further disrespecting and shittalking the ICE officer. So this was likely a very charged situation. It seemed like the ICE officer leaned forward in the last second which is cruical as it put him in more danger. The ICE officer was definitely threatened to some degree, not life threatened but threatened to be injured. Of course it was very poorly handled, a professional should have kept his cool. Not sure if it counts as a pure cold murder. It was close enough to tell a story that it was for self defense though.

Do you have direct insight about death or only theory? Is your uncle open to psychedelics?

Where else are you really safe on earth? Europe? China? Inside America you are probably still relatively safe, I mean no country can invade the US.

And I thought I already woke up to the danger of whats to come.

Republic representatives now critique the idea of taking Greenland. Of course they dont critique Trump directly but they critique the shit out of Miller for openly speaking about taking Greenland.

Lol, that he actually wrote that she drove over an ICE agent omg, hopefully that shakes up a few Trump fanboys. But people think that a smaller stick is bigger with enough peer pressure so..

Its working perfectly. Pretty much just as good as 1 on 1 it feels like. Holy shit this is fantastic, its so much more comfortable to do this way.

And everyone is just muted as well.

I hate getting into body doubling. You meet a complete stranger, its always such a jump into the cold water. Found a Discord channel though with a big lobby that I can just join. That feels more managable.

I have got a bunch of memories from kindergarden but I dont know if self awareness was happening.

You gotta watch it a couple of times. She was clearly trying to get away and was turning away from the ICE agent who shot her. She seemed pretty bold and probably got on the ICE agents nerves but that doesnt justify shooting her in the slightest. Its like someone sticks ones tongue out and makes a funny face, "okay I guess we need to cut the tongue out".

@Leo Gura Are you contemplating the current political situation? Would like to hear your perspective on it.

Why is this not in the Politics Subforum? I hope that is true. Does it save us though? Maybe JD Vance would be as corrupt but not so stupid to invade Greenland.

I was at my social spot again after about two weeks. Was pretty nervous about it. It was better then before though because I was refreshed. Usually hugging lots of people feels to much for me but now it was super okay. And that was kind of key to my socializing success or that socializing felt easy. I was very little internally as well, much more extroverted feeling.

Having with a discussion with another person on WhatsApp about a lecture in university. I put some own thoughts into it and get some (in my opinion) unreflected and shallow pushback. My blood is boiling. There were so many times in my life when I had thoughts about something and people called me something that wasnt true.

My one friend seems to break up with his gf in the near future. I am not sure how much of a role I played in that. It puts the whole dynamic in my old theatre club into question again, I see them both as relatively mature adults ...

Oh yeah, thats the spirit. Its also just the night that boosts my mind.

Edit: I would like to discuss at which point it would be reasonable to kill the leader of a country if he goes too far. Its obviously a theoretical discussion. Is that compatible with forum guidelines "dont incite violence" ? Lol when you become so vague, it makes it like its super real. Like when you suddenly become quit during a conversation, everyone turns their ears.