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Yeah I agree. Even a Somalian with Somalian bias will likely be happier in a developed country if he spent some time there, because the living standard is just so much drastically better. But when we compare the US and china, who are not that drastically far apart in terms of living standards, your bias of your culture and ignorance of other cultures can easily overshine objective criteria. Many americans are ignorant to chinas living standards, are quite nationalists and value (the feeling of) free speech because of their upbringing. Chinese have their own prejudices about america, their own nationality and so on.. So thats all I wanted to point out, its hard to find a person without bias who can objectively say where they would rather want to live which would determine which country is better.

Just made myself a certain spicy tea 🍄 The ingredients are very old though, I almost got nothing out of it.

I have drawn a bit today. I dont have a lot of tolerance for frustration when things dont go well. But I am capable of getting into somewhat of a flow state in drawing, something I rarely experience and would like more of. I still feel like acting is a more natural creative pursuit to me though, but I havent drawing and all the other pursuits to the same degree yet.

Wrote an email with questions to a Remote Viewing school. This could be my way in.

I am about to do some commitments. What I realize is that a lot is kind of in the air and I have no routine. I still havent changed degrees ultimately, still havent started Remote Viewing, havent started any creative pursuits, have no outside routine like university or a job right now. I do socialize though. I may need a bit of a structure.

But when the difference isnt that black and white, bias can easily overshine.

In my research and from talking with poly people being jealous in poly is actually quite normal, it is not a bug. Poly people simply learn to accept it. Their jealosy doesnt sting after 3 years or so anymore. Heck I even had a 'poly-ish' situation with my ex-F+ , where I helped her process emotions right after she had a hookup. It was really painful but also EXTREMELY BEAUTIFUL. Havent felt something this beautiful for like a year now even though it was very painful at the same time. And since when is spirituality something easy you can get for free?

Even though its a simple model, it looks quite accurate to me. Although I wouldnt hold my ability to judge such a complex matter too high.

There are some very rare exceptions to this rule in a few women I met, but generally I agree that this is the case and for the sake of your sanity you should approach it like this. You can also look for people who are more stage 2 then 1 if we use this model.

This would fit better in the Off-Topic section

mmkay

I have just taken a long walk to a big grave yard and back. Unfortunately the grave yard was already closed, I like reading text from tombstones. This was great. Just like I was avoiding going to the gym, I noticed how I was avoiding going out and being by myself. I think there the main reason for it is that when I get a lot done through conscious work because of body doubling then this subtracts from the energy I usually put into myself. So when I both want to get things done and spent by myself, I have to increase my workload steadily over time. Also body doubling in a way opens the door for socializing and distraction.

Parking some here as supply. I have never watched streamers, so this feel a little weird I have to say. Like the person provides a certain virtual closeness but doesnt even know me. Well it works, but its weird. I should really find a new source for body doubling.

For those of us who are really cheap.

Here we go again.

Oh I misread about FlowClub. I thought it was 50% off, so 20 dollars a month with student discount, but its only for the first month! This is hard to justify, even with how good it is, there have to be cheaper options out there..

A part of the day to day experience of a producer...

Its like they put their whole body, everything they have built up on the line just to stay in touch with their values. This takes a lot of courage. Its really inspiring when the a value gets a full chance to manifest itself in the world.

Made this for breakfast and now I feel sick.

Aaaaww I like them too.

South park has evolved a lot though. This clip is not really modern South Park but back how it was in its old days.

I have no idea if this backfires because its so low or if this is exactly whats needed. But when they go so low and get away with it, they at least remove fear for other creators to critique trump.

I almost didnt go outside today. I feel like I have got a lot of self care done though. Bought some chickpeas and syrup, then I can do some healthy cookie dough. When I was vegan, that was my favourite recipe next to smoothie bowls. My big mixer broke and its hard to do in my small one but maybe its a worthy investment.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/depiction-of-infinity-03 hmm...