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Black pressures check mate in 1 so white can only get out of the situation with continuely giving checks each turn. Rook to a8 forces King g7. Rook g8 forces King h6. Check Mate in 1 is prevented. ... Bichop to d1 blocks the Kings way out and pressures check mate in 2 with Rook to g6 the following turn. To prevent this black can only stall with moving the black pawn to g4, but that can be taken out with the Bishop. Black can also attempt to trade Rooks with Rook to g7 but that seals the fate as it blocks the kings way out for the finisher Rook to h8. Have I missed something?

Men my working memory is shit. I remember I could imagine some frequenes in my head back in the day, now its hard to imagine just a few steps if I dont see it directly in front of me. Its like I lost half my eyesight. Wtf happened to my brain.. Will try puzzles under different circumstances, with adhd medication, with body doubling and see if it has any effect.

Black pressures check mate in 1 so white can only get out of the situation with continuely giving checks each turn. Rook to a8 forces King g7. Rook g8 forces King h6. Check Mate in 1 is prevented. Does the puzzle continue?

From what I know Lesnar didnt have great charisma and acting though. His success in UFC is very unusal but comes from his actual wrestling background where he was very gifted at, not WWE.

When I came home I was like, now I want to play a Rom-Hack of Pkmn Soul Silver for some reason. Doing some chess puzzles now and getting back to my usual state.

So I actually drove to old old theatre club. I was pretty late though but in the last 10 minutes on my bike I realized that I had a good shot of actually making it in time so my body slowed down. I felt so overwhelmed emotionally and without any strategy on how to fight through it or gain control. I arrived basically a minute to late and the door was already closed. I dared to drive on the front yard and make a turn. Key insights are. When I was actually there and there seemed to be no going back, I actually didnt feel any anxiety anymore. And also a huge chunk of my personality was invested into this place. So when I left I cut this part of my personality out. I found myself being more playful at the grocerie store afterwards, much came back to the surface for a moment.

No post more newbie puzzles please.

I was in a f+ once with an obedient girl how you imagine it. I felt so lonely.

@Butters So you like to guide is what I am hearing?

Slept about 10 hours. I am in a constant state of emotional overwhelm. Would like to just not go to the old theatre club but that feels so wrong.

So.. they want to give shit to some big names to satisfy the public and to distract from Trump?

You found it!! 🥳

I think the reality of my social situation is that there is a fragment of myself which seems to ugly to look at. A part of myself is like a lost child. But in all other social areas I am well developed. I would need to find someone in the same situation. Thats why I felt so attatched to a few people, because I felt like they have the same dysbalance. Well right now I know people like this, but they lack behind across the board, not just in a few areas.

Whats great about it though is that at least there is full transparency that some things ARE hidden and roughly to which extend things are hidden as you can count the blank pages.

I subbed to some basic news channels on WhatsApp. In my minimum setup I get the most basic things in 1-2 mins a day. I am also not in a position where it would be wise for me to contemplate politics all day but this is still a lot better then not listening to politics at all.

I like rock e3 actually. It removes the black knights fork on whites bishop and rock and pins the black knight. If you took the black knight with your white knight queen e4 is hard to respond to. So this prevents this scenario as well. I was thinking about white rock to f3 as it puts a ton of pressure on the f7 square and also removes the fork.

I am looking so goddamn stylish atm. The vintage sweater just arrived. I knew the color combination of blue jeans with darker blue top worked well and now this extra detail just makes it extra stylish.

Just spent about 4 hours with myself fighting internally over going to my old theatre club for a show or not. Its interesting, I feel emotional overwhelm, stories going through my head, getting tired and sleepy to avoid it ... There is basically no emotional safe path back into it, basically all connection I had were bullshit in some way, no safe anquer and I dont want to fall into the same old dynamic again.

Even without medication my RV practice went well today. In terms of how it felt, not judging the results. Even when I tried to built a stronger focus it worked, my mind wasnt all over the place. Daydreaming was big though.

I really wanted to watch a show of my old theatre club and the only reasonable one is tomorrow. I am really scared to go though. I would likely confront more weird dynamics then healthy ones. There are basically no healthy ones.

Men I feel kind of helpless without my medication. Brings me back so much.

Socializing went really well yesterday. I just always experience a natural limit though in how much people I can let near me. And it creates an interesting parallel to my old theatre club. Ofc people wouldnt be as supportive if I dont vibe with them. Also most people introduce themselves with a hug for me first, its almost never me.

Thats what I am talking about. Imagine how much harder death threats trigger someone like her. Yeah its a huge accusation. I dont know why it wasnt covered elsewhere.

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Yeah its a better interview. I think her position that surviving victims arent responsible to uncover whats going on as they need all the energy to recover from what happened to them is interesting. Ofc she is kind of right about it, but also, they are in a uniquely strong position to really damage their abuser. It wouldnt be a life of some final peace but a heroic one.