Jannes

Your wisdom for sure but iq maybe not.

Is it legal to buy a psychedelic which will be shipped to a country where it is legal even if it is illegal in your own country ? I feel like it’s time for me to finally get 5meo dmt and it’s illegal in Germany but legal in France for example. So I thought about buying it online, letting it ship to a collection point in france and as soon as it would arrive I would get there in a train and take it in a hotel room. Would that work or have I missed something?

Dude that’s not a good idea. You still have to exist in this dream.

Idk about that ? Then it’s the parts of themself that isn’t yellow yet that feel hurdles. That’s at least my intuitive understanding of stage 2.

Wouldn’t a fully tier 2 person see their problems as an opportunity to investigate and learn and not take it personal? Seeing something as a hurdle means you take it personal. I think a full stage 2 person would see their problems, let’s say psychological problems as something they just want to understand. Like "oh that’s why I am so fucked up and oh that’s why I act the way I act, that’s so incredible interesting.“

So I finally got some 5meo dmt. I know how powerful this substance can be so I am starting to work my way up very slowly. I did around 20 combined trips of magic truffles and lsd before. I did like 2mg, then 5mg, today I did around 7mg of 5meo dmt. I need a more accurate mg scale to really know. Nothing really happened the first time except a slight psychedelic feeling and some really clear thoughts. Second time a bit of fear and clear thoughts. The third time I had a decent amount of fear (still bearable for sure), a bit of nausea and almost felt like I was floating in space at some point and lost my fear. I didn’t break through to anything though. Also I had even more very clear thoughts about myself. Should I replicate the third dose until I feel comfortable with that dose or should I go higher to break through? Have you lost your fear on 5meo when you broke through or was it more about getting used to the substance?

But the older you get the more you are getting soaked into the materialistic illusion so it’s easier to access these insights when you are young right? Also they show you how you lie to yourself. If I wouldn’t have taken them I would have probably digged myself deeper into a loner identity. They also show me all kinds of other psychological insights like developement problems in myself. And if you thought about existential questions long enough you just develope that desire to break through to some things. Do you think that’s all that bad when you do it at a young age? I put to much emphasis on spirituality as a whole and not enough on my personal developement because I have some development issues. But I feel like psychedelics always helped me to get more on track. They showed me how much I want to be around people and how good it feels to have your life in order. ? That were my magic truffle and lsd trips though, idk how that changes with 5meo-dmt.

Objectively speaking your brain just isn’t fully developed until you are in your twenties. Plus you can easily delude yourself that you are more mature then you are especially if you are immature.

Oh now I understand your question lol. It didn’t enter my mind that a person who knows big Ramy wouldn’t recognize the anatomy of the goat Ronnie Colemen ?. That picture shows the transition to the rear lat spread.

Okay I kind of get that you described that well. I am mostly seeing it from the perspective that their accomplishments don’t really have value to society and it often doesn’t seem like they just do it for themself but rather for external validation. So it seems like a pointless ego game. Like to accomplish their goals they suffer because they enjoy it kind of.

When we look at pure muscle mass they are pretty similar. But Rony Colemen has better muscle quality. By that I mean more detail and better shape of the muscle. Compare their chest muscle, their delts, their legs, their arms… Yes Big Ramy is big but he looks way less impressive then Rony.

Idk why would something scary be an athletic accomplishment? I don’t combine those two.

Oh yeah. I feel like especially for complex and hidden muscles like hamstring.

Or maybe it’s directly the opposite. Like opposite sex feel a pull towards each other. I feel like in sports we often admire what we can never reach. I admire gymnasts and bodybuilder for example because I know I am just not build for that. And I don’t think much of endurance athletes because that’s what I am talented in so it isn’t really interesting for me.

After every psychedelic experience you take a little bit of consciousness with you. How would you compare the effectiveness of the psychedelic after effect with sober practice in terms of raising ones consciousness in the sober state? You are soberly in a very high state of consciousness if I understand correctly and that was mainly done through psychedelics right? So I don’t know yet how much sense sober practice does besides the sober practice where you set intentions for your trip.

Would that make it reasonable to do buddhist like practices to get and keep mystical states like no-self and to do psychedelics to get glimpses of higher awakenings or do you think it’s realistic to also keep the higher states with enough practice?

Are the lower ones easier to keep permanently?

Oh I thought this was a joke ? Nice that you have awakened to such high stages of love, but what does Alien have to do with it?

With the few short awakenings I had it was a bam from 0 to 1. But I guess you need that same awakening multiple times until it’s in your mind permanently. But you only need it one time to know it’s real.

IF he actually reached this Alien Infinity his reaction would be very understandable. I don’t really care anyways. I reached so few awakenings that I couldnt build much of an ego around it so there is little for me to protect. ?

yep I was obsessed. After 3 months you pretty much loose all desire. It wasn’t really hard after that. I could have gone on for longer, it’s just that my life situation was still shit and it all felt pretty dumb. I didn’t know why I was even doing it anymore, it didn’t give me crazy energy or self confidence and I realized that all the people that talk about the insane benefits are just overhyping something that might have small benefits and sell it as a magic pill.

I would actually love that. I have gotten used to taking a lot of what Leo says for granted. It’s hard not to if you have no other reference. So if I lost some trust in Leo I would actually be a lot better off.

He also said it in the post somewhere.

Yeah I thought about that for sure. It’s just that I can’t contribute all that much spiritually at the moment. And before I don’t know what awakening really is, how it feels like and all of that I don’t want to plan to teach it.