Jannes

Currently I only tried psylocibin (0.5 to 0.7g dried magic truffle with 1-2 days rest in between) but I will also try lsd and maybe other psychedelics if I can get them.

(If I have sexual or romantic intentions) That a girl put her head on my shoulder and I didn’t know how to respond happened to me multiple times. I feel like I should at the bare minimum show her that what she does is okay. I don’t know how though. You could probably go for a kiss on the head or something if your advanced?

I don’t think contemplation has much to do with thinking. I feel like a low iq person could still contemplate really well. It’s a way of holding and moving your awareness to and through things you want to understand better. It’s quite intense but it does generate first order truths. Obviously thoughts can still be used to stay or get on track. edit: I remember that I asked myself that question when I was a child. When I got to that answer I felt like I discovered a superpower because it’s so different then normal thinking and produces such intelligent results.

Yeah it is but in the turn of events it ended with me rejecting her. She broke my trust badly and I didn’t just forget about it like a sucker. I felt pretty bad about it for some days but maybe this ends up being a really good decision. Time will tell..

That’s the thing. Before physical escalation it could still be platonic liking in each other. Physical escalation tests what the true intentions are. It’s a lack of grounding in my social abilities. I would have a hard time recovering from a rejection because I would take it way to personally and would question my whole social understanding. I just need more experience in that specific area I guess. Do you remember the MDMA message thread I started. .. Yeah that story went on for some time ?. Yeah that’s true.

Sure I have to work on that for sure. Not just when it comes to women but people in general. I have a hard time feeling accepted due to trauma, lonely childhood etc. But my physical escalation is especially terrible. I can’t be confident in something when I don’t know how to do it at all. And physical escalation isn’t a beginner friendly subject, you can transform from a normal dude to a creep in a second if you don’t know how to do it at all.

So simple yet so genius ? That was the only thing I thought about last time but I was to big to reach her head comfortably. Yeah I know. It’s like I know exactly that I disappoint her in that moment but I don’t know how to act not creepy so I just freeze and feel horrible about it.

Yeah dude if you get 50 likes in a day you can call yourself super lucky. Of course the algorithm favours you at the start but still 50 likes is a lot for a guy. I don’t think I get 100 likes in a year and I would consider myself above average looking. Maybe I have to get more professional pictures idk. I think it’s just easier to socialize for women because there is way less expactation for females. Men on the other hand should lead, be dominant, be funny, etc. (should build an attractive personality) That’s not easy to build, it takes a lot of effort. There is far less expectations for women. If they don’t have an attractive personality that’s a lot more exceptable. And playing the weak link is easier anyways. Also if women fuck up, be awkward, creepy, strange, .. it’s not a big deal most of the time while if a guy does these things it’s far worse.

Well right now I try to use them as often as possible because they always have a use. But you build up a natural tolerance. If you do more your tolerance will rise and your next microdose won’t be as strong. I can’t stop that so there is my natural stop. Yeah I once almost fucked up badly before because I didn’t know how this would change my behaviour and I could have easily gotten into a club fight (it was a 2x microdose to be fair). Microdoses take so much worry away from me that they make me a bit naive and reckless. And they also take a lot of my filter away which has also produced an incredible awkward social situation ? But I feel like you can’t know how you will act in social settings from the comfort of your coach so for me its a bit about wisening up while I go.

Thanks I will look into it! nice. I don’t take other medicaments. Yeah I can relate to that. I am a bit of a "rock“ quite often. Psychedelics bring me in touch with my emotions a lot. All of a sudden I can be so funny and feel like I have the power to turn everything around because I feel like I am just a source of fun and I can attract everybody and am accepted by everybody. And my emotional intelligence works again and I can relate to the world around me. I was completely blind to the little suttle social games around me but now I am not only aware of it but also participate naturally. It’s like it gives me a sense like smell back. I thought about it this way. The danger of not socializing or of not getting my studies done is pretty high because that could seriously make me sick, depressed, etc. You have to compare that to the danger of becoming addicted to microdosing. Which isn’t really high plus not harmful to the body so I will continue to take them.

The lower the developement of a being the more it runs on autopilot (evolutionary trial and error memory). Things that happen through autopilot seem far more complex then things that happen without autopilot. In a sense humans seem to be the least developed because they are the most developed. But higher developement builds on top of lower developement or you could say it connects multiple lower intelligence sources. A human for example is a higher intelligence because it is a superset of many lower intelligences (microbiomes, bacteria, organs, ..). So a human intelligence is not only the human thoughts but also all the lower intelligences that are integrated as well.

Haven’t thought about that. But right now I only microdose psylocibin and lsd which are both legal so the source isn’t some shady place.

My life IS (mostly) boring without psychedelics right now. I am working on improving my situation and psychedelics help me create an existence I like sober ?.

Ridiculous it’s 0,0012%

Depends on the level I guess. If you ask Leo he will tell you that he is the only one on this forum who is truly god realized.

They already said it. If you nut and after that still like to think about the girl and want her to be around you then you probably love her. Although I do think sexual love exists but it shouldn’t be the only driving force because that won’t make a healthy relationship.

Sometimes men tell themself that they are into a women when in reality they are just horny. And after they had sex with that women they loose all of their horniness and also loose their attraction towards the women because their attraction was only horniness and not love. It’s actually a good stategy for men to find out if they are into someone or not if after they jerked off immediately think about if they like a women or not.

If you can be funny all the time it shows a lot of healthy traits (like confidence, mental health, social intelligence…) about yourself and therefore is a legit way to gain social proof.

So as all of us I don’t know if Leo’s Alien transformation is a joke or actually real. But I wrote this thread with the assumption that it is real. My concern is that Leo seems to want to come out with it as soon as possible. I thought about what would happen if he showed a video of himself transforming into an Alien as proof. I think this would spread like crazy on the internet. People would be amazed but also really REALLY scared. People always feared miracle people and YOU Leo would be on a COMPLETELY different level. What I want to say is that I think when the general public finds out they could distract you nonstop and they could also become a big danger to you. Just think of the people who go into the forest to catch big foot. Well I think these people would want to hunt you as well. Plus a whole lot of obsessed new people. This message could be so incredibly important to humanity that you just can’t risk yourself before you made enough content to deliver your message. If it takes you a few years to articulate your teachings about alien consciousnis properly and all that time you keep it a secret and we get no proof that would really suck for us forum members and most of us would probably loose all faith in you but that’s okay. That you deliver your complete message safely is the number one priority, our curiosity can wait. We have to look at the bigger picture with this.

Interesting I am usually very reserved and intellectual on lsd and an animal on psylocibin. But I heard other people being horny on lsd as well.

Oh okay thanks for sharing! I don’t really have one yet. I wait at least one day in between and I take psylocibin but I will experiment with lsd as well.

Lol how almost none of you take this seriously. I am just saying this: Reality is already a miracle. Finding the ability to turn yourself into an alien wouldn’t be more crazy then what already happens in reality. Leo is a super smart spiritual pioneer. If somebody would find out something crazy like this, it could very well be Leo. I never said in this post that Leo can for sure turn himself into an alien or that I believe that to be the case. But if you say that it’s impossible to be true, you are just close minded. And I just said that IF it was true, this would be my strategy.

I see… But we are both very pro psychedelics (right?) in general so we have to keep our biases in mind. I think it might be very easy for me to become addicted to it because it literally helps me a ton with every aspect of survival. So of course my psyche puts this substance on a special place.

Each psychedelic has a different effect on people. For me psylocibin makes me really horny. If I don’t masturbate before a trip I wont be able to focus on the spiritual stuff and just think about hot stuff instead. Plus I am way more open, emotional and playful on psylocibin which is perfect for good sex. It’s just that actually cumming might be a struggle. But I guess that would make the sex last longer which can be a good thing.

iq is a subset of intelligence. Psychedelics will make you more intelligence in many ways but maybe not iq because iq has nothing to do with wisdom but with how fast your brain is at processing abstract information.