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Don't judge your situation. Accept where you are in life. There is no standard to compare. Your life is unique, yet you can make yourself more competent. Just do some general spiritual practice daily and go meet some women, if you really want to, just recognize it. You can't prevent suffering from happening in your life, but you still can get better at releasing it and not even accumulating it at times. I think what makes you thinking of that so persistent is all the guilts of you accumulate of feeling guilty for who you are and you can certainly feel guilty for the rest of your life when it comes to relationships with the opposite sex. Let's say you either got in relationship it or didn't get into relationship. You will feel guilty about the opposite you didn't choose at times. You can have desire for a woman and yet desire for the truth. If you practice some form of meditation or something you are on that path anyway. What is there to feel guilty of? Reflect and see that it's nonsense. Go and enjoy your life. If some shit will happen, just use it as a fuel to transform yourself. Maybe you will have a beautiful family. Who knows. People are so afraid to take new births and enjoy their unfulfilled desires because we don't know how to live properly.

Watching Hasan Piker

white as snow

yeah, no problem! I am figuring shit as I go. Thought it's finally time to learn some mix workflow while I got a sick low end possibilities. I have a long way to go but I feel like I can FINALLY FUCKING DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HB Baritone Mix 2024-09-01.mp3

I will be a hindu radical and say that yoga comes from Hinduism and is an integral part of Hinduism and works best (by orders of magnitude) if done according to the ancient rishi's and sages texts. I am sorry. But I think it's really true. They already explored so much of what a human being can do and what a human being is. Yoga being diluted is dangerous and unproductive.

I wouldn't quit if I were you.

@Leo Gura while I do not want to praise you too much, you really have changed quite a lot of people's trajectory for the better. It's up to you to figure what it means, but it's a fact. There is just lack of role models like that dude. I wouldn’t be as stable as I am without integral part of Actualized.org. Huge probability I would be in some ashram in India, but I also didn't forget my values and stayed. It was very worth it. This is also due to You. The infrastructure you built is there for people to internalize. If it weren't, it would be much darker in here.

I have a few tracks which I could dismantle for the purpose of co-composing one track as a collab, if you would be into that. I even have a baritone now that goes into B1 territory, so might aswell re-record with that. But entirely up to us what we choose as I know your style is different than mine. I can also write a track on musescore based on what I have recorded and then re-record.

I can see that. Whatever floats your boat. I will definitely do it for the rest of my life.

Well, it's a bummer to hear. It's always there for you to explore it, if you find yourself curious. Never felt worse from doing it you know.

Have you ever done something with deities like Saraswati for example? I meditate on it or listen to music with it, there is definitely and definitively something there when it comes to creativity, inspiration and things happening our of sheer luck.

Ok, good point, I guess.

Hey man, how is it going! Hope you are good! Nice to hear your artwork. Still would like to collab. Here is my stuff (unfinished) if you would like to do smth: Hall Of Suffering -Downtuned-.mp3 =)

Hmmm.... Is it genetics? Is it some other substance, conducive environemnt, karma or merits of the past lives. I wouldn’t bet everything on genetics.

I underestand. Sorry if it seemed like I am attacking you personally. I am just being a creative idiot and ranting about what I see we are lacking. Anyhow. I would really suggest Fiverr for this person.

I am not sure this forum is the place for it. You can suggest them to use Fiverr etc. You know, there is a bigger problem I see regarding teaching beginners new instruments. It's a big market for beginners, but very little market, guidance and possibilities for people who want to become a pro on the instrument. If only goverment would give rooms for renting as a rehearsal spaces in my area, that is million times better than having a music teacher.

Thanks for a reminder to find that artsy chick I always wanted to have a bigger art project, preferably musical project with. BTW I discovered that I could just pitch shift all my tracks in a DAW project a 4th down and it sounds amazing, it sounds like I have a proper baritone guitar!!!

Rip

In a philosophical sense am not very post-modernist savy, although I might be propagating it and strongly believing in it, but I do like the art that it makes.

And 5 part series

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I think the opposite. It will scale well, and give you very good examples and techniques. You will be surprised.

@joeyi99 the solution is complicated, yet practical and achievable. You need to tackle it from different ways. Some of it I can't help you with like pickup, going for it, meeting people, I am not good in this area. But! A part of shadow work, limiting beliefs, deep acceptance and reflection about the nature of death and yes, being alone and dying alone is something I would look into as it helps to build massive inner game when it comes to setting proper expectations. Of course, experience with the opposite sex also gives some of the necessary foundation. Good luck.

I do not do any single spiritual practice every day, because I sometimes skip my practices.

I haven't got any for 28 years 8) and I don't really care to be honest. The desire comes and it goes and the most time of the day I spend without wanting it. I am starting to think my talents lie in other things than that.