The Rainmaker

All my psychedelic work has made me believe is that time is much larger than we imagine, perhaps that it's infinite going both ways. I think it's more likely that humans were created and went extinct an infinite number of times before this current run-through.

Maybe those incel weirdos wouldn't be so goddamn weird and angsty if people like you weren't making them feel constantly uncomfortable about their achievements.

@Terell Kirby Sounds like you're just trying to bully people into suicide. I was born with brain damage and I had to spend years working on eye contact, selective mutism, etc. I promise you that when I was at the peak of this medical trouble that I was by no means a "pussy" even though I might have been deemed such by neurotypical people who were judging me on my abilities relative to normal functioning. Anxiety and awkwardness tend to be biological obstacles. It's a much more complex issue than just making people feel bad so that they magically develop new skills that are beyond their current programming. You're just a douche.

That's idiotic for more reasons than I can count but with regards to spirituality the most obvious is that the duality between men and women doesn't exist in the first place.

The one thing you oversimplify is this-- how do you find the medium between showing too much and too little interest? I mean, I know how to get laid, but this is one of the pitfalls I encounter. Sometimes, admittedly, I get a little clingy with women, but then when I notice that I overextend in the other direction and just become detached basically.

You're "higher than him?" What does that mean? That you're superior to people who aren't as good at social interaction as you?

I feel like this forum is merciless towards people with social anxiety. As someone who used to be unable to make eye contact with women and who can because of psychedelic intervention and years of meditation, most of the time when a dude's too nervous to talk to you it means there's something the matter with his brain. I don't think it's the type of thing to be shitting on people about.

100% this is because facing a biological blind spot can cause a thrashing backlash from the ego. The truth is that facing these corners of the soul can be brutal. Sometimes, it's only a matter of tragedy plus time.

Time alone with oneself, any break from the capitalistic rat race, any break from the rigid norm-- this is where windows of intense biological opportunity are unveiled. The level to which a being can analyze itself and become self-aware and harness that as a superpower is surreal. In fact, I am going to eventually make several YouTube videos about my process. Spirituality and esoterica completely change the game of neuroscience and healing.

I am a person who has used psychedelics and meditation and the spiritual realm (and even some occult methods like tarot cards) to cure and cope with symptoms of a brain anomaly (essentially congenital brain damage). I have a malformed amygdala, hippocampus, medial temporal lobes, and cerebellum, with fused hemispheres and a missing cerebellar vermis. I was lucky to have been born in the functional condition that I was, lucky to have my intellect, because this damage left me with various psychological, emotional, and physical problems. I spent most of my life not knowing the majority of this info (until the age of 19; I am now 21). Ever since, I've been intensely putting in daily neuroplasticity (psychs, meditation, herbs, tarot, and magick have been most helpful for facing blind spots, healing the trauma, and overcoming biological obstacles) Still, I blame my nurturing far more than my biology for that reason. The problem wasn't that I was born with anything incurable that doomed me. My problem is that we have such a narrow understanding of neuroscience that my neurologist and parents chose to keep this from me over telling me. I agree completely with this guy's thesis.

I agree with your use of the word entity but disagree that they don't wake you up very strongly.

I know I've interacted with you before on here but I've overcome biological obstacles through the usage of psychedelics. I have a rare brain anomaly and I've overcome suicidal ideations, selective mutism, abnormal eye movements, etc. from psychedelics. I've even stood up to my parents about abuse. It's ridiculous to act as though a drug that aids neuroplasticity isn't a tool.

Can you describe the next state?

Agreed, friend.

Sometimes people require quick intervention though. The enlightenment process involves the release of emotional baggage and trauma that can be debilitating to people. If you're relatively comfortable it's different, but some people live in such dire circumstances that they need a catalyst. Psychedelics helped me overcome some biological barriers like selective mutism, crippling anxiety, and suicidal ideations.

I find myself in a rare position. I was a victim of medical malpractice for twelve years. I was born with malformations in my amygdala, hippocampus, cerebellum, and medial temporal lobes. I am missing my cerebellar vermis (this malformation is called rhombencephalosynapsis; if you look up the condition you may be horrified, many of the people live in severe states, although a reasonable amount also live functionally as I do). I have always been of high intelligence and relatively high-functioning so I think that when these things were diagnosed that they were overlooked mostly by my neurologist and doctor. I was told a narrow scope of what the problem was, but none of the crucial details (such as the fact that my emotional processing was wildly off from a malformed amygdala). I didn't find out the full extent of it all until 19 when I dug up my MRI report from my attic, at which point I had been suffering through years of drug addiction, anxiety, depression, and isolation. My parents knew so little about the disorder I had that absolutely no dots were connected, and I don't think my parents still to this day understand how traumatic my life has been. At this point in my life, I could've potentially lost my mind or killed myself or something worse. But luckily, I found spirituality, which started with meditation and later extended to psychedelic treatment, primarily psilocybin. Hell, all of this was so traumatic and shocking that I don't know if I would have been able to face the horror of having to research and apply all of this if I didn't have psychedelics as a backing to the shadow work. My depression and anxiety have gotten much better. I have overcome selective mutism. I have overcome alcoholism and Adderall addiction. I have overcome neuro-ocular problems with eye contact. I have lost my virginity and started succeeding romantically and sexually. I have been able to diagnose myself with PTSD. I have improved in friendships. I find myself to be more intuitive, perceptive, and better at reading auras, more aware and present. I have had mystical experiences involving the ethereal and the occult and the supernatural, involving such themes as synchronicity. I have had God realizations. And all of this opened up a variety of possible career paths involving psychology and spirituality. I think that my situation will particularly buttress the advocacy of psychedelics. I have learned a lot from Leo and I have plans to produce content of my own related to my own experiences in this field and to post them on YouTube. There is so much to find when you lift the veil. This is just a surface-level description of my endeavors in this subject so feel free to ask me any questions regarding my authenticity! It's just easier to do it that way than for me to ramble for unspeakably long in one post.

Absolutely. But this won't be the case for everyone. I didn't begin yielding life-changing results from psychedelics until I stopped using them in a recreational fashion with friends and started using them as a therapeutic and entheogenic tool.

Some people are taking umbrage with the approach you're taking on this, but I respect the no-bullshit lucidity.