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@Eternal Unity I love that. I've just been meditating on the fragmentation of my heart. Doing an exercise where I focus on the core of what's inside, of what I feel about a situation, without attachment to my mind at all, concentrating on the extremity of the feeling of what that truth feels like it is, and then letting that energy transmute all other energies, and with that, open up my mind and turn being whole. This is a fragmentation to re/integration thing then definitely. There are some people we will always love. They taught us how to make ourselves whole through our experience of love together, and in our own way, we taught them how to make themselves whole through their experience of love. Shadows collide with light, shadows and shadows, light and light. Just some mindful thoughts, nothing in depth at this point. Thank you for the share. I asked a question. I got an answer. I sunk into the truth of that within my heart as deeply as possible and let it reshape everything else about me. The answer. It changes everything about all of this.

@Eternal Unity I am personally going to research everything I can about Paramahansa Yogananda and anything else there that is important to understand relating to what you've said and get back to you at the beginning of next month sir. Forgive the delay as you can see by the above I'm going through a bit of a transition at the moment (I'm sure you totally get the picture) and I just totally need to dis-engage from any ballsy philosophy/spirituality related stuff even though it is certainly one of my favourite topics. I'll provide this with the utmost attention and care Greg considering I can tell the obvious sentimental value it has for you, so there is that benefit to the wait there. Feel free to share any other journals, writings and thoughts you have here in the future that are of significance to you they will always be welcomed by me. Best regards.

@Eternal Unity Ladies and gentlemen Greg here is a total stud, look at how authentic this guy is just boldly shares an unedited journal he did 10 years ago I mean how fucking rich. Follow this dude. I will take my time with this Greg, thanks so much for sharing I hope other people learn as much as I will and try to share as you've requested as best as I can. Why? Because Greg shows fucking respect. He's badass mother fucker. Cheers

Oh wait I get it haha... The inspiration doesn't need to do inspirational creative writing (because they are the inspiration in and of themselves). Now it makes much more sense as to why my intuition was taking me just down the comedic route. My presence is enough and my comedy a bonus.

Fuck it, I'm just doing comedy I mean that's what YouTube (inspirational vids) is for right and you clowns wouldn't move your asses in the way I need you to anyway.

My official relationship status is that I am no longer single. Off the market ladies. Sweet thing it is to build strong bridges ?. It's been over a year since I've wanted to entertain a relationship so I thought why not, what have I got to lose she cares about me there's some chemistry and I just never know. There's a lot of gaps between us but the cares there you know and that helps a lot, if the cares not there what can you do you're just forced to throw your arms up in the air. She's very agreeable, placid and just very sensible so that gives me a good comfort zone. Compatibility is a fascinating thing, normally I wouldn't really go for someone like her but it's just one of those things you know, giving it a go. #fills up fuel tank for jetpack of love haha

@Raptorsin7 No problem, yeah just work on your confidence you'll be right. This falls outside of what I'm interested in unless you've got specific questions, for me and women its pretty simple I just like to vibe and have fun I don't make it much more complicated than that. Just to reiterate so it's not lost in translation, tickets are selling fast to every comment I make on the forum so be sure to buy quick. Bare in mind you can only buy them from penguins in Antarctica; they're likely to try and steal your wallet out of misinterpreting it as a squirrel or is it a fish yeah a fish of some sort so watch out for that.

I wrote this on the fly for you. Love to you sir! In your heart, you do design The world alight, you intertwine All your wounds with soothing ointment That only you, know how to apply For within you, is your own healing And within your consciousness, a higher ceiling Of powers deep within, that only you can unlock But do not try, to act like Spock For your heart is not, a padlock This is an airlock you close shut So that the you inside can no longer fly out of where you were cut This may seem abrupt, but this is the strut That you must find for your own amusement and no one else's It is called you, to help you see all the way through Beyond the confusion and doubt, perform your own jujitsu Leave God on the coffee table and first look beyond life's previews So that you can see you and all the world anew Where the worth and deservedness you seek Will be much more available to you than what you feel when you are meek Peering up at a God hoping that he will speak First look inside and hear your own mystique As beautiful and rich, with absolute pitch The you waiting to be heard, as quiet as a bird Opening up out of its shell, for the first time you hear the bell The sound of your youth that allows you to break free Now you sir, yes you, you will watch grow your very own tree Beyond all and above those black seas

Imagine if an overly positive person was actually just disguising the fact that they were a suicide bomber or at the very least just committed an atrocious act, I have to say I get a little suspicious of them sometimes. Look at Donald Trump, not overly positive but overly one dimensional, no? Dimensionality is the antithesis to stupidity as well, but does this mean that people who have an overly negative perception of positive people are intelligent or just as kamikaze except they just wear it on their sleeve? Who do we watch out for more, Dr. Phil's one dimensional sympathetic demeanour, Donald Trumps one dimensional sales pitches, the overly positive or the overly negative about the overly positive? But then look at Hilary Clinton, isn't she the measurement of the balance? The crooked dimensionality that absorbs all of Trump's mistakes with a giant devil's pitchfork in one foul swoop? However even though she has dimensionality I think we could argue that she fits into the category of overly positive, no? Thus validating my perception that the overly positive are probably hiding a little more than irritable bowl syndrome of authenticity. So where do we go from here? So it neither has anything to do with one dimensionality or dimensionality but that lack of dimensionality on the surface is correlated with something to hide if someone seems overly positive. This is why I never trusted Christmas or literally any holiday break, I'd rather just pay homeless people to sing death metal at carollers. They're the overly positive right? I don't know who take out first, the carollers or the people paid to dress up like Santa, elves and so on - what's more cruel? At least I don't at all try to humiliate the homeless by playing dress up on my imaginary fantasies. You wouldn't want to know what I'd do to the easter bunny and that's why you barely ever see anyone dress up as one these days.

P.S - I'm now officially taking a more active role in the forum to instead use my inspirational and comedic focus as described elsewhere to help others, doesn't make a lot of sense to let such talent go to waste on one or two journals when I have a gleefully awaiting audience requesting my advances all over this site . Wherever you happen to be in the world I hope life is treating you right and most importantly you're treating yourself right throughout whatever commitments you have to face from the open wounds of inevitable suffering that'll require your quickest recovery to the moments that generate greater devotion from you with more ease.

I'd really love to see higher standards on this forum. I really mean that. I don't care what it's about just so long as its to a high standard and there's decency between people. That's the atmosphere I'd like to see created here by everyone to your ability only. It's my hope that through my growing example I can reflect that into reality. This journal of mine here is to encourage anyone to debate, question and more or less just entice me on anything. I am completely against non-debate because it sharpens minds however in saying that I will do my best to emulate a positive example there in the spirit of things unless of course its important to operate under some kind of necessary defence or oblique humour. On that note anyone here is free to discuss anything on this subject to share their thoughts to the enth degree of their highest potential. I have no intention of naming any names as I'm sure everyone is aware this has been done enough on this forum to date. Looking forward to being a part of that vision that I hope as many of you will join me on that mission.

Here's my unique destiny relative to my own personality, autobiography and abilities, I hope this inspires others to discover, create and follow their own. Doesn't take long, spent about 10 minutes developing this insight. The ( ) examples for plain white walled humour. To explain briefly, I've got x amount of time in my life with y amount of potential to achieve the end destiny in terms of first searching for all and solving all the problems that my abilities are capable of bridging the skill difference between (parallel alignment). Follow my second post in this thread to paint a more developed context, I'm not going to reveal too much of my autobiography outside of private conversation and unless I've gotten to know you well xo.

I'll share my list next week once I've vertically and horizontally organised everything. #Drunk creative intellectual slut here , they say drink driving is bad but only when you haven't taken cocaine with it (have only ever done this inside a plastic car - actually no that was marijuana, never taken cocaine)

@Infinitians meaning is meaning and the meaning of it which encompasses any identity we ascribe to the meaning of life is just an integration point relative to the flow and circumference of experienced consciousness. An't no body gonna top that. Relative to my own, its for reality to find its highest integration point; balance; synthesis; collective individuality bound to and boundless from individual collectivism socially and dimensionally; where friction points can meet with its opposite softest points and still find an infinite point of creation, aka some kind of singularity.

my fathers name is greg, ha (truth)

@Eternal Unity just a personal falseness

No problem @Raptorsin7 All things being equal, you want dominant characteristics you’re looking for to line up dominantly and incrementally more open minded from there. Nature always wins, so try to side with foresight as much as possible because hindsight is interesting but never fun its better to just do it right the first time; my father got it right the third time around I’m learning from his mistakes ha. All characteristics are threats to potential disparity: height; cognition; creativity; psychology; past traumas; abilities; skills; interests; more. It’s smartest to find your equal, wise to find what just works, visionary to find the balance and rebellious to just go against the tide completely in all ways, historically the latter has probably never been done before which just goes to show how dominant biological law is. My father is Greek and my step mother Chinese for example so I’m not a bad person to ask on this topic, where they dominantly line up though is more in my mothers passivity and hospitality combined with my fathers dominance, authority and problem solving. I’m like my father but I’m a far better compromiser/negotiator than he and in a relationship I’d be prioritising my partners happiness far more than any personal dominance, the former is where my dominance would be reflected most. I think you’re focusing far too much on race at this point, you need to be building a hierarchy of most important characteristics as opposed to characteristics you want to avoid such as your personal race, this sets you up not first screening for what you want but instead just avoiding what you don’t want which kind of corrupts the process a bit. Yeah, family history is important as well but there individuality becomes increasingly more important the more they’re individual, not everyone’s a clone of course I know I’m certainly not other than certain key areas like anyone else. “bunch of successful dudes with hot wives who got into meditation once they realized material objects don't bring lasting happiness” Interesting, what are the things that make you want to target this demographic? have listed over 100 world problems and counting, getting a good mcdonalds list to intellectually pig out on, fast food douchebags being one group to kamakazi

@Raptorsin7 Relative to the world population almost zero. Most people are on social media, that's the first red flag even though social media is meant to bridge social differences and I believe it does, it has mostly created the opposite inside and outside the cognitive deficits it reinforces which need rectification. Determine the communities and type of women that are more likely to have this level of understanding and then go from there. Run experiments with yourself, start a Pinterest account and begin searching for women, notice changes in patterns overtime. I did the same thing. I can be with a woman from any racial background based on my own self experimentation, but as for the super manly hairy women its never been a thing for me either ha. For me attractiveness is just a control variable, all things considered I take similar personality, interests, growth orientations into much greater consideration. That's a very important deduction you've made as well, I believe you will, this was what occurred with me and my own changes in patterns overtime especially the more exposure I gave myself to a variety of women. In the end, I'm no one special in that I choose love first and foremost. Compatibility of intelligence is vital but I know my own level of intelligence can only get me so far regarding my choices. I only ever used Pinterest and related (i.e. porn) for experimental purposes; imagination and real life is my preference. Plus I want a real woman you know, nothing fake or overly advertised. #Hairy legs and moustache

@Raptorsin7 Yes. The universe follows a pre-set of defined laws which follows all the way to our biology up to and including how we organise our perceptual world, especially our social world. In fact, our social world for the majority of humans unless your brain is organised very differently from others take people with autism spectrum disorder (which has its variability in different ways), is our world. This is a good thing and a bad thing. This is good up to and including the fact that a person has the cognitive malleability to take in variability as a part of their biologies natural propensity towards in-group as opposed to out-group preferencing, and when to state it rather bluntly, they're stupid. They're a guy who grows up to rob a liquor with cops standing in line to pay for their fuel. All of us are well cultured I'm sure as it concerns racial disparities as well as inclusionary measures, the latter here stretching as far as dating too of course otherwise you would have felt it uncomfortable to even talk about on the forum. Comfortability here purely depends on the amount of exposure every individual brain has had to the acceptance of racial differences all the way up to dating and you're spot on in your approach as it concerns determining what cultures have greater/less comfort here. If you were to try and date a woman that was a part of a small primitive tribe we both know that your odds are significantly less compared to if you were to try in a city where the views there are more multicultural. However, let's take a woman that looked the opposite to you that loved you and was from this multicultural city environment. If either of you were to go to an environment where either the people were exclusively of her ethnicity or of your ethnicity plus that group you were a part of placed subtle shame on your mate choice, even if you stayed together because you both recovered fairly easily as you both had a self awareness about what was happening, you'd still feel the primitive social wiring that took thousands of years to develop bearing down on you both to follow the groups underlying impressions. We needed the group back then, they needed us and because we weren't all geniuses, we needed these primitive evolutionary social responses. So its of course a natural consequence of our social wiring, we can't help it but to feel the urge to be idiots when it comes to ostracising versus acceptance when there's a collective Mexican wave on someone, whether this is on perceptual racial differences all the way up to financial differences. I believe you know this though. The city offers a perceptual cocktail that people have to get used to and so the more blacks we see with whites the more it becomes readily accepted to peoples subconscious wiring, the more conflict we see between whites and blacks though the more black and white couples will feel that social pressure. This example can be applied analogously to all racial contrasts, the less social conflict surrounding the issue because this cultural dissonance is analogous to the tribal group dissonance (as our brains can't tell the difference even though the culture isn't really a tribe its just because we watch the televisions, computer screens and read the papers, etc that we get indoctrinated into that belief - government an't our tribe) the more at ease the couple or more (i.e. polyamory) will feel socially at ease. Historically, it has tended to matter more for women. Norms create the brains comfort level, they're analogous to our daily habits we have to break or make, the relationships we could make or need to break based on some other norm/habit we should make/break because it serves our higher interest to do so. As for what cultures, demographics and races would have more/less comfort, we'd have to have further insightful questions there to draw out decent discussion, for now, this will serve.

@Raptorsin7 On the interracial thing, you already know the answer. It just depends on the two individuals, but it will always be looked upon as different that's just how people are programmed unless its the norm.

@Raptorsin7 I already have answer without reading everything. Heal your issues. Done. Sorry no other way around it. You must face your motherly demons, all of them, you don't want anything lingering for the best possible relationship or potential courtship. Heal everything you have about both genders and I promise you that will leave a significantly positive imprint at the very least as a consequence of a lack of a negative imprint from what can easily come of it. I can empathise. I won't give specific details, we don't know each other well enough but I've spoken about it with others here.

That's a terrible reason. Next request: Make use of my time in a worthy way on your next comment or I shall ask you to leave my kingdom here. Get creative, open debate, general conversation, anything that affords the luxury of quality conversation.

@Zeroguy State your purpose for knowing.

Not something I reveal on the forum unless I know the person well. There is only one amazing person here that happens to know, kinda amazing, not completely amazing but just kinda

Writing out a whole list of things I want to save and a whole lotta things I want to wage war with on this planet, time to get creative, time to destroy, time to unite Or just the universe in general you know