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  1. "Psychiatrists are the only specialists who virtually never look at the organ they treat" - Quote from the video I was in distress during my education years. Got treated for bipolar by a psychiatrist. I quit seeing him and did some consciousness work and it made my problem obsolete. I wonder now what a difference between a mental illness and a spiritual experience is. What is even a "mental illness"?
  2. The cosmic motion that is subject to perception is finite and periodical. The intra cosmic motion should be eternal and ceaseless. Maybe it either moves so fast or so slow that it appears to the finite mind as "stillness".
  3. That's exactly what my psychologist said to me 10 years ago. I didn't listen to her and now I'm here. Why is life so hard on me?
  4. Kinda agree on this and even thinked about it today. Had this idea pop up in my mind. In west we glorify the rajasic (activity) and shame the tamasic ( laziness). With this system there is a third and a rarer option which is satvic ( peacefullness). I don't know yet what the difference between satvic and tamasic is in practice. Neither one of these states seem to help me wash the dishes at home.
  5. What a coincidence. Did a Wim Hof breathing exercise + Cold bath + meditation today. It is popular in other groups. Did hear that "Hoffer" was a name for someone that practiced it .
  6. @GreenWoods You might look into the Absolute. At least by some occultists it Itself is eternal motion and infinite space. Also ceaseless duration is also said to be it's attribute.
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  8. Nicotine functions as a nootropic. He probably feels the brain enchasing effects during his podcasts. Might be one reasons why he smokes it.
  9. Someone else would have taken his place. It was his destiny to serve the creator in this way. The past karmic actions made by the Germans caused the inevitability of this war as their hostile ancestral nature got awakened. Such events are not controlled by one person. He was more like a conductor of the people and manipulated their anger toward his own selfish ideology.
  10. Thanks for reminding me of it.
  11. I think he would forgive you.
  12. Yes, I get that fear too. Even in spiritual circles I feel like a lunatic to others when I share my spiritual experiences. Hopefully humanity through a psychological-spiritual revolution in the scientific field sooner rather than later. I agree with you. There is a whole lot to explore in this field and it is unremarkable. I think psychology should join with spirituality in this quest to understand the psyche. Sort of combine head and heart into one science. Another note: I actually didn't know what words to use to explain my suffering to the doctor. Then I found articles about bipolar on the net. I was like "that seems to explain it" then told him about how up and down I felt periodically and got medication for bipolar and got a free pass away from the military because of it. Lol.
  13. Nice, we need to care and love our neighbour instead of feeling special that we occupy our time to love Hitler. Loving our neighbour is harder than to love a mental image of a historic person with negative status.
  14. I feel I will achieve a piece of mind if i put this work to rest. However, I fear that people will get far ahead of me if I stop watching, reading, meditating, attending retreats on spiritual work. A balance maybe be ideal. It just feels like being a monk or finding success in life are two opposites in which I have to focus on one. Just feel happier thinking of letting go of this spiritual clothing and never put it on again. Any recipes for smoothie shakes?
  15. I'm guessing the gnome on the left
  16. 99% of all so-called spiritual experiences are in fact false. This sentence got stuck with me. What if it is true? Have heard people believing that they are a reincarantion of Cleopatra, Jesus or a Lyran. Obviously some of it can be true but mostly not. What would be the difference between spiritual experiences or psychic delusion? It worries me that the "spiritual community" is falling into this psychic trap.
  17. Guys. I got the Pfizer vaccine today. I suddenly got glasses and started to wear old school clothing. I think I am turning to Bill Gates. Help!
  18. Should had reframed it this way. How to distinguish a astral experience and a spiritual experience? Had this thing where I experienced past lives in great detail. I always had that subtle feeling that these were false or just picked up from some akashic records. I saw the lives from a third person view, they seemed astral and my ego totally believed it. Then I experienced what I believe was a real past life experience. It was felt in the body and was ancient and familiar. The ego didn't attach to this kind of stuff as it felt so personal and real. Neither didn't I care about this "experience" like the false ones. My thinking is. If you knew what your past life was then you wouldn't care. As it is so familiar like the blood flowing in your veins. Unlike a false one that excites the egos as it gives a new identity and a new meaning to live. Is there any similar ques that distincts an astral experience from a spiritual one? Sorry guys, I need train my English to better ask questions.
  19. I open my mind that Donald Trump is a saviour being and that he is going to kick out the imposters from the White House and start a prosperous age for the world. I open my mind that Bentinho Massaro is the most awake teacher on the planet and a co-worker with the "light forces". I open my mind that I am worthy of love and gratitude.
  20. Will post examples of thing I will try to be open minded to. Especially things that I get triggered by. I will also try some counterintuitive practices to open my mind to it.
  21. 1. Frank Yang is an arhat. Bowing 15 times a day to his image to humble my ego. 2. Jordan Peterson is speaking Truth in his lectures. Bowing 15 times a day to his image to humble my ego. 3. I am a troll who just wants negative attention. Bowing 15 times a day to the idea to humble my ego. Saying the infinite name 3 times after bowing and ask forgivness for my ignorance.
  22. @Ananta Then Moderna should suffice. We have Pfizer and Moderna vaccines. Apparently Astra-zeneca is only given to people aged 65 and over. Ok, I see it. It is my mistake for making the post sound that way. I just wanted a list that Yarco provided. English is not my native language.
  23. Lol. As I have questions about this vaccin I feel like I am automatically labeled as a antivaxxer here on the forum. Thanks. I guess Pfizer will be my choice when I take the vaccine and recommend one to others.