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@Tyler Robinson The only thing that is insane about Leo is his vocabulary. It's always been so.

Then you have no idea what you're talking about.

Source: Any dictionary. Sorry, but I don't see that here. I see a perfectly rational/sentient human being who is claiming to have achieved some state of stupidity. Just so much for insanity. P.S. Stop trolling.

@Loba

Better does not mean happy or without suffering. It just means more materially established in the dream. Your irresponsible happiness comes at the cost of others suffering. Your food, house, clothing, porn, gadgets, etc. are most likely products of sweatshops of people that worked so hard to create, so that you can sit on your lazy ass and say half-baked nonsense like this. Even this site, it's not here by accident. Leo puts a lot of work into maintaining it. Even the porn you watch and jerk off to. Do you think the girl is happy taking in a giant monster up her ass?

Everyone is possessed by the ego and the illusion of free will. But when the ego collapses and you realize the illusory nature of free will, that's when you become typically possessed. Realizing no free will dissociate you from reality by creating a barrier between you and your desires. The normal person does not have that barrier. They're enmeshed in the dream so deeply and completely that they don't even realize they are possessed by their desires. They think they are the author of their thoughts, desires, and actions. And while that is technically false, it's still a better experience than being stuck with the truth of no free will. Life is a self-driving car. When you're an ego (in a stable environment), the car seems to follow your instructions, But when you dissociate, the car seems to be moving on its own and does not obey your instructions, which can be scary if you're new to that experience. That's the Buddhist enlightenment. But since it's your life that's self-driving, that means it's you. The car is you, and has been all along. That's what Leo refers to as God-realization. It's also in the 10 ox-herding model, probably the 7th picture.

I think most of the times, it's both at the same time at the time it's occurring. Altered states often carry spiritual insights within them, but they're not necessarily always true or beneficial to follow. It's our job to seek a better clarity in order to be able to determine what is what for ourselves, which is a lot of work, and it can be hard to complete - depending on the degree and type of the experiences, without the proper guidance or settings. It's similar to the difference between waking up and cleaning up. You see this whole new side of reality that others can't see, but can you integrate it in your life? That's what differentiates the awake from the ill. But of course it's not so black and white. It's often a long process of constantly weeding out illusions, delusions, and confusions. Some ancient mainstream cultures used to differentiate between God's revelations and the possession with evil spirits. They didn't know it was both. It starts as possession and ends in God. But most people are too simple to see behind the scenes of what that realized person has gone through. They only want to see the end result based on their distorted fantasies of what a realized person should look like. I did not know I had been possessed for several years until after I "completed my journey". It's not like the spirits are a person with a mouth that can talk. They're energies that sit within your body and take on control instead of your original conscious self, which gets put on pause, so to speak. You lose control of yourself and they replace you, although I'm exactly not sure which one occurs first. It's hard to know, cuz they're both you, just different sides. Carl Jung called this unconscious force "the shadow". But at the end of the day, if you allow it to work through you, and if you somehow manage to understand it, it will purify you and then eventually let you go. That's my experience at least.

This morning I meditated and realized my Divine Mission/Purpose. It's a state of consciousness (the realization, not the purpose itself), a feeling - as it should be. And it is a good feeling, and I want more of it. So after spending years in ego disintegration (ego-death, selflessness, spirituality, Buddhist enlightenment, feminine integration, confusion, psychosis, whatever you want to call it), and yes it has been a long and a tough journey. Finally, after all that time and struggling to find and maintain a sense of self, I've finally restored my ego. It's still not as best as it can get, but at least somewhere near where it was at max before the disintegration, and that's good enough for now. I'm not quite sure how it happened, I have some guesses, but I guess that's not really the point that I'm trying to make. The point that I'm trying to make is that I've always been a man of purpose, even if I didn't always realize it. I've been wrong and deluded at times, and stupid at times, but even those moments were me following a purpose, a drive that's within me, that is so deep and innate to me, yet at the same time completely dependent on the world around me, that pushes me to me move. It's the essence that powers my engines, and what gives meaning to my entire life. I'm a person who always seeks perfection; the better and the best. My mission is to improve Life, to make it a better place, for me and everybody around me. I didn't choose this mission, it's just part of who I am, and it's Divine. And it doesn't stop there. It's not like I really have to always be doing something profound or meaningful in order to achieve my mission. No, not at all. Today, I realized that whatever I'm doing, I am after my mission somehow, just because I am, and because it is true. Even when I am taking a shit, I'm still after my mission, because taking a shit is a necessity, not something I'm just doing irresponsibly to avoid my mission. I will even go as far to say that even when I'm doing something seemingly malignant, I'm still doing the world something good, that's my intent and it comes from my core desire, which is my Mission. I've never done one random or unpurposeful thing in my entire life, even when I was lost. My inner compass has always been there. Intact, and always up and running. I don't follow my pleasures, and I don't chase luxuries, even though I can enjoy those things but only to the extent that empowers me, charges up my tanks, and boosts my capacity for more improvement. I don't know about everyone else, but that's who I am on the deepest level. When I'm working, it's to create a better world. When I'm resting, it's to charge up for more work. My mission is to exist, and to exhaust this Life until I die. To live this life to the fullest, and to make it a better place, that's how I can die in peace without regrets, knowing that I did what I came/was sent here to do. And after completing my spiritual journey, I can finally say that I am the embodiment of the Divine Marriage between the Masculine and the Feminine. I am Complete. The rest is just Updates, and I'll keep collecting them as I'm going. There's nothing else to do except to be Me.

Sold. I wanna be a mod too

Why do you want to be a moderator so badly? What do you imagine that experience is like? Personally, I imagine work for free.

Here's where I suggested banning his views:

I've never watched any of his videos, just the one where he says depression = victim mindset (completely disastrous/toxic view), and all I know about him is that he is being censored for whatever reasons. I actually now remember that I suggested banning his perspective when I saw that video a year ago. I'll check if I can find my post. So I just listened to half of the interview but I'm not going to continue. My opinion is that Tate is an immature kid who got lucky/rich and is wasting that luck with his stupidity. He doesn't look smart or deep or anything, rather much like movie stars, shining but shallow. He claims to understand the system, but as far as I can tell, his views are very simplistic and black and white. Not worth my time.

It doesn't have to be observable, as long as it can be reproducible, useful, or at least somewhat interesting and relevant to our life. These high standards are necessary because otherwise, we'll be living each in their own little bubble. You're not giving me much to work with here. Yeah, I'll keep an open-mind. But is that really enough? Okay, cool, interesting. Because you claimed they were wise and deeply into consciousness, and that in your opinion that somehow deserved to survive against the better technologies. Wisdom and strength are not very different in practice. If you're wise, that's a strength. And if you're strong, that can help you gain wisdom. Besides, stronger humans protect the weaker ones of their tribe. But when it comes to politics and survival, life necessitates that some will triumph and rise and that others won't. Sometimes life can be brutal. But the stronger humans are there to protect the weaker ones, even if some small portion might be pathological. The vast majority of strong people are good people that will sacrifice themselves for their loved ones. It's not the same thing. In our modern times, the smart kid is the bully. Then maybe Karma is just failing as an explanation, maybe we don't need it to explain anything anymore cuz there are better frameworks now, you know? When it comes to understanding reality, vague feelings with a bunch of cool-sounding terms doesn't cut it for me. I look for specifics, things that I can verify. White Europeans were the smart bullies. The better babies trump the worse babies. There's no contradiction in our perspectives. They're two complementary povs.

@AtheisticNonduality I'd like to see you try

Cuz the current ones are not enough to get rid of me.

I don't think it's possible to understand anything without at least one layer of interpretation. That's how our minds work. We need to have a framework to base our understanding in. Understanding doesn't just appear out of nowhere or occur in the ether. It needs a mediator, and the main ones are intuition and language. But even intuition requires a certain level of interpretation. That's my observation at least. Any thought I think, and any word I say is already an interpretation. I haven't yet found a way to bypass interpretation. We have science, which is a lot better and more accurate. If I want to understand something, the first place to go to is science. I don't think the universe has desires. Why would it? The universe can live with or without humans. It will still exist regardless of humans and their awareness, so what's the point of it wanting humans to do this but not that? Evolution is an assumption. We don't even know if it's real. Maybe all that's happening is just coping, shape-shifting, and role-playing between forms, but no fundamental evolution. I do the same as you when I meditate. But I don't have as much free time currently. I used to do 8 hours long meditation sessions a couple of years back, that was when I first awakened. Now, I mostly meditate for two hours a day max, and I even skip some days. What's that thing? That's how they got wiped, not why. Why were they wiped out if they truly understood consciousness? Shouldn't that understanding have been enough to help them protect themselves somehow? Or is strength the ultimate card in existence? (I pick the latter option). And most importantly, where's their good Karma when they needed it the most? But regardless, I even doubt that's how they got wiped in the first place. A stronger culture doesn't just kill everyone from the weaker cultures. Rather, they kill some and enslave the rest. So the wisdom that any culture must have had, should remain and automatically get embedded in the new dominating culture. I'm witnessing this directly as western culture has invaded mine. My culture didn't just vanish, it simply incorporated itself into the stronger trends. The way I see any culture can get wiped is if a better culture comes and replaces the delusions and misconceptions of the earlier one. That seems more like nature to me. There isn't an absolute good or absolute bad, just better and worse. And the better always trumps the worse out of existence. You know I like and respect you and everything, and I really hope that this won't damage our friendship, but in all honestly this sounds like nothing more than hippy daydreaming/morality. The alternative for me is working with reality as it is. Reality is this way. I wish it was some other way, but it isn't. So I have to adapt and change in order to fit and survive.

Meditation.

@Carl-Richard ??

Hey, yo! It's finally working! Here: https://gesinsights.onrender.com/ Create an account and start journaling in private. Any email address will work. It doesn't even need to exist. Ex: anything@something.thing But the password needs to be at least 8 characters long including at least one uppercase letter and one number and one special character.

You are imagining him and his capability to awaken. You're also imagining being sick of his imaginary games. On top of that, you're imagining me telling you this. The desire to ban me might come up as a result of all this imagination, but that would just be more imagination. Me, I imagine loving you