Gesundheit2

Haha! Seems like it's a dream come true for both of you, so congratulations! Just how do you feel when you remember a couple of months ago when you used to think that just regular sex, let alone all of this was impossible in India? This must have been a big mind-fuck for you, have it not? (Congratulations on that too, haha!) However, I would say this is a super rare occurrence, to find someone as compatible and to advance with them this much this quickly. Honestly, it's a little hard to believe, but I won't doubt you. So take this piece of advice and try your best to make it work. Don't throw it away no matter what, because you won't likely find a girl with similar kinks this easily. She should probably understand this too. She won't likely find a bisexual male this easily. Anyway, for now, just keep enjoying each other.

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I don't generally take what people say or do (to me, or otherwise) personally, or even seriously. That's been established as one of my core principles for quite some time. I treat most people as if they are crazy, so that there's no point in taking a crazy person seriously. I'm crazy too, but some people take me seriously, and that's their problem, cuz they're crazy. Anyway and however, recently, I started taking what God is doing to me personally, regardless of vehicle. Lately, I started feeling like God has designed this game specifically to take revenge from me. This whole structure is made to mock and make fun of me. I feel like God is laughing hysterically at me every time I am presented with a new challenge. It's as if I'm God's worst enemy. God hates me for some reason or no reason at all, but there's no doubt that it hates my guts. Otherwise, it wouldn't have put me here. That might sound silly, but I'm dead serious as I'm speaking. I'm really starting to take it personally. Personally, I would not put anyone in my place even if they were my worst enemy, cuz it's so fucking gruesome, and I'm not that cruel. The cruelest thing that I would do to anyone is ignore them, but not much else. God not only ignored me (still is), but it's actively working against me and trying to hurt me personally. Like, seriously, what is your problem, you son of a bitch? What did I do to you? What do you want me to do? Do you not find joy except in my torture? Or are you blind to everyone else's mistakes but my own? I have probably made one of the least amounts of mistakes possible among this stupid creation, and it doesn't even seem like I'm being punished for those. I'm being punished for sins that I have not committed and are not my own. Things that I have been born with, God's mistakes, and so forth. But of course, I should always remain the bigger man and take it all on my shoulders, take responsibility and move on. I don't even feel comfortable complaining after everything that I've gone through. It feels so useless, but sometimes I like to express and see how my thoughts will manifest. Look and listen to me closely, you son of a bitch. I'm not giving up. I don't care what you do to me, I'm going to triumph eventually and bury you instead. Now go on and try your best to bring me down. You will fail, like always, cuz you picked the wrong opponent. Let me assure you that I won't kill myself, let alone die by the likes of you or your vehicles. I will only flourish, and multiply. You started this war, but you'll be the one to die in the end. Guaranteed. And here's your stamp as proof: See? I'm funny and cool even when everything is falling apart. I just can't be bothered. I will keep my cool under all pressures and circumstances. Cuz that's what a man does.

@BipolarGrowth If that's "kinda broke", then I'm infinitely in debt.

Only at stages Green and Purple.

Wasn't it you that said in a recent post that you have something over $150k in investment?

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This is awesome! Not the text, obviously. But what it might indicate. It's either that AI turned out to be just a hippy at the of the day, or that hippies are actually just bots in the first place. I'm very comfortable, and actually quite happy in both cases. I treat hippies as bots anyways.

Basically, water, food, and sex. Then piss, poop, and repeat.

@Rasheed I don't care enough to comment on the thread, but I like your signature. It represents me 100%.

Finding your true self and knowing your true worth are two interconnected values. Your worth will only be as deep as you realize of yourself. And your self-realization can only get as profound as your worth. This doesn't mean you're God, solipsism, or anything like that. If you think you're God, that's only because you're a narcissist. It also doesn't mean that you're a worthless piece of shit, regardless of what your past/shadow/traumas might be telling you. This isn't about imagination. It's about knowing your actual place in this super complex puzzle. It's about knowing the truth.

@Carl-Richard Awesome work, man! You're lucky to be this position. I have a couple questions: Do you think the answers, and therefore the analysis, would differ if the words used in the survey did? For example, if you avoided using words that have negative connotations/cultural baggage for a big chunk of the European population, like religion, Jesus, and God. Do you think this sample could represent the future trends of the world at some point?

He ate from the forbidden tree.

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I think I might have developed some sort of mental pain masochism lol. The pain and torture of overheating my brain started becoming somewhat enjoyable, it's weird. Today is the first time I've experienced this shift. It's not complete yet, and I don't know if that's good or bad for me, both in the short and long terms. I guess I'll give it some space and allow my feminine side to take control for some time and let it explore itself a little bit. Maybe it's the only way to achieve intellectual mastery.

I'm thinking about starting a couple new journals for 2023 that would be a continuation of the ones I already have; this one, and Front & Back. I have a few ideas about how that would look like, but mainly the goals would be more expression of myself through audio recordings, and advancing my programming knowledge and skills by applying the "learning by teaching" principle where I would be explaining programming concepts using my own words regardless of whether there's someone to receive the explanation or not. I think it's possible to do both at the same time, but this will greatly depend on where the country is headed, which should become clearer in the next couple weeks.

@Zeroguy She's the G. Lesson acquired.

Like any other. It's not like you're going to have sex with her in front of the child. I hope I'm not sounding mean here, but children, siblings, parents, friends, etc. are all irrelevant when you're approaching a girl. If she's down with it, it's none of their business. But this depends on where you live. You gotta understand and approximate the social expectations before you do anything. In most places, you can approach girls who are with children or friends or even family members, as long as there are not adult males.

@Razard86 Lol okay.