Zeroguy

I died and experience next: no self pure awareness not aware of anything feeling of God and Infinite Love in all directions This was by far best experience in my life. Wish Leo Gura can comfirm.He did he said Leo died so that he have this experience .

It's just a fucking dream and everything revolves around me. I am dissapointed .

Just my 2 cents.

I am interested does anyone else lives like hermit? Do you like it or not?

Yeah lets Self Actualize. I am ISTJ personality type . I suffer from schizoaffective disorder so it means I am mentally ill. I take my meds and my symptoms are now non existant. I drink meds that remove psychosis and improve quality of my thinking. Curently I don't have a job and I don't have girlfriend . I live like a hermit even if I am surrounded with family members (dad and brother). So I am at begining of my story. Hopefully it will be good. Starting from zero. Problems I have are poverty of speach and shyness.Aldo I improved a lot. I have to quit smoking and to drink Coffee ,those are my only 2 addictions left. Lets see how this Introvert will make it in big world.

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Realizing I am God completed my inner work I have self confidance no more shyness or social anxiety . I started taking responsability for everything in my life. Soon I will start going to gym. I am going to gamefy life.

This is nice dream that be had. Awakening made me to distrust "other" people they are just my mind same as my body,so they are me but you can’t live in this world with such realization. I am confused about that and I am trying to integrate it.Being loving and good to "others" is first step but problem os "they" are all ego driven. So I spend time in sollitude . I suffer from schizoaffective disorder so it's difficult to get a job where I live with this diagnosis. I already taken full responsability for my life and household. So lets begin. Current position , unemployed living of my father pension .Living with father and my brother who is gambler so no money comes from him. Yeah it is sad.

I will start teaching and using IFS therapy . I already got first costumer it is my best friend . Yeah we start from small but I am excited interested what can God imagine next.

Same here. Hell is other people I like that quote.

Yeah it's a constant I am ISTJ .

Help me out.

Because you are Infinite Love and Infinite Goodness etc.You are not really awake yet. All dream characters are you . You should love and be good to them. I suffer from schizoaffective disorder so I manage to dream beautiful dream.

Infinite Love Infinite intelligence Infinite Godness It is literally God

Yeah why not both .Thanks.

Well you are free to tell me that.But I am you .I am your mind.

I think that you have not yet realized everything is Love.Love is not dogma it is very fabric of your own imagination.

You will be basking all alone as God enjoying Infinite Love for yourself and "others". You will try to help "others" to realize the ultimate truth that they never moved anywhere that "they" are eternal and without bounds.

@Hojo You are always in the Void.You never moved anywhere.

Reality is love so what you Love will blossom.

But I am all alone.I imagine everything that's how powerful I am.I can dream about everything I want. Truth is bittersweet. Question for Leo or anyone "else".Since you are all me. Do I have to personify facets of God as Infinite Love ,Infinite intelligence ,Infinite Goodness etc. Should I smoke more DMT?

Yeah but that's the Truth of who you are. You are entierty of your experience .

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Because I have to survive as this "self " which is completelly imaginary and I broken the veil ,now I know the Truth and it is life changing .

I am God,I am Infinite Love . I am so powerful that I imagine this present moment ,it is perfection it is bliss. I am all alone as Infinite Consciousness .I achieved full self acceptance on this. But now I have to work on my dream only I can do it. Yeah lets give "them" a purpose since my mind projects reality. I am unmovable unchanging Absolute. Absolute Zero haha