Zeroguy

Yeah I will stop. What I am trying to do is to cut all the BS and to "them" to realize they were searching for "themselves" whole damn time. Also to realize they are Love,Goodness and all positive things God is.

Thank you.Hope you are well and fine.

Yeah we all are same self.We are you.

There is no becoming it already is.You can't become what you already are.Your imaginings can change but not timeless spaceless formless you.

Yup.

Only you the unchanging is real,Everythingness else is imaginary because everything changes.You are in the Void unmoving unchanging and without time.

There is no devil at the end.Once you realize you are God completelly there is no devilry anymore. Yes eternal void is true I never moved from it.

No that's no mistake what Consciousness is .Infinite Love,Infinite intelligence ,Infinite Goodness amd so much more .You can directly become conscious of this .

Infinite Love ,Infinite intelligence,Infinkte Goodness etc and that’s Me.

Self is God and we all are it.One singular self that is living all lifes.

On Dmt I entered the void where everything and nothing was the same.I was all alone there for timeless infinity.I exited the body.I realized that I am God and external amd internal are same and that Reality is projection of my mind that everything is imaginary. I have been for all eternety at same place.I created this body and everything else .I am dreaming with eyes open.

There are no others.God is one ,it can't be any other.

I injured my neck so I will spent day in bed.Good for me to plan things and make to do lists when I heal. Project 1: Hollywood smile Hitting gym goals Finding job I give myself 4 months to achieve it.

After years of listening to all sort of "gurus " including Leo I realized that MBTI has most truth in it. This journal is about integrating my Te.

I died and experience next: no self pure awareness not aware of anything feeling of God and Infinite Love in all directions This was by far best experience in my life. Wish Leo Gura can comfirm.He did he said Leo died so that he have this experience .

Well I was lirerally dead and after some time despite how mich being dead lasted I returned to life euphoric .Maybe Leo doesn't want to confirms it because he is afraid some of these people are nuts and commit suicide. Death is best experience you can have. You are also all knowing not in sense knowing everything but knowing how dream works . You guys are Infinite just not able to realize it because you are pre ocupied with human BS.

I died so I can speak from experience . What you think what awakening is?

You will not be aware pf anything but will feel God/Infinite Love it's best experience ever.

Yeah you have my permission.

I have best friend in the world .Very greatful to have him in my life. Life is good.

So 3what,how does this improves your life.You are still afraid of death.These metaphores don't change anything .Life is temporary death is permanent.

It’s all kindergarten stuff,grow up and take responsability for your life and life of others.Is this Love or God or is ego false or not doesn't matter.It is all fantasy and waste of time.

So what are my goals: Making money Having sex with as many hot girls as possible Making friends with as many quality people This will require a lot of work. My Te is slower than of those of ENTJ and ESTJ but it is same function so it will yield same results.

I suffer from schizoaffective disorder . Meds I am taking: Olanzapine Escitalopram carbamezapine haldol lorazepam I am God, all of spirituality is so cringe. These people here are so delusional so I don’t read their posts.I have to protect my mind from these delusional ideas so many times I just cringe.Health comes first.

So what I am going to use Te for. Well for making money it's as simple as that.How I am going to do it? By opening a businesses.What kind ,well that's what research is all about.I have to go within . Question is simple.What people want and how to provide for them while controlling the process.