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Is there some way to manipulate this imagination to get things I want.Since I am God I am the source of my dream so how to do it?

I am released from the hospital. Now adventure starts. I decided to have net worth of 1.000.000$ in next 5 years period. All my focus in life shifted to become rich. Today I will look for job I need to create starting capital. So save as much as I humanly can.

I was thinking what is the meaning of it all and I realized that it all revolves around money. So let's enter the most competitive and only arena of life. Survival and reproduction. I am currently at the hospital and I will exit it after 3 months. So I have enough time to think of a real plan on how to get rich. First things are to cut my expenses and to find a job to start accumulating money.

So you guys are Gods all knowing but you have no clue how to create your own reality.

Spirituality is outdated.I am seeing lot less people believe gurus who are de facto narcissist that care only about money. I am putting in the same place Leo too. No difference. Infinite Love.

Thanks.

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Nothing.

I'm seeing J. at Sunday we will walk next to river. I am enjoying nature more than going to some cafe for a date. I already have some ideas to make money. I will ask J. to teach me accounting so that I can open accounting firm with her.

J. finished 2 colleges, She is economist master and pharmacy master. She is very smart. If we enter relationship I will ask her that we open accounting firm or pharmacy. Life is easy I don't know why people are so obsessed with their problems it can all be solved.

Hey guys what do you think is hedonism what is left after you awaken? Bored with solipsism so let's talk about hedonism as viable dream strategy. I think hedonism remains after you realize you are immortal. Deep down we all want pleasure and to avoid pain.

God can't be deceiver so everything is real. Your mind ,other minds , Universe they all exist. Doesn't matter how much Leo is influencing you, you have logos and you should trust yourself.

Don't project your negative beliefs about money onto me. You realize that this is just your perspective on money and nothing else. All your beliefs count for nothing, reality is what is important and what will improve quality of your life in Reality is having enough money.

This site or people here are so cringe. I called J. to set up next date and we agreed at Thursday when our hospital therapy ends. With her I feel accepted for who I am. I know this is how to make money journal so I will write more about it soon. So many Gods here who doesn't know to wipe their ass properly.

Enlightenment is very simple. It is what is real without you.Die before you die. Without you Truth is what is left.

Infinite Love is what you are. That's the actual Truth and highest level of enlightenment or understanding. Reality is Infinite Love so dream big.

J. asked me for a date so I took her to nearby cafe.Date went well.

After 4 rejections since I started cold approaches I got a date. I am in hospital with other mentally ill people and I noticed a girl who on group therapy said she is hearing voice who tells her to pray for people. After therapy session I asked her does she believes in God and she said yes and added that she also believes in Jesus Christ. That was green flag to me so I asked her to take her out to the coffee this weekend.She agreed but unfortunately she can't get on a date this weekend because she is busy. I didn't wanted to pressure her so I will ask her out next weekend. It's easy to get a girlfriend it's a number game. I expected at least 10 rejections before I get a phone number or Instagram account. I am still focused on making money I want to open Vape shop.

Sorry you are not awaken if you haven't experienced Infinite Love/God. Enlightenment is possible for anyone,God is not a concept it is what you are.

Good point.

So cringe. This forum Jesus fucking Christ. But not focusing on that. I started going to the gym,soon I will find a job and after 3 years of that I can get my disability pension which is similar to American SSDI. So I don't have any sort of delusional purpose in life or I am chasing something that will supposedly make me "happy". I am down to earth and only money and sex are important to me. Survival of the fittest.

Yeah lets Self Actualize. I am ISTJ personality type . I suffer from schizoaffective disorder so it means I am mentally ill. I take my meds and my symptoms are now non existant. I drink meds that remove psychosis and improve quality of my thinking. Curently I don't have a job and I don't have girlfriend . I live like a hermit even if I am surrounded with family members (dad and brother). So I am at begining of my story. Hopefully it will be good. Starting from zero. Problems I have are poverty of speach and shyness.Aldo I improved a lot. I have to quit smoking and to drink Coffee ,those are my only 2 addictions left. Lets see how this Introvert will make it in big world.

This forum is not healthy for me. Lots of weird people. I don't have any desire for spirituality. I am only about earning money now. I started going to the gym and started my looks maxing journey. So after all it's all about survival.

I am interested does anyone else lives like hermit? Do you like it or not?

I died and experience next: no self pure awareness not aware of anything feeling of God and Infinite Love in all directions This was by far best experience in my life. Wish Leo Gura can comfirm.He did he said Leo died so that he have this experience .